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|x| bianca |x| = savage...

I am here for Friends

About Me

hey there, name's Bianca (bee on kuh) a.k.a. Beene (pronounced bee-nee)

i was born and raised in Oxnard, Ca. (So-Cal)
Im an OHS yellow jacket Alumni c/o 2006
im friendly after you get to know me so dont assume im a bitch.
i like making new friends so dont be a stranger.
i go to shows, you might see me there. say hi. but i pretty much dont look like the pictures here in real life.
sorry im a liar.
if u judge me cuz i'm a fat kid. get over it, or get stomped on, because i can be vicious. =P
i like to hang out and/ or listen to music.
i stencil stuff.
i love photography ♥.
i attend San Jose State University as an art major heading into photography
don't expect me to be your typical scene girl or kid. im not. swear it.
im very shy at times until im comfortable around you thats mainly why
my family means the most to me and i l♥ve my friends who are always there for me
& i dont pass on chain letters or anything of the sort
nor will i comment ur pix or page if u make constant bulletins about it
but do leave a comment saying HELLO. i like comments. you'll get one back.
i have some pretty amazing friends who i adore and don't know what i'd do with out them. They've become like family to me and i love the adventures we share together.
I am currently attending San Jose State University. im planning on getting my BFA in photography with a minor in graphic design and journalism. Wish me luck. this college business is tough stuff, but through thick and thin, im trying to make the best of it. i
and lastly, im straight edge, if u cared at all. you may think its a joke, but i dont care. i am one of the few still standing up for a belief i hold dear. if you cant understand that, i feel sorry for you. i have my reasons. just ask me ill share.
laters...

My Interests

hangin out
spending time with friends
chatting online
thrifting
stenciling
silk screening
graffitti art
tattoos/tattoo art
music
things of the hxc persuasion
going to shows
eyeliner
piercings
photography ♥
dr. pepper.
random miscellaneous things
being driven around
transcendentalism
existencialism
anything D.I.Y.

I'd like to meet:

if you talk to me, i'll more than likely, talk to you. start the conversation. simple as that. i like meeting friendly open minded people.
however if you think you're way to cool for the room, go die. k thnx bye.
but if youre an unbiased, unprejudiced person who likes to have silly or intelligent conversations. hit me up. i could use a laugh or two.
who knows i could be one of the better friends you know. not to sound cocky or anything, haha ;)

&&
a band that changed my life.

Music:

i like a variety of music but general stuff i like is:
poison the well, love is red, atreyu, horse the band, a jealousy issue, curl up and die, the mars volta, portishead, gravy train, from autumn to ashes, bleeding through, norma jean, converge, everytime i die, underoath, taking back sunday, the bled, bane, boys night out, contra, versailles, bright eyes, this moment, vendetta, the warriors, as black hearts break, over my dead body, fall of troy, champion, comeback kid, avenged sevenfold, hopesfall, dead elizabeth, armor for sleep, a static lullaby, thrice, bring it down, internal affairs, thursday, the bronx, refused, the linden murder, funeral for a friend, the agony scene, blindside, give up the ghost, pretty girls make graves, yeah yeah yeahs, at the drive in, it dies today, light this city, silverstein, black dahlia murder, the war program, death cab for cutie, postal service, bear vs. shark, embrace today, anterrabae, evergreen terrace, amber pacific, alexisonfire, armsbendback, bad religion, chiodos, circa survive, deftones, the doors, donnybrook, emery, glassjaw, gnarls barkley, the hurt process, in control, jack johnson, killswitch engage, let live, le tigre, misfits, most precious blood, terror,throwdown, etc etc.....

Movies:

eternal sunshine on the spotless mind
kill bill 1&2
equilibrium
matrix trilogy
donnie darko ♥
office space
the professional
the lost boys
pi
40 year old virgin
gladiator
the life aquatic with steve Zissou
i ♥ huckabees
the holiday
because i said so
vanilla, sky
v for vendetta
american beauty
any movie that "trips" you out, etc
also any movie with this guy

Television:

24
grey's anatomy♥
house m.d.
family guy
miami ink
project runway
shear genius
scrubs♥
simpsons
friends
csi las vegas & miami
king of queens
aqua teen hunger force
sealab 2021
invader zim
inked
anything on adult swim

Books:

the Fearless series
Smack
Gingerbread
Farenheit 451
the Hangman
Lord of the Flies
All Quiet On The Western Front
On the Fringe
Big Sur
Kite Runner
The Great Gatsby

Heroes:

"no leaders, no idols, just pure inner strength"
the only exception would be a certain brutal character by the name of Jack Bauer

My Blog

keep your riches.. i will sew my stitches

its almost the end of another semester. and ive managed to screw up again. this time was less out of my control.. but i hate dealing with the fact that i fucked up. i tried, but obviously not hard eno...
Posted by |x| bianca |x| = savage... on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 01:58:00 PST

XfourXyearsXstrongX

for the past four years i've held an oath of sobrietyat first, i maybe was jumping onto the band wagon...maybe i did just want to be like those who inspired mebut after that... it no longer became a l...
Posted by |x| bianca |x| = savage... on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:52:00 PST

update on life n such...

maybe ill start using this thing...i usually use livejournal when i feel like writingand i only used this when i felt all emo and world hatinghahabut uhi had a pretty good summer.and i started my firs...
Posted by |x| bianca |x| = savage... on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:38:00 PST

pretend your eyes never screamed desire

i always find it funny to go back and read old poetry. kinda shows where you were in life at the time. i found my old blogspot where i kept my poems. and might i say, i was so depressed or someth...
Posted by |x| bianca |x| = savage... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

im sorry

for being a let down.
Posted by |x| bianca |x| = savage... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST