Facts of Me:
My life is art.
I'm a sassy bitch.
I want to attend the art institute.
I'm very tiny, 4'11'' 93lbs to be exact.
I have morals.
I avoid drama as much as possible.
I respect myself.
I wanna have a tea party.
Rumors are funny things.
I use to pretend I was a Barbie.
I'm obsessed with club kids.
I'm kind of a perv.
I'm a creep.
I get called a freak.
I'm hella single.
=D
I love wearing dresses
I'm over drama.
I'm A-sexual..lol
But I love boys with fast cars.
My heart is to big.
I don't have sex.
I don't smoke cigarettes.
Kissing I've been pierced, stretched and broken hearted.
I like driving around with my friends.
I love high fashion.
I try to stay away from soda and energy drinks.
I'm inspired at least once a day.
I'm scared of love, so I don't go out looking for it.
I only watch scary movies with boys.
I like cuddling, too much.lol
I love to party, too much.
I can't wait to move out into my own apartment, It will be all pink inside.
Rumor has it: I sleep around and fuck everyone in the vnc area.
In all honesty:I'm still a virgin.
DUH!
I'd like to meet:
Something like this:
I don't really believe anything could be this perfect.
Comment
Music:
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do.
I'll keep this feeling in my heart
but when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.
Movies:
Trains
Flawless industries.
Television:
December 1, 2007
Show last night was fun.
Saw this boy I havent seen in forever i didnt even recognize him he was damn fine. GOD DAMN! I saw Sean, i miss him. He's SO cute. Josh was being weird barely spoke to Kelsey but i love her. Kenzie is hella chill.
November 21 2007
I love my chinchilla. I wish he didnt think i just wanted him to be another boy to me.ily
November 18th, 2007
The only people worth while are so far away. I wish i had a transporter. Life changes so quickly. Right now all things are well. I love the few people I do hang out with. I love my life. Except for my parents bein freaks..lol
November 6th, 2007
The most important person in my life is my self.
November 5th, 2007
My love life is So off right now.
I need to fix it.
I need to go on a date.
November 4th, 2007
The things I do for my friends.
ily Timmy.
October 29th, 2007
I've realized that no matter what I'm doing there's always a certain person on my mind. It scares me because I'm never like this. Sure I'll have crushes but never to the point where I've blocked many boys out. I love hanging out and talking to him all night. Even if it's a one way feeling I'm stuck on him. It sucks because the first and only time I really feel this much about someone they don't even care. blah blah blah.
October 17, 2007
Everythign in my life is great. The only two things I owuld change are my grades and my love life. I have 4 b+'s 1 a and 1 f i want all A's..lol I think it'd be nice to finally stay with someone for longer than a few days.
=/
October 14, 2007
I'm learning the best things in life are most def worth waiting for. That even though you thought you loved someone the pain they cause you isn't worth it. That moving on is hard. But it happens. When you find the person who makes your heart smile you better keep them in your life and not let them slip past you.Because you'll always wonder what could've been. What would've been.
October 9th, 2007
Life is good.
Getting lonely though. It's been almost two months since I've had a bf. I miss it. I miss cuddling.
AHHH.
October 2nd, 2007
Fuck off you ignorant asshole.
Stupid betch who fucks with things.
October 1st, 2007
Finally got to hang out with this boy.
He's so adoarble.
I love his friends.
Especially Ivy.
I hope we hang out more.
September 30th, 2007
This has been the best weekend of my life.
So this has been the best birthday weekend of my life.Thursday:
Kelsey picked me up at 10pm and we hung out.
We ended up going to heritage to see drunk people.
Then me her Angie and Codey hung out.
Friday:We slept most of the day and went to the show at the nile.
The abrogation said happy birthday to me.
WOOHOO
Then the bands came to my house because my friend couldn't have a party.Saturday:
Hung out with Mo.
Then we went to the show with Kelsey at the Nile.
With open Wounds said happy birthday and some cute random boy picked me up and spun me around.
=]Then all this drama happened,
Then Kelsey ended up going to the escape with me and Codey even though she wasn't feeling super.
It was amazing.
Ariel and Timmy were there.
my two favorites.
And i saw Trevor.
he is cute.
Got my birthday kiss.
=]
Sunday:
Slept
then we had a family dinner
with my family + Jake Keaton Codey then Kelsey Angie and tiffany got here.
=]Best birthday of my life.
September 21, 2007
Tonight was super fun. A saw a lot of my guy friends. My outfit was hella cute. =]
I kinda like this new boy.
But whatever he's to cute for me.
=]
September 18, 2007
I kind of want a bf. But it's nice not having to listen to someone tell me what to do. AN d just doing my own thing.
September 12, 2007
I didn't get to see this really cute boy today.
=[
Oh well soon I will see him.
Hopefully it all goes well.
I miss having a lot of friends.
September 09, 2007
Week 2 of school.
Blah.
I miss having a boy around.
But I'm not ready for another relationship.
Blah.
September 8, 2007
i hung out with Alex today. Fun except the mall's kind of boring. I saw the love of my life "Keaton" She's taking me to the club tonight. I'm stooked I love her to death. I hope I see a cute boy. I wanna kiss someone tonight. =]
September 5, 2007
I have this random boy stuck in my head. I barely know him, but he's so intriguing to my mind. It's weird. I want to get to know him better. I'm stuck on this idea of dating. I want to start. I'm done with a full on commitment for a while. I have a feeling I'm going to loose a lot of friends this year but if i do they weren't meant to be there.
September 3, 2007
Saw BMTH last night, most amazing show ever. I touched Oli! OMG! Great show.
September 2, 2007
Seeing BMTH today very stooked.
August 29, 2007
I'm finally back from my week in Seattle.
I thought while I was there I'd maybe figure some things out but I never did. I guess I'm going to live my life confused.
I really wanna go on a date.
TAKE ME!
August 23, 2007
Why can't i ever make things work?
August 20, 2007
Today was really great. Slept a lot, then went to Cody's. And was hella lazy. =]
August 19, 2007
I was reading my crush thing and it made me laugh. Someone said I may be pretty on the outside, but not in the inside. It's funny because I'm one of the most caring people I know, and I'm not vain at all. Don't talk if you don't know me duh.Last night was SO good, I needed to escape, what better place than "the Escape". =]
August 16, 2007
Today was fun. Spent the whole day with Sonic and Brittannie helping them look for jobs, that went NO where. Brittannie got candy and wouldn't share and some juggalo's where trying to pick a fight with us even though there supposed to be cool with me. So I'm starting to develop a new crush, but only one person knows who. My bffl Brittannie. I'm pre stooked. But I don't stand a chance, which is pre lame. But whatever Atleast he's my friend.
August 15, 2007
Hmm nothing has gone wrong so far today. woot woot.
I'm SOOO stooked for saturday, i still need a freakin outfit.
August 13, 2007
Everything is falling apart. I'm loosing everything, it's falling apart. My friends were talking shit to Kamdon and now he hates me, which is stupid. I don't know. And I really care about Juicy but I'm scared. At least in the end I'll always have Brittannie & Kelsey
August 12, 2007
I finally took a me/family day.
It's quite relaxing. I went to bed at like 11 and woke up early. It's so weird being on a normal schedule, instead of sleeping in all day and staying up all night.
I kinda like it A LOT.
August 10th, 2007
There's so many boys I can't figure out which ones are worth it. Shits gay, i stayed up al night thinkin aobut one that I can't have. =[
August 9th, 2007
SHow was ok.
I think I really like Juicy, but i guess we'll have to see what happens with him and Jessiakh.
August 5, 2007
I think today is the day i'm finally ready to move on completely. Maybe not. i guess I'll just have to see. I hope the best for the boy who stole my heart. :]
last night was so amzingly fun. I love al my friends. I love looking like a cracked out barbie. :]
August 2nd, 2007
I got dumped.
It hurt at first.
But I'm good at coping.
August 1 2007
My bby celly got stolen. :[
I hate my life right now. :[
July 26/27
So i finally found the person i've been looking for. Kamdon.
July 23, 2007
I stayed up all night.
I hope for so much.
I don't want life to pass me by.
I hope I see you soon.
July 22th, 2007
Last night was so amaizng.
I met the coolest boy Kamdon, who i thought was gay, but isn't straight.
I got to stay with Justin too. It was nice.
july 20th, 2007
So Hopefully I get to see Justin tommorrow!!
And today was the first day I actaully worked for money. :] I hope I can get to portland.
July 17, 2007
Sometimes i wonder if i'm living my life corectly.
If i sohuld be doing other things. I wonder how i can hurt so many people. I wonder how i can hide my feelings so well. One day i hope to be free.
July 16th, 2007
i'm so happy to see my Keaton again.
July 12, 2007
The lsat day and ahalf have been amazing.
I really care about Sean.
he can trust me with his life.
I'll never hurt him.
July 11, 2007
I feel bad for basically being an ass to jsutin.
He doesn't deserve it.
I hope he finds someone amazing.
July10th
I woke up at 7 n watched Aladdin n ate cereal w/ Hailey! :]
I wanna go swimming.
Someone take me.
July 9th
So I finally have the boy of my dreams JUSTIN! Holidayeeeeeeeeeee. It might be hard never seing him. But hopefully we'll make it through.
July 6th, 2007
About to goto the show when i was told justin couldn't go. Well he lied. :] I saw my boy. I fell even harder. But i don't think he's feelin the same way. :[
I love people.
July 5th, 2007
My keaton is gone for a whole week. :[
Saw my old friend matt, it was nice. SOme bits wre akward but it was good to see him.
July 4th, 2007
Keaton is my fav the love of my lfie. She's so tight. We went swiimin it was hella funny. I realized i'm pretty damn scared of fireworks.
June 2, 2007
Crying my eyes out.
You never realize how much you need someone until there almost gone.
I thought my mom moving would be better but inside its tearin me up Even though we fight, i still need a mom. :[
June 30, 2007
Seeing people actually caring about eachother puts hope back into my heart.
The show was great I saw my people. Made new friends.
I don't know what i'm really searching for I thought it was love, maybe happiness, i don't know. Hopefully everythign will be figured out soon.
June 29, 2007
Everyone's out to hurt eachother.
When someones not happy they set out to hurt someone else.
People are so evil and spiteful.
love isn't love its just an excuse to have sex.
People are so fake.
To many lie.
UGH!!!!!!!
June 28, 2007
How can you tell who wants to love and who wants to fuck.
Why are peopels so fake.
So many secrets and lies.
June 27, 2007
Why is there so many cute boys. It's hard to tell which ones are for real, or players.
June 26, 2007
I always go for players. I'm happy me and my wifey are hangin out again.
June 24,2007
My party went super great.
No cops or fights.
Too bad my cousins car got egged.
June 18, 2007
Very content with who i'm becoming.
June 17, 2007
Temptation to move on is a bitch.
June 16, 2007
Woke up feelin dizzy..lol
Boys are so gay I hate them.
I wannna have a party.
June 15, 2007
I love to party so much. WOOT WOOT
Britneys staying over!
June 14th, 2007
Me n my COdey are Bff's again. WOOTWOOT
June 8th, 2007
It was really hard seeing the seniors go.
I wanna go on an adventure.
June 7th, 2007
He has a crush on me. :]
June 6th, 2007
I'm pretty sure i'd rather have him as a friend than nothing.
June 5th, 2007
I think I have a full on crush. With an amazing boy. :]
June 3rd, 2007
Will I ever find someone to care about that feels the same way?
Seeing my bro n bff together makes me want a bf. A good one.
Heroes:
Keaton, the love of my life.
This girl is the love of my life. The love of my stars. The love of my techno. My bestfriend. She makes me happier than anyone in the world. I think about her everyday. I wouldn't be who I am today with out her. We have So much fun together. She keeps me going. She makes me feel better when people stab me in the back. I love singing to her, Ashlee Simpson much. I love driving with her listening to song number 6, playlist techno1. Oh baby. She's everything a real best friend should be. Sweet, caring, drama free and honest. She's perfect. She could make anyone fall in love. I love it. One day we're getting married in Hawaii and partying it up for weeks on end. I LOVE YOU!
Mo
Serously I've been coming to you for a lot. your the one I can tell anything. You've become one of my close friends. I hope you know you can trust me. At first I really wasn't so sure about you, but now I'm happy we became close. You understand what's going on and your good at understanding me. You can tell when people treat me like shit, even before I see it. Thank you for being there for me. ILY!
Kelsey!
We met by her coming to my house with my bff Jordan. I never expected her to like me. But now she's one I can truelly count on to always be there for me. I love her so much. We've never fought nor will we ever. She's my role model. I really do look up to her. We're both wrong a lot but whatever. I love my best friend SOOO much. With out I'd probably be lame and not as happy as I am today.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Jordan Ree Kelly
We have been bff's since the 8th grade. We've been through everything together. I've seen him at his worst, heartbroken, hella upset, But I've also seen him at his best. He's seen me through it all too. He's another member of my family. He can read me like a book. No matter how bad the group is we stick together. Because in reality we started together, we might as well finish together. You will always be my bestfriend. No matter. No matter how long we don't talk. No matter how many fights we get into. No matter what we're family, your stuck with me till the end.
Jacob Andrew Seabridge
Me and this boy started of liking eachother. We dated two years ago and after we broke up we barely talked. After about 4 months we started talking again and he slowly ended up becoming part of the family. He is now my true bestfriend. I've never been so close to one person. He stays at my home more than I do. He is my family. My family claims him as there own.
I don't know what I'd do without him. He's the one person who's always there for me no matter what. Sure we fight but in the end he's the one I can always count on. I've cried in his arms so many times it's unreal. He's listened to all the stories of all the jerks that have been in my life. When something Great happens to me He's usually the first I tell. Even when he's sleeping I wake him up just so he can know..lol He never judges me. He can tell me anything to, because I won't judge him. He's my bestfriend, my rock. ILY Jakey poo. Bunny.
Ariel
This girl has the same dreams as me. If she was a boy she'd be my bf. We have alot in common. She's So real and down to earth. I want us to move in together and goto art school together woot woot. She gives me good advise and I like listening to her. Ily bby.
Josh
Sunshine Pants!
I'm so happy we actually became so close. I love hanging out on the weekends. Even if I have to stay up till at least 7am every time we spend the night together. I wish you weren't so fat and I didn't have to get you food every five minutes..lol. But I got to admit it's adorable when your drunk and want pizza. lol. I'll never think of dracula the same..lol. I hope we stay close forever. Your one of us you can't leave us now betch..lol
jordan
This is my new boyfrannnnnnnnn bestie. He is too adorable. We're going to have a sleep over and move in together in our pink and yellow house. And take baths and dance in our underwear. And watch scary movies. AHhhhh ily bestie.
Codey
In life you meet some people who are going to be with you till the end. He's one of these people. Through our ups and downs we've stuck it through. We fight we laugh we love we cry. We've been through it all. We've been through all the drama as well. Sometimes I'd wonder if our friendship would last but our silly fights only make us stronger. The boy who once intimidated me is now my best friend. My shoulder to cry on. My dance partner. I'll always remember our talks in the early morning. I'll a ways tell you everything. Your my best friend. I could care less what others think. Because in the end we're always together.
Timmy
One of my new best friends. I love this boy so much. He was the first person I met at the escape. I'm his wifey, WooHoo. He's SO adorable. I really wish we could see eachother. But it's SO hard. blah. I know he will always be there for me and I will do the same for him. He made my sweet 16 amazing. I love going down town just to see him. He's So glamorous.I love you boy.
Shawn
He's such a sweet boy. We're going to cuddle and watch the lion king. =] WooHoo
Brittney bby
I've known her since 3rd grade. We've always been somewhat close. I'm excited for us to start hanging out more. She's SO much fun. We're so comfortable with each other. I hella love this beezey.
I miss you.=/
