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i finally got my shit together. woohoo! now what? im better at planning the things that i didnt want to do in the first place. learning about how the world works and how people think can be the most upsetting, yet rewarding experience. turning 21 isnt just a pass to start backtracking and getting fucking wasted. i personally choose not to partake in the beer bong and $2 " you call its". instead, listen to stories at work from people whose self worth consists of how drunk they were the night before. now dont get me wrong, i do enjoy a beer or two while watching the game, but i guess i missed the personal drinking contest memo my peers seem to have tatooed to there one night stands forehead. enough bitching. i believe that you cannot reasonably expect certain things from a situation that you did not put into it. for example: in a relationship, or at a job; if you dont put forth honesty, reliability and a sense of accountability, where the fuck do you get off expecting those things out of it? now, you dont always get those things back from it but you cant let that determine how you approach your next affair. not everyone cares about other people. this is the most heartbreaking fact i have had to eccept. some people are this way because they too have learned that they have to look out for themselves the hard way. i believe there are good people out there, and they come into your life in doses. its amazing how much better you feel when you are surrounded by people that like you because your a good person too.Myspace Contact Tables