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About Me

I made the video above !!!
I am your blogger at:
And your Ringmaster at:
And your Co-host on:
Well I just figured it was time to update my page and well evolve. There really is no better way to say that. Change is just that evolution. I am a poet and I am very proud of my art. I have a tendency to look at things from an ink perspective. I am always looking for that next line. I want to leave my mark on this world and know that I was remembered. Everyone seems to have their niche already carved out but not me. I am a single female living on my own and I can almost say that I love it but I would not be honest with you. There are many things that I don't understand but that is a conversation best shared at the local Star Bucks. Yes, I conform but I only order the sissy drinks. NO COFFEE for me! EWWWW. Insert chuckle where ever you feel the need to.
I would like to extend an invitation to all to subscribe to my blog and read and comment. I am always looking for feedback. This helps me to grow as an artist. But I would like to state that I write mainly for my own cathartic reasons. I have my inner demons and they like to wreak havoc w/i me sometimes and my poetry and writing allows me to vent them a little. I cannot say that I am an all around happy sunny person. I like to stay on the darkness more than most. So when you see a bit of flora or fauna on my page, please don't be alarmed I only do it rarely.

My Interests

I have four best friends in my home town that make my life truly a joy. On some days more than others of course but I could not live with out them.
Chawn

Megan

And Arvilla

And my brother Chris

I am interested in all sorts of sinful delights.... Oh wait wrong site. Sorry back on topic. I love long walks on the bea--- damn still not right.... Now here is the good stuff. I love music but that has been said many times before already. I love my friends, poetry. I thought I would write a fiction novel then found my niche in poetry. Stop by and take a look.

Just hanging out listening to music. People watching. Really there is not much that can beat that. I love to listen to music it is cathartic to me. Here I go again w/ Music. Do you get it yet? It calms my savage beast. I like to have fun in general. But I also like my quiet time. I do craft and no it does not make me 80 years old just artistic. I know, say what you what but hey that is my right. I love my job I have worked there for 6 years and hopefully many more to come... Believe me I have worked my fair share of shitty jobs. It was finally time to have a great one. Don't get me started on the crap places.

I'd like to meet:

You know you want to meet the Ringmaster. I am fascinating!!!!!!!
I would like to meet poets and artists with the same passion for art as me. I would like to be able to encourage them and well, just be a good friend.
I would like to meet the person that knows how to love me with out being told. (natasha beddingfield) I can be a bit sappy and there are just some songs out there that say exactly what I feel. SoulMate is one of them. But I really would like to one day fall in love with someone that actually returns it. No holding back. Just loves me and wants only me.

Music:

I absolutely love music!
I listen ONLY to Z104.5 Tulsa's Alternative Rock. I love that station.I have heard no other station that can beat them!!!! Yes I am done shamelessly plugging them ahahah!
I love mostly Alternative, and rock but there are some pop songs that are not noose worthy. DIstUrbed is my ultimate favorite. My favorite song at this moment is Devour - from Disturbed.
I will not even attempt to name all of my favorite bands or people because well I don't want to crash a server or anything. And frankly I don't have time to list them all. Let's just say I have a very diverse mixture of music and I have seen none to rival it. Unless they are dj's of course. I have pictures to prove its worth.. hahahahahahaa. Any one that knows me or my personality knows that music calms me and the way to me is through music. Unfortunately I am not musically inclined but I can spot good music at the first few chords.

Movies:

Favorite movie off all time - let me think- i know it would have to be Twister. My next favorite is Tombstone. Then I would have to rank Gone With the Wind, then Interview with a Vampire. Queen of the damned was a little off the mark. Next time they take an Anne Rice story to the big screen she will need to write the screenplay like she did for interview..I also like Constantine, Where the Heart Is, Mr & Mrs Smith, and much much more... Oh Yeah and ALL the Harry Potter movies. And yes I am a War Lord. For those of you that do not understand this. It is the equivalent to a Trekie but for Star Wars. I love the whole series. Darth Vader. Enough Said!!!!!!

Television:

Charmed, Bones, House md, Law and Order SVU, Angel, Buffy, Firefly, Family Guy, Dead Like Me,then csi (only the original and miami. new york sucks...
I don't really watch TV right now cause I am sick and tired of the never ending melee of REALITY TV... You know, if I wanted reality I would not watch TV. So there you go, reason ...

Books:

Really anything written by Anne Rice. I own all but like 5 of the books she has written.

Heroes:

My mom and dad are my heroes. My brother is my hero for being a great parent as well. He loves his little one and that is special to me.... My friends are truly special to me in some little way of their own. They each have a different personality that keeps me on my toes. The military personnel of the Armed Forces of the USA.

Stuart Townsend is a nummy treat!!!!

David~ ymmy

Johnnie Depp.

My Blog

Do You Dream Of Me

Do You Dream of Me When you lay your head upon your pillow at night Do you allow your thoughts to return to me? As your eyes flutter in your dream state Are you seeing me smiling only for you? The he...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 08:25:00 PST

Times That Bind

Times That Bind Break these ropes that bind me here Against my will and strap me in Time has everything to do with my demise I was wise once before I watched the clock I now am idle and struck dumbfo...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 10:33:00 PST

My Silence [ my wordplay radio challenge piece]

My Silence I will not sit in the shadows Lurking, waiting, hoping for just the right the moment to greet me I will stand and fight for the right of my voice You cannot silence me My words reach throu...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:57:00 PST

As I Race into the Light [brand new]

As I Race Into the Light I stay close to the shadows The light singes my skin Mistress of the night I am labeled But not for the reason plainly thought I am not the seductress wrapped in satin sheets ...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Thu, 29 May 2008 10:16:00 PST

The Angels Cried American Video poem

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Posted by Darkkarnival on Sat, 24 May 2008 03:10:00 PST

The Sweetest Seduction [BRAND NEW]

Sweetest Seduction Behind my eyelids I set my scene and my thoughts become my reality Seeing every curve of your face, every tracing inch of your body I can lift my hands to the air and feel you there...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:49:00 PST

You Thought You Knew [Venom]

You Thought You Knew Recently I have known a hatred and anger Far surpassing the pain that rained upon Nagasaki Supreme violence and ill wishes coursing through my being Tainting my soul I quive...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Wed, 14 May 2008 03:46:00 PST

From the Eyes of Combat (NEW)

Here is a new piece I just wrote today!!! I haven't written much lately and this was nice to get out of my system.... Here is a patriotic type piece for you! From the Eyes of Combat It rained fire dow...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:17:00 PST

Mirror Image

Mirror Image Reflecting glass smooth and cool I am drowning in this reflective pool My eyes they shimmer and dance about My lips are set in an innocent pout I see myself and wonder still This mirror i...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:04:00 PST

Happily Ever Aftermath

The following piece was written yesterday while I was on break at work. My brother sent me a text message saying he wanted me to write a "devastating poem from an innocent's point of view, about divor...
Posted by Darkkarnival on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 05:56:00 PST