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About Me

So..You want to know about me, eh? Well, where to start. Hmm..Let's see. I'm an overall, generally happy person but I will be the first to admit that I have my deep lows. Though not terribly often, they are pretty bad. I won't try to make other people's days suck with my depression though. I'll keep a brave face, suck it up, and carry on. I will dance if there is music. Not well, but I will. I do that often and it embarrasses people. It doesn't matter where too. I could be in the grocery store, mall, or at school. I don't care. I'm going to do it. If there are words involved and I know them, I will sing as well. I write almost everything down. I constantly have something written on my hand. If I don't write it down, chances are I won't remember it. I have a cowlick in my right eyebrow. It's eh..Whatever. I don't really care it about it much now that my hair covers it but it's still kind of annoying. I have a lot of stories of people trying to fix it. If you want to know them, I'll tell you if you contact me. That's another thing. I'll tell you almost everything about me. Anything you want to know, I will tell you. My life is kind of boring so it won't be entertaining but oh well. I don't really worry about anything. Studying, most serious activities, and talking on the phone are a few things that I don't do very often. I have realized that I don't need drugs or alcohol to do stupid or reckless things. I do that naturally. I'm actually a very graceful person and I can thank my early years of dancing for that. I can think on my toes and my brain automatically thinks of four ways out of a situation. Those and a tons more I can thank theatre for. I HATE scary movies mostly because I hate jumping out of my seat or screaming. Camping is my game and I like roughing it. REAL camping is where it's at. I think I'm one of the few girls in the world who is not afraid to get dirty. I can't think of much more so we'll leave it at that. When it comes to politics, I'm a ball of clay that is yet to be formed into anything. This is because of many reasons: a) Politics in Bakersfield is so one sided that it's almost ridiculous. b) Politics has never really interested me. c) I feel I should actually research things before deciding how I feel about it. I also generally don't like the drama that comes from it. I'm not a major over-the-top drama kind of girl. I'm pretty relaxed and lately it seems that I don't care a whole lot about anything. That's kind of scary to me and it's something that I'm working on. I have several people in my life that remind me that I'm weird and crazy. I'm a beach bum soul that lives two hours away from the closest one. The closest ones are not even clean or they are severely crowded. I have a heart of gold and anyone could do almost anything and I would still love them. I have a motto of sorts in life: Have fun and chase what you love to the ends of the earth. It's well worth it in the end.
So, I will head out alone and hope for the best And we can hang our heads down As we skip the goodbyes And you can tell the world what you want them to hear I've got nothing left to lose, my dear So, I'm up for the little white lies But you and I know the reason why I'm gone, and you're still there I'm gone, and you're still there I'm gone, and you're still there
Rachel --
[noun]:
A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)
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Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

My Interests

Swimming, volleyball, football, basically anything that is active and fun.

I'd like to meet:


You Have A Type B Personality
You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru Do You Have a Type A Personality? my AIM is RaholPede13. IM me now!

Music:

Everything but rap and hardcore screamo. Most of the time, I'll listen to something and if I don't like it, change it and move on. Hey, at least I listen to it first...

Movies:

I don't have a specific genre of movies that I absolutely love. I guess the best way to show what movies I like is to give some examples of my favorites. Here goes nothing. Meet Joe Black, Dark City, The Princess Bride, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Signs, actually, anything by M. Night Shyamalan, Pirates of the Caribbean, Shrek, and Toy Story!

Television:

I don't watch TV.

Books:

I'm currently reading nothing. I gave up on The Historian. Eragon, Eldest, Angels and Demons, The Lovely Bones, The Trickster's Choice, The Queen's Fool, The Secret Life of Bees, The Spindle's End, Catch 22, Angela's Ashes, Metamorphosis, The Hero and the Crown, A Million Little Pieces, The Da Vinci Code (not that great..A&D was better)

Heroes:

Heroes? Hmm...I have a lot of people that I look up to for their certain personality traits. I won't go into detail but I usually let people know when I love something about them.

My Blog

Aubergine

We're different, you and I. Just think about it and you'll see. I wear my heart on my sleeve while you keep yours locked up. You are not afraid to ask the hard questions and I convince myself that I'm...
Posted by Meh on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:03:00 PST

I got bored..

Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky f...
Posted by Meh on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:16:00 PST

Comfort

I raced along an empty highway.I chased the dawn And cursed the new day,Out of town, till nobody was around.Love came along, my favorite enemy,We hit head-on.Why you befriended me... I don't know.Ther...
Posted by Meh on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 02:16:00 PST

This summer

List of things I want to do this summer:1. Mess up my sleeping patterns by staying up for days on end.2. Play Halo until I sprang my thumbs.3. Laugh so hard that I cry and I'm sore the next morning.4....
Posted by Meh on Fri, 18 May 2007 08:34:00 PST

Ch.ch.ch.changes

You know, this is all very confusing to me. Was I always like this and never knew it? Or am I changing into someone entirely new? Am I coming into myself? Was I alwasy supposed to be this way and got ...
Posted by Meh on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 08:10:00 PST

I love being a Libra

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents th...
Posted by Meh on Mon, 28 May 2007 10:04:00 PST

Schuyler Fisk, I love you.

I don't want usTo fall apart today or everYou're the one who said you'd never leaveThere's no good reason for giving upAll this mess is just bad luckSo please don't lose your confidence in me I wish I...
Posted by Meh on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:57:00 PST

I need the new Michael Bublé CD.

Meglio Staserababy go go goor as we natives say"Fa subito!"If you're ever gonna kiss meit had better be tonightwhile the mandolins are playingand stars are brightIf you've anything to tell meit had be...
Posted by Meh on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:43:00 PST

Same as last time.

You open up To say you're feeling all rightWe're pictures on the wall.You'll figure outThat feeling here is all rightWe're still frames in the hall.But it's not that hard...Could you save me from...?C...
Posted by Meh on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 05:14:00 PST

More lyrics..Nothing interesting to see.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry call I'm desperate for your voice I'm listening to the song we used to sing In the car, do you remember Butterfly, Early Summer It's playing on repeat, ...
Posted by Meh on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:30:00 PST