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manic undead

I am here for Friends

About Me

I am a mystery even to myself. I love to laugh. I plan to move out of this country in the next 5 years. I can't stand most humans. My kittie cats are my family.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

myself in the future

My Blog

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i started a new job a few weeks ago. i am happy in my life. i am bored with myspace. 
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:05:00 GMT

i can't catch my breath

even in dream my anxiety runs rampant. flooded by images of people i used to know. words won't come out. they fade into whispers overshadowed by the noisey soundtrack of life.i awake feeling lonely.
Posted by on Wed, 23 May 2007 08:12:00 GMT

i am an examiner of life, not a liver of it

we are all just animals. we are not as important as we think we are. even the strongest, most powerful man still curls up in bed at night the same way he did in his mother's womb.all i needaleherbnico...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:15:00 GMT

Histrionic personality disorder

The symptoms include:Constant seeking of reassurance or approval.Excessive sensitivity to criticism or disapproval.A need to be the center of attention (self-centeredness).Tendency to believe that rel...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 08:47:00 GMT

is that too much to ask

why must my emotions rule over everyhting in my life. i lost the most enjoyable job because i am sad.all the grown ups in my life tell me i have to keep a job.i wish they could just be inside my head ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 14:28:00 GMT

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i am killing myself with marlboro menthol lights. my muscles are weakening from sitting in this chair. The characters I created on my video game have more friends than i do. if only it was as easy as ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 09:07:00 GMT

ahh that spark tingles

so, i was looking at flash art for tattoos on bmezine.com. i stumbled across some great art work by this girl on there. i clicked to her bio, and then her myspace link. located on her page, i saw othe...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:56:00 GMT

none

i can't seem to get my ass out of the house. the only reasons i leave are to get food or buy something. I guess I just miss playing catch, climbing trees, walking on the beach and talking. I don't see...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 06:43:00 GMT

im hungry

why is there not a place that delivers breakfast dammit? i just wake up, im alone here, im lazy. i want food. i wish i could train the cats to cook. there would probably be a lot of hair in the food t...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Aug 2005 06:43:00 GMT

nothing

ive been downloading porn with my new dsl. i hope it doesnt fuck my computer up. ive also gotten some episodes of the lword season 2. i love that show. you can tell they got a lot more money in their ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Aug 2005 10:00:00 GMT