livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle]

"elegance"

*your smile... stunning:!: *your laugh... adorable:!: *your beauty... everlasting:!: ..you came into my life a shy, fraile individual... ...now you are a vibrant, elegant young woman... -i wish things...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:44:00 PST

"crush"

constantly wondering:&:worryingis she ok:?:....where did she go:?:wherever she is i hope she is happy:!:whoever she is with,...he is the luckiest man alive:*:forever in my heart:!:forever the one ...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:52:00 PST

"curiousity"

...curiousity keeping me around:* ...wondering what will come next in my life:*            ...will it be more [depression:&:death] :or could it fi...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:38:00 PST

"insomnia"

:laying conscious in bed... -:mind wandering ... body at rest like a corpse*: ...pondering: you:&:me:- life:&:death:* today:&:tomorrow:- everything:&:nothing:~ lov...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 05:19:00 PST

"lust"

...laying next to each other*: ..so imminent we feel as one:                ......one breath: one heartbeat.... ...i feel so at ease in ...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:30:00 PST

"internal struggle"

re-occurring aspirations of love lost... ...erased from two hearts as if it was all adulterated... ...pondering life,               &nb...
Posted by livin lovin life [ctp lifestyle] on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 08:17:00 PST