jerilyn

FUN-LOVING. PASSIONATE. SINCERE. EMOTIONAL.I value BEAUTY that is not seen by the naked eye. I am not too religious, but I have faith in my own GOD. I believe that life is not a destiny, but a CHOICE. Living WELL, if not that better, is the best REVENGE !!! I don't want to be hostile but I just want things to GET EVEN... I know I am special. There is NO one exactly like me. I am not my clothes, not my money, not my fame, not my position, not the people around me, not my body, not my sexual power, not my feelings, not my thoughts, not my performance, not my virtue and not even my character. Probably, I am this tremendous, wondrous REALITY within me... I am honest that I can hurt people just to show the TRUTH. I love to LAUGH. I cherish good FRIENDS. I enjoy having QUIET and PEACEFUL times with or without someone. I am SCARED of being shouted at. I stand for what I know is RIGHT. I miss having SOMEONE who could start and end my day right. But I am not searching and not rushing things to happen. If I have to do for my own peace of mind, I could drop the anger, the pain, the disappointments and the not-so-good things behind me. I want to be CAREFREE. I want to lose impatience and pessimism. I know I am continually living well... YEAH, I REALLY AM!!!