.in.a.different.mentality.

ME: *Just gotta look to the sky and hope shit gets better* I like to say that i am a Hopeful romantic. I'm not hopeless, i am too strong for that. But i am a sucker for the occasional romance. I love surprises and i love christmas lol. I am eighteen. Birthday is June 22. I am loyal. I am a complete bitch if i dont like you, but i'm incredibly sweet and compassionate if we are friends. I will always have your back and i will always be there for you. My past has made me who i am. I never regret, but i definitely notice my mistakes. I want something real, with someone real. I'm in love with Love. I am only lonely at night. AND I have the best friends in the entire world. They are amazing(hot too *wink).BELL: The love of my life! She's my best friend on this planet. People always say that they dont talk to anyone they knew from highschool once they are adults... Me and Bell... Will never split like that. Before Bell... I was a dumbass. She's the other part of my brain.NICKI: We grew up together! I remember her from like elementary school haha. Cutey! She has always been there to remind me to calm the fuck down and act like a lady! lol. She's incredible.NATALIE: HOW WOULD I BE ALIVE WITHOUT YOU?You are the only thing that held me up thru some pretty intense relationships. BIANCA: Sometimes you just know that youre going to be friends with someone. And even though we didnt have classes together and we both had so much stuff going on this year, I can still look at you and think how good of a friend you are to me. ELISA: You are so sweet. You really glued our group together this year. We all love you. SARA: You are a flat-out INCREDIBLE person. You are so sweet yet so strong and yet so sensitive! You are the perfect balance in a friend because you can always help or at least relate to whatever problems i could have haha. LAUREN: How much have we been thru together?? Pretty sure that we're still friends. We Crazy haha. ANGIE: You are such a good girl. You are always there to ive me a GREAT BIG HUG when i need one haha. It seems like everytime i am upset and hiding my feelings you walk right up randomly and squeeze my guts out haha. Fixes everthing. JESS: You have been there for all of us girls. That night(you know which one i'm referencing) you really made me have fun even though i felt horrible.ME AGAIN: haha I moved away to a place where i knew nothing and no one, but i ended up loving a lot of it down there. I met Kim there KIM: She's my best friend down there. We have a little family there(Mical, Me, Jonathan and Kim). Its strange that there was someone there like in such a random ass place haha That is like a perfect match for me. We have so much fun and we bonded like instantly. I love you so much dawwwwg!I wouldnt cheat on Bed-Uno with anyone else but you haha :o) ALEX: I'm glad we gave it a last try, its good that now we know instead of always having that wonder in the back out our heads. You were my life, you saved my life. I used to love you.