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About Me


I’m a daughter; I’m a sister and a best friend. I’m a Student; I’m a thinker of beginnings with no ends. I’m a lover, a musician, a poet, a philosopher, psychologist, sociologist. In this story, I’m the Protagonist. I want to know it all, but I know nothing. I want to be that someone that means something. I want to change the world, though I’m hopeless. I speak positive though I feel and see negative. I’m paranoid. I may not have all the answers, but I want to help. I have mastered the art of imperfection. I’m far from flawless. I’m human. I’m strong but I have my weaknesses. I’m kind but I can be cruel. I know what I want and where I want to be, But I admit... I'm lost. I’m afraid. I’m a mess...A beautiful disaster. But I love myself just the way I am.
Esta Soy Yo..Lo Ames o Lo Odies!!!
Soy una hija, una hermana y mejor amiga. Una estudiante; con pensamientos sin fin. Soy artista, Una filosofa y sociologa. En esta historia soy la protagonista. No soy egoista. Quiero saberlo todo pero no se nada. Quiero ser esa persona inolvidable. Quiero cambiar el mundo aun que sienta y vea las cosas negativas. Soy paranoica. No tendre todas las respuestas pero quiero ayudar. Yo soy imperfecta. Cometos Errores. Soy Humana. Soy fuerte pero tengo mis dibilidades. Soy Buena gente pero puedo ser cruel. Tengo miedo. Estoy revuelta. Soy un bello desastre…pero me amo tal como soy.
~Yours Truly (NYNY)~
*MI BARRIO JAUCA-HOLLA!!
*My Hood Bushwick/Knickerbocker Holla!
*Much Luv 2 The Lovely Elm City*
*Fews Facts on CT aka."The Richest State": CT is the home of 3 of the (Top 10) poorest cities in the nation.*CT has the least percentage of middle class people. That means in CT your either rich or your struggling/poor.
*Jay is my other half * May 6th 2002 *
*My friends and Family are My World.
*Music makes My World Turn.
*I sing, dance, play guitar & Piano, Compose
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Que Bonita Bandera
The PR flag was forbidden in the island from 1898 until 1952, but was flown in defiance by the black-shirted Cadet Corps of the Puerto Rico Nationalist Party.The Nationalists went down fighting the Commonwealth's National Guard and Police in 1950 So for those who ask why Puerto Ricans be showing off their flag so much and why we have it everywhere (cuz of course we proud as hell to be boricua). we'll now u know why...QUE BONITA BANDERA LA BANDERA PUERTORRIQUENA! we makin up all those years we were arrested or killed for putting up our Flag.


QUE VIVA LA REVOLUCION!!!
People do not fear death
when they are forced to live in hopeless misery,
Thereby the executioners are no threat
to the fearless rebels who dare to make trouble.
They might even execute the executioners.
When people do fear death,they do not defy the executioners at first.
But how long can the killings go on
before they become fearless?
Then, they too might execute the executioners.
By that time, the only ones left
who might serve as the executioners
would be the people themselves.
However, it is said that those who hew wood
in place of skilled carpenters are likey to cut their own hands.
Verse 74
LAO TZU
“Your Eyes Can Deceive You, Don’t Trust Them. Seems To Be Getting Harder, Distinguishing Reality From The Illusions People Make For Us Or From The Ones We Make For Ourselves. Maybe That’s Their Plan…To Make Me Think I’m Going Crazy…And It’s Working...”

My Interests





"Do you have to be depressed to write a sad song? Do you have to be in love to write a love song? Is a song better when it really happened to you? Some people have a hard time explaining rock 'n' roll. I don't think anyone can really explain rock 'n' roll. Rock 'n' roll is a lifestyle and a way of thinking... and it's not about money and popularity. Although, some money would be nice. But it's a voice that says, "Here I am... and fuck you if you can't understand me." And one of these people is gonna save the world. And that means that rock 'n' roll can save the world... all of us together. But what it all comes down to is that thing. The indefinable thing when people catch something in your music."

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WHO ARE YOU?
If you understand others, you are astute.
If you understand yourself, you are insightful.
If you master others, you are uncommonly forceful.
If you master yourself you have uncommon inner strength.
If you know when you have enough, you are wealthy.
If you carry your intentions to completion, you are resolute.
If you find you roots and nourish them, you will know longevity.
If you live a long creativel life, you will leave an eternal legacy.
Verse 33
LAO TZU

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Music:

I like all Kinds of Music but mainly R&B and Hip Hop... I listen to everything, pop, rock, classical, merengue salsa, reggeaton, reggea..u name it

Some Artist I listen to:
*Alicia Keyz
*Floetry
*The Rootz
*Biggie(RIP)
*Tupac(RIP)
*Eminem
*Mos Def
*Common
*Mary J. Blige
*Faith Evans
*Vivian Green
*Heather Headly
*Sarah McLachlan
*Nathalie Merchant
*Nathalie Imbruglia
*Talib Kweli
*Immortal Technique
*Big Pun(RIP)
*Bone Thugz
*Kanye West
*Christina Aguilera
*Don Omar
*Daddy Yankee
*Zion and Lennox
*Aventura
*Luis Fonsi
*Monchi y Alexandra
*Divino
*Mexicano
*Gym Class Heroes
*Ivy Queen
*Wisin Y Yandel
*Huey Dunbar
*Sean Paul
*Sade
*Dishwalla
*Breaking Benjamins
*Oasis
*Erikah Badu
*Jill Scott
*Linkin Park
*Evanescence
*My Chemical Romace
*Coldplay
*Dead Poetic
*Institute
*Juanes
*The Smyrk
*Mana
*Race Against the machine
*Dave Mathews Band
*OutKast
*Bjork
*Frou Frou
*Jin (The Emcee)
*Aaliyah
*Musiq Soulchild
*Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
*Ludwig Van Beethoven
*Johann Sebastian Bach
*Dilated Peoples
*Dead Prez
*Jay-Z
*Big-L(RIP)
*Nas
*Ludacris
*Kelis
*Hoobastank
*Disturbed
*Rammstein
*The Cure
*U2
*Yeah Yeah Yeahs
*The Manics
*Goo Goo Dolls
*Lupe Fiasco
*Papa Roach
*Incubus
*Negramaro
*Eros Ramazzotti
*Ill Nino
*Blink 182 (old stuff)
*311
*Sublime
*Static X
*KoRn (old stuff)
*Imogen heap and more...

Movies:


I like wallin out.. i love to laugh so I mostly watch Comedy's I like Action Movie and Drama... Movies like:
*DODGEBALL
*ZOOLANDER
*PITCH BLACK & THE CHRONICLES OF RIDDICK
*MYSTIC RIVER
*THE SIXTH SENSE
*LORD OF THE RING
*FANTASTIC FOUR
*PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN
*TROY
*GLADIATOR
*50 FIRST DATES
*HARRY POTTER
*X-MEN
*SPIDERMAN
*OLD SCHOOL
*THE BOONDOCK SAINTS
*BAD BOYS
*THE FAST & THE FURIOUS
*SCARFACE
*RUSH HOUR
*THE CARLITO'S WAY
*HAROLD & KUMAR GO TO WHITE CASTLE
*HITCH
*SHREK
*SIN CITY

*ONG-BAK RULES!!!

*Akira
*Karas

*Final Fantasy

I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!

"The People Shouldn't Be Afraid Of Their Governtment, The Government Should Be Afraid Of It's People"

I LOVE BUMBLE BEE!!

MOVIES THAT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE:

Television:

I dont watch much TV...i usually watch alot of music videos if i do watch it. but hmm for tv shows i watch things like...
the 70's show,
friends, everybody loves raymond,
The George Lopez Show( HE IS HILARIOUS!!!).
House is pretty good.
Dave Chapell Show
I love Anime... Like Inuyasha, Ghost in a Shell...and more
and well you know i am Latina so once in awhile i watch my UNIVISION hahah novelas and shit cuz my moms be watchin that shit.IM LOVIN THE BOONDOCKS...
MY FAVORITE CHARACTER RIGHT NOW: HUEY FREEMAN
"I Resolve To Mercilessly Abuse My Illusions And Smack Stupidity In The Mouth. I Resolve To Never Acquire A Taste For The Bitter Lies I Am Fed. I Am Making A Resolution For Revolution!”(Huey Freeman)

Books:



MY FAVORITE POET IS EDGAR ALLEN POE

TAOISM
EXISTENTIALISM:emphasizes action, freedom, and decision as fundamental to human existence
I love Philosophy. I enjoy reading the thoughts of Karl Marx, Socrates, Lao Tzu and Taoism and more...
"Bohemia"--- can describe any person who lives an unconventional artistic life, where self-expression is the highest value — that art (acting, poetry, writing, singing, dancing, painting etc) is a serious and main focus of their life.

Heroes:


Mi Familia and Friends.

My Blog

This feeling is all I have Left...

Everything starts to change. My life will never be the same. Putting my heart in a chest & locking it. Throwing the key away. You'll never see me hurt again....
Posted by kk k on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 03:55:00 PST

You think you know me...but do you?

Create your own Friend Quiz here...
Posted by kk k on Sat, 19 May 2007 01:18:00 PST

Life through my mothers eyes...

Intro to poem: *When life begins to feel meaningless or my mind is stuck in gloom. I think of things we've been through and feel grateful for still having you in my life. I think about the painfu...
Posted by kk k on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:50:00 PST

Complex

Such a complex puzzle Broken into millions pieces That seems almost impossible to solve. So many have tried to put together But many have failed Over and over Little by little Each piece begins to dis...
Posted by kk k on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

damn right i'm an 80's baby. (stolen from Jin)

which makes me a 90' kid.You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Ph...
Posted by kk k on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 08:35:00 PST

Revolutionary Mind

REVOLUTIONARY MIND Here I Lay Another Day Gone By More Wasted Time I Wonder Why Sleep Wont Visit Me Tonight Or Any Other Night? Too Much On My Mind I Need Rest But This Feeling That Keeps Me Up I Can...
Posted by kk k on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:59:00 PST

Everybody's Free...

This is an old song/speech Some of the shit said here is so true..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ladies and gentlemen... Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the futu...
Posted by kk k on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 03:34:00 PST

Food for the soul...

Thou should never take anything forgrantedFor tomorrow it may be gone...Thou should never hateFor the results of hate is a troubled heart, mind, and soul...Cleanse your soul by letting grudges goStart...
Posted by kk k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

L.O.V.E....

Love works in mysterious ways..diguises itself with hapinessbut then inflicts pain...
Posted by kk k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

La Vida...

He pasado por muchas cosasFelicidad y TriztesaHe cometido mis eroresPero no soy perfecta Aprendi muchas cosasY he cambiado muchoTrantando de encontrar Mi lugar en este mundoEl pasado es el pasadoNo ay...
Posted by kk k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST