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Shala Lynn ♥

breathe out so i can breathe you in, hold you in ♥

About Me


Most of you who are reading this already know at least a little about me but for the fun of it I’ll write a little something. The name would be Shala, and I happen to be 18 years old. I read my horoscope everyday. I’m really big into photography, not because it’s “the cool” thing but because I think pictures can say a lot, and mean many different things depending on who is looking at it. I’d like to say I am pretty decent at what I do. I was accepted to New England School of Photography, but I don’t think I will be going due to the fact its in Boston and that city is too expensive for me to live in. I plan on opening my own studio in the future, but for now I just want to do some freelance work. I have an amazing boyfriend by the name of Pat, he basically lives with me, we are more than lovers we are best friends, I love him and you have every right to be jealous of what we have because its awesome. I have an awesome family as well, although it gets annoying having so many family members living in my house, its nice sometimes too. My mom is my other best friend, she is an amazing lady. I also have a few friends who I have been close with for a long time, I know they will always be there for me, and I’d do anything for them. I have had some other close friends but things changed and we parted ways, I’m not going to say I didn’t enjoy most of the times we had together but as for now our lives are in different places. That’s all I am going to say for that. That reminds me, I am completely sick of drama and all that bullshit. It’s time you grow up people, live your life, don’t worry about stupid bullshit, don’t bring it into other peoples lives either. If you bring drama, or whatever, please I do not want or need you in my life, sorry! I am almost finished with my online schooling and should have my diploma within the next few months! I am usually a pretty happy and nice person, if you treat me or those I care about badly I can and will become a huge bitch, so please just leave me and the people I love alone. I cannot stand whores, scumbags, liars and all that shit, although it seems that’s what many people today are becoming. I can say I am a very honest person, and I am glad my boyfriend is as well, people need to learn to be more honest not only with others but themselves. I treasure the little things in life for those things are more important, you really should try to understand that now. I listen to all sorts of music, it changes with my mood, not the current “scene.” Speaking of scene, come on now stop being clones, be unique kids. I try not to judge people by their past and am a pretty forgiving person. For a long time I allowed anyone and everyone to walk all over me, I am trying not to allow that to happen anymore. I watch a lot of movies. The show 24 is one of my favorites Pat and I watch it every week, you should check it out maybe you will learn a little something. I like to write, stories, poems, songs, letters, anything, I love expressing myself though writing. Sometimes I tend to be very self conscious, but most of the time I am completely happy with myself. I like to listen to people and try to help them with their problems, I may not always have an answer or any advice but I will never say no to listening to you. I love the beach and cannot wait until winter is over. There are so many things about me you probably never knew, but I cannot possibly try to tell you everything on this stupid site, so if you want to know more or just talk then ask me for my screen name. :]

My Interests

Music
Photography
Reading
Hanging out with my friends.
Sleeping.

I'd like to meet:

Well honestly, I wouldn't mind meeting some new friends. Anyone that is fun really, I am getting really sick of drama, so if you dont bring drama then im sure we can be friends. maybe? haha
As for the guy situation I am not looking for anyone. I have been spending my time with one of the most amazing guys I have ever met. He is honest and caring. I don't care what you have to say about him because im willing to bet its a bunch of bullshit, so just keep it to yourself. He has made me smile a whole lot. I am comfortable with him. I trust him more than i trust most people. I'm not afraid to be myself around him and it is the best feeling in the world. I am happy. And all because of a wonderful guy named Pat. I love him!!!

Music:

Blink 182
AS I Lay Dying
At The Drive-In
The Beatles
Between The Buried And Me
Bright Eyes
Billy Joel
Billy Talent
Circle Takes the Square
Coldplay
Cyndi Lauper
David Bowie
Interpol
Joy Division
Modest Mouse
Norma Jean
Oasis
Placebo
Radiohead
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rilo Kiley
Saosin
The Blood Brothers
The Cranberries
The Good Life
The Killers
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs &&& so many moree.... mmm yeahi took thatt pictureeeea. Conor isss hot stuff. mmhm

Movies:

PETER PAN, im obsessed with anything to do with peter pan, so all the movies about that are good. esp finding neverland.
Helter Skelter
Igby goes down
Blow
Fear and loathing in Las Vegas
Girl, interrupted
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Too wong foo, thanks for everything! Julie newmar
Pretty in pink
Fight club
Garden State
Breakfast club
Benny & Joon
A clockwork orange.
Memento
Vanilla Sky
Wicker Park

Television:

DANNY PHANTOM!!! ? ?
Nip // tuck.
Invader Zim.
Family guy.
Aquateen hungerforce.
And i have a new addiction to 24(Thanks to my favorite haha), might be one of the best shows. :]

Books:

Go ask alice.
Baby plays around.
She.
To kill a mockingbird.
And then there were none.
The night therou spent in jail.
,said the shotgun to the head.
The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime.

Heroes:

my mom, i look up to her more than anything. She might not have some fancy job, but she loves her family more than anything, and she tries her best to do whatever it takes to keep us happy healthy and safe. I have an amazing bond with her, and i wouldnt trade it for the world. ♥♥

My Blog

Unseen. ( written January 8th 2007)

I wrote this a while ago. like a ,month and a half or so. but i never got around to putting it up here. Beautiful and radiant Beaming with unknown power They all "love" you They all want you Yet none...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:41:00 PST

A comparison between the shore and myself.

Life crashes against me like the sea on the shore.I am the sand - The hundreds of thousands of millions of little pieces that make up meThe complex and misunderstood person that I am.The sea is life -...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:45:00 PST

The girl.

You're falling againAnd you don't have anything to grab ontoNothing to fall back ontoYou're crying silentlyYou can't let anyone see your tearsBut you can not take it anymoreWhat will you do know?Will ...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:43:00 PST

the execution (1/1/07)

  (So i woke up this morning and this just came to my head, i don't know why, i wrote it in about 5 minutes, fell back asleep, when i woke up i read it , i made a change or two, and then decided ...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:47:00 PST

my escape (12/31/06)

Seeing through the darknessSearching for a sign of lightLooking for my escapeI see it in my sightsYou're standing thereYour arms welcoming meHolding me closeAnd setting me freeYou whipers sweet wordsA...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 09:53:00 PST

crazzzy

They tell me I'm not different, They tell me we're all the same. They tell me that although I think this way We're all secretly insane.   I know the truth though, I am incredibly different. Every...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:24:00 PST

Is this the way a toy feels when it's batteries run dry?

Ahh i've been listening to that song all day. Well i don't know ive been in and out of being miserable the past few days. Today wasnt so bad but i dont know. I watched Finding Neverland and it made me...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:41:00 PST

some writting..

I hold these truths to be self-evidentThat I will never be perfectI will never be in the right place at the right timeAnd I will never say the right thingI hold these truths to be self-evidentThat I w...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:51:00 PST

And i can't help but think..

If I was the sort of personTo look after myself first and foremostIf I was the sort of personTo stand up for myself before considering others feelingsI wonder what type of life I'd already be livi...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 05:14:00 PST

Something from a little while ago.

Trembling beneath the blast of a cold gust in the middle of this concrete scene, you smile. Just a small as if to say that you aren't really sure what's going on, but that, because you are with me, ev...
Posted by Shala Lynn♥. on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:53:00 PST