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Aly bee

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About Me


My name is Alyson // Aly bee // Da'bee . Call me whatever you want to, really. I have a lot of mood swings, I'm really jealous and protective, and I'm depressed more than I am happy. A lot of those come from a lot of insecurities and a lifetime of beating myself up and having little to no interference in it.

You can aim me on ketamineoverdose

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that can sit calmly and watch. No tears no fists and no fights.

My Blog

A whole new first

I'm so tired of the vague excuses I give to everyone and the walls i have to fight so hard to keep built. It's physically and mentally draining. I have a meeting with a "counseler" this saturday. Its ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 21:04:00 GMT

instincts taking over

I'm doing it again, I hate when I get like this. The smallest thing irratates me, and I feel as though they should just know better. Then when I get mad, I want to get even and I want to start fights....
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:02:00 GMT

I woke up this morning.

So I'm okay. I am better than I thought I would be, but then again I reailzed that I saw this coming a while ago. I had made it impossible for me to get fully hurt becuase I had already started to dis...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 18:27:00 GMT

The fuck shit up crew

I always have to fuck up to figure out exactly what I want. I know that its true I just wish I could make people understand this about me without them hating me for it. I make a lot of mistakes, and I...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 23:28:00 GMT

The novelty always wears off

I'm getting to a point where its not okay. I've been feeling everything for a while now, but I think I'm numbing up again. I'm afraid this will not turn out well.
Posted by on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 18:23:00 GMT

Are you kidding?

I'm really tempermental and I wish people would remember that. I know, I know that I should learn to have patience. I know that I need to be logical and rational about everything. But I can't h...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 23:01:00 GMT

I'm done.

I'm not built for this. I can't do it anymore.
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 19:08:00 GMT

Time to start healing.

Six months today, Its quite amazing that I've held out so long. I'm gonna write this letter, and I am gonna send it, and I am not gonna look back. I don't know why I seem to be so tied up in that par...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 18:14:00 GMT

Melodramatic[.com]/{selfangerinside}

I only have so many words for the past, and only ambitions for the future. I keep track of old accounts to look upon my forgetten misfortunes and remember how people used to be. I look often hoping to...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 20:51:00 GMT

Short thoughts and simple sentences.

Famous voices always say it better than I do. I can sing along and quote dangerious songs or I can try  to be original. Niether works for me as far as satisying my need to tell you how I feel. Ma...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 19:24:00 GMT