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melissa

I am here for Friends

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4my life has been a twisted combination of good, bad & ugly. i wouldn't give one moment up. not for anything. i suppose that, at the end of the day, this is all we have. this moment. it is what defines us. completes us. the ability to recognize those "moments" of weakness and confront them. they then surpass what is normally characterized as a problem, and before we know it, they are the solution.my life has been influenced by those who i have been granted friendship. whether by blood or circumstance. they are what makes me whole. each brick i have laid for my foundation has been cemented by these people...they are how i define myself. my collaboration of moments has lead to my NOW. although spatially we are not intact, something bigger has connected us. the loss, and the gain, have somehow managed to find this odd balance. in this world where distance plays no role in relationships, i am able to keep them with me. although i have no doubt that we have all been together for lifetimes, and this is just another stepping stone in our entwined existences.my greatest realization...my answer...is love. something that i have been blessed with on so many levels. i am not sure what it is i did to deserve all that i have...but i sure am glad my answers came in the form that they did.

My Interests

coffee, spooning with maya, not running, hating, loving, whining, listening, starting books then not wanting to finish them because they are too good to end, sleeping, cuddling, crying, laughing, screaming, intellectuals, anyone who can put me in my place, learning something new every day, being a smart ass, brutal honesty, being extremely loud, offending people, challenging people, questioning, uncotrollably laughing at situations that are usually physically painful for another person, being crude, loving life because it's given me so many amazing gifts, never saying goodbye, being here.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Melissa
Birthday: Feb 19
Birthplace: Newport Beach, CA
Current Location: Boston
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today: these sexy brown boots
Your Weakness: spiders
Your Fears: dumb ignorant fucks
Your Perfect Pizza: greek
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: move successfully be GREAT at my new job!!!! and make lots of money while i'm at it
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: don't use
Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck
Your Best Physical Feature: my ass
Your Bedtime: 10
Your Most Missed Memory: oh there are so many...not missed, but they do make me nostalgic
Pepsi or Coke: NIETHER they rot your brain and teeth
MacDonalds or Burger King: GROSS
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: gross...its like piss water
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: NOPE FINALLY
Do you Swear: um...ya
Do you Sing: i try
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: sure
Do you want to go to College: in college...6 months
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: so much
Do you get Motion Sickness: NO
Do you think you are Attractive: depends on the time of month
Are you a Health Freak: yes...not freak, but healthy
Do you get along with your Parents: YES
Do you like Thunderstorms: ya
Do you play an Instrument: used to play the piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: lol...yes
In the past month have you Smoked: NOPE!!!!!!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NOPE...holler
In the past month have you gone on a Date: ....no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes unfortunately
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: sick i'll pass on the hydrogenated fat
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: mmmm...yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no...BRRRR
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no way
Ever been Drunk: yes yes i have
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: really??? what a lame question
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: me
What country would you most like to Visit: all of them
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: short definitely short no fuckin hippies
Height: tall
Weight: whatever
Best Clothing Style: no tapered pants!!!!
Number of Drugs I have taken: all of them i'm sure
Number of CDs I own: ipod dude
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: NOTHING...nothing at all

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

I'd like to meet:

those who know the difference between their, they're and there. oh and those who know the difference between their ass and a hole in the ground. come to find out, they are harder to find than i thought.

Music:

oh jesus off the top of my head......tribe, atmosphere, bambu station, augustus pablo, roots, sublime, gang starr, sigur ros, frou frou, gomba jahbari, imogen heap, digable planets, dialated peoples, eric b & rakim, bob of course, burning spear, the kinks, sonic youth, metric, bad religion, smiths, pixies, midnite, black uhuru, capelton, damien marley, ijahman, junior reed, lee perry, pedro the lion, yellowman, prince jazzbo, nina simone, sebadoh, celia cruz, the cure, cornell campbell, stevie wonder, U-Roy, DAMN k i'm bored with this.

Movies:

requiem for a dream, scarface, altered states, seven, goodfellas, godfather(s), city of lost children, 28 days later, donnie darko, spun, the crow, 21 grams, blow, fear and loathing, garden state, office space, cannibal the musical, tommy boy, happy gilmore, rat race, swingers baby, snatch, rocky (not 5), fight club, natural born killers, spaceballs, one flew over the cukoo's nest, halloween, neverending story, true romance, silence of the lambs, matrix, control room, bubble boy, a bugs life...

Television:

LOST LOST LOST, adult swim, mxc, comedy central, law&order, not FOX anything...ever (k scratch that FAMILY GUY), er, gray's anatomy

Books:

ishmael, davinci code, soul retrieval, the four agreements, the alchemist, celestine prophecy, coversations with god, political thinking and conciousness, angels & demons, crime & punishment, mastery of love, power of now

Heroes:

my brother

My Blog

WOO HOO!!!!

I am moving to boston. in june. i can't wait. it's only january and i am not sure how in the HELL i am going to make it until then!!!!!!
Posted by melissa on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:12:00 PST

go me

yay...3 years...holler : )
Posted by melissa on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 05:30:00 PST

goodbye

i didn't like playing god today.  as i watched the bright eyes of my best friend of fourteen years grow heavy, empty, i began to doubt myself.  i began to doubt death.  i...
Posted by melissa on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 05:46:00 PST

chart

Name: Melissa February 19 1981 4:20 AM Time Zone is PST Newport Beach, CA Rising Sign is in 19 Degrees Capricorn You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you r...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ho hum

"There are those who give with joy and that joy is their reward And there are those who give with pain, and that pain is their baptism. And there are those who give and know not pain in giving, ...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

purrrrfection

what an amazing feeling i have!!! everything in my life is in it's perfect place. for the first time in, well, ever i have absolutely no complaints about anything in my life. the drastic ups and do...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

heart broken

i've made it to the ripe old age of 24 relatively unscathed by love. somehow, by virtue of who knows what, i have never had my heart broken. i know it's no accident! but something happened in this ...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

BLAH!!!!!

i find it interesting how we can go our whole lives and never really know anything. i mean, people come in and out of our lives, but most of them we have no idea what they're honestly about. they're...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

thoughtlessness

Looking into a mirror I look @ the flecks of gold in my eyes. I stare deeper and everything begins to blur...to melt together. the lines soften and I see something grey...not empty, but undefineable. ...
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

work sucks

i need a sugardaddy...can i retire at 23...is there some sort of government program for that? you know there should be.
Posted by melissa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST