☠♥ ☠ ♥Me + This Life of mine = CHAOTIC BLI

My kids & my fam are my life & they come above all else. Alvie Jr. is due in Oct. on grandmas b~day (he is a KICKER!), Nevaeh is my tom~boy girly gurl & is 4 yrs goin on 40, Anthony is 6 & is overcoming alot of his issues, & of course there is Kaity, my step daughter whom I told I would never turn my back on! 2 the ppl who know me personally, there are my others & the situations are known... ALL MY KIDS mean the world 2 me & are the only tats I have on my body! Abby & Alvies are the only 1's left 2 get.



My man & I have been thru sum shit these past 4 yrs. He has stood by me when I married my wife & even after she was gone. He tries to do whatever he can to better himself & I LOVE HIM for it! OF COURSE ppl can't be perfect & I am not 1 to judge, but I understand how hard it is when u try to do ur best but get shot down every chance they get!!! I respect him more than anyone else in my life! He has grown up & taken responsibility for alot of things in his life, & he has done it on his own which I give him sooo much credit for. He doesn't have to do all of the things he does, but he wants to, & I luv him 4 it!! You can't always judge a person for WHO THEY WERE in the past & the dirt that they've done, EVERYONE has the right to change 4 the better! (AND if anyone wants to disagree that some people don't deserve a second chance then you can kiss my ass cause u must be a very petty, jealous, & envoius bitch!)
As 4 my wife, apparently some ppl just can't meet on equal ground. I now see how u feel by what u have said to me & I do apologize for ever bringing u into my life & my home. I REGRET EVERY MINUTE because these INNOCENT KIDS shouldn't have had to listen to u runnin ur mouth. UR GURLS are just as important to me as my own & I PRAY EVERY DAY that u aren't going to keep them from me! I LOVE YOU kids, NEVER EVER FORGET THAT!!! I know I was just as wrong for some things, but my intentions were ALWAYS GOOD, as 4 urs... HMMMM... I SERIOUSLY QUESTION THEM!!!
A man is not the only thing I want in my life. My man is my best friend, he holds me up & I do the same 4 him. Above & beyond all else he is my best friend & I hope I am his. Regardless of where our lives take us I never want to lose him (& I NEVER WILL!! So FUCK YOU to u know who!!!). HOWEVER... he understands how I feel about women & respects it, & must get off on it... wouldn't you??? !!! And it's his fault I am this way cause he started it!! LMAO, I've always been curious, but wayyyyy too shy to ever do anything before I met him.
A woman will always know how you feel without you having to say anything. She will know what to do, when to do it, & how to do it! Wether it's sexual, emotional or just knowing you need someone to talk to or to hold you!
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