Given that I love to race sportbikes, definitely a girl like Ashley Force or Danica Patrick but most of all, Zoe Saldana , Krysten Ritter or ultimately, Michelle Trachtenberg because she's about the prettiest thing I've ever seen (for my tastes at least). Seriously though, I enjoy being with interesting and intelligent people (which comes in many forms). I totally dig movies, music, television, literature, sports, camping, fishing, hunting, hiking, jet skiing, the beach/mountains, philosophy, sociology, theology, politics, psychology (my major), anthropology/art history (double minors), cars, motorcycles and very selective games on PC, PS3, Xbox 360.
For being a "guy" I guess you're supposed to be surprised that I'm quite real (including my pics, although they're certainly nothing special if they're of me)! Basically, ppl who think all this is interesting are who I'd do well to meet, although I'm learning if you're not also an Aries then oh boy, since they are my only equals in every conceivable aspect. I'm totally jk (astrology is whatever, it's just that no one else seems as energetic, athletic, intelligent, passionate or aggressive enough ~shrugs~ and if you don't know what you want or take too long deciding I'm going to crush you [by accident] as I blaze onward and upward). Honestly though, I just seek some type of equal, I don't care who, how, or why...and I'll wait patiently, if I must.
Anyway for those rare few that know me to my core, despite my dominant overtones and tendency to charm the fur off a lion and a dollar from the homeless, they see the utter compassion (and even sentimental melancholy) that lines my very soul. I am fiercely loyal and defend everyone with my last breath. Romantically, for the few special people that have gotten in, I often gave more than they could ever hope for and some times gave far less (lessons learned). Nonetheless, I am mentally, physically and emotionally inexhaustable, and feel things with an unparalleled ferocity even when I'm outwardly as cool as the other side of a pillow. I'm lighthearted and upbeat 99% of the time and even when I'm not, I'm typically fine 5mins later after some simple reflection or quality venting. Above all though, I'm extremely logical and rational (as opposed to overly emotional and reactionary) especially in a major crisis, which is when I seem to shine.
To be blunt, I change peoples lives [for the better...or so I hope]. I am a great person that remains positive and I like to believe in that regard I have a profound influence on those around me (at work, home, and in general). I feel I'll be remembered fondly by those who've known me (and perhaps even revered by all the souls with which I've truly, deeply connected). I love life to the fullest possible extent and am nothing but myself at all times (so utterly and completely that I feel bad for others who have yet to know such genuine freedom). If I had one wish, it would be that every human being that ever lived be as happy as I normally am (and sometimes just for being alive)!
ps. All my friends below are real (once ~100 but recently like 700 as all our social networks naturally expand). I do my best to stay in touch with those that I didn't already know offline [in real life] and one earns extra credit if you like Audioslave or Chris Cornell (or even Beck, Pink Floyd or the Black Crowes).
Oh, sorry in my first four years here I stuck with the "just friends" thing, and that it maybe seemed like I blew a few ppl off that wanted more, especially now that I'm finally ready for whatever happens when I meet someone new. Thankfully it seems no bridges were burned but oh well. Roland of Gilead says, "There will be water if God wills it" (Insha'Allah) although I do believe someone taught me a philosophy that's grown on me with profound conviction this year (that we have direct control of things as well, IF we chose to realize it). Fate and Destiny are fine things, but you can't always be a passenger in your own car...sometimes you have to drive.
LOOK -> If you are interested in a job @ IBM check out my LinkedIn profile below. MySpace and Facebook are more of a personal outlet for me (whereas Plaxo and LinkedIn are where I do most of my professional networking). However, I'm always up for guiding people to our application website and talking more about a possible future with IBM! I can honestly say I love my job!!
Random: Is artificial banana flavoring getting better? Or are we slowly engineering bananas to taste like the imposter? Hahaha. Maybe I don't eat enough bananas. BTW...a "friend" and a gf are two very different things (guess which one I have way too many of and which one I need most)?