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Professor Vanessa

It truly is a small world after all...

About Me



I edited my profile with Thomas’ Myspace Editor V3.6 !

If i dish it now...then what's left to find out?

My Interests

scars, tattoos, silver jewelry,making people laugh, finding people that can actually make me laugh, films, making films, watching really good films, films that make you think, watching the sun set at the marina, smoking a cigarette after having some drinks, listening to music and singing at the top of my lungs, kissing softly, curling up in my down comforter on a cold day, drinking wine in a coffee mug, spending time with my friends who have become my family, writing words when nothing else makes sense...

I'd like to meet:

someone who sees the pointlessness, but still keeps their purpose in mind...

Music:

atmosphere, ani difranco, locale am, ben kweller, miles davis, jack johnson, the distillers, the faint, led zeppelin, tom petty and the heartbreakers, cursive, prince, outkast, third eye blind, bob dylan, gorillaz, pink floyd, bob marley, the shins, against me!, BRIGHT EYES, the killers

Movies:

fight club, almost famous, the girl next door, office space, kevin smith films, igby goes down, high fidelity, donnie darko, go, so i married an axe murderer, empire records, wet hot american summer, field of dreams, singing in the rain, mean girls, while you were sleeping, the big lebowski, can't hardly wait, garden state, se7en, beautiful girls, i 3 huckabees, the professional, the sandlot, anchorman, lilo & stitch, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, hook, saving silverman, rules of attraction, brigadoon, mr & mrs. smith, shaun of the dead, Waiting, life aquatic, lost in translation....

Television:

aqua teen hunger force, the L word, da ali g show, reno 911, boy meets world, buffy, scrubs, arrested development, family guy, entourage, sex in the city

Books:

Diary, Invisible Monsters, Fight Club, Choke (Chuck Palahniuk), Catcher in the Rye (J.D. Salinger), Breakfast of Champions (Vonnegut), Songbook, How to be Good, High Fidelity (Nick Hornby), Burning in Water Drowning in Flames (Charles Bukowski), Killing Yourself to Live (Chuck Klosterman)

Heroes:

those who are not afraid of change

My Blog

visiting home...

i wish you were here.it's so beautiful...wish you were here to take a hike with me...i wish i  knew who you are...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:25:00 PST

every time i chase a squirrel...it rips apart my world -atmosphere

i once loved a woman... who i still admire and tho my love was taken for granted... i still persisted. this love became obsessive...overbearing it began to control me... feed my every motive. my inten...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

independent birthday

the days before my birthday bring clarity...the one i love seems to be growing more distant than before.tuesday will be my independence day.
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:15:00 PST

a friend's birthday party

she sits in a room far from here i drink a beer in the company of friends...my family but still she consumes my thots. in another man's arms...mine aren't muscular enough not hairy enuf to hold her......
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 10:53:00 PST

realization hits me

    i exist in realityonly because reality has finally been defined...in that abstract sort of way the universe likes to expose the most unexpected secrets...the unexpected acknowledgem...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:14:00 PST

werdz strewn in sum haphazard form

i search for werds in all the wrong faces getting lost amongst these drunken places. i can't find sleep & i drive around aimlessly hoping to spot it walking slowly down a darkened Martinez road......
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 11:14:00 PST

against the window pane

you're always demanding a new me. you're sitting on the couch now, complaining. your voice scratches against the window pane. I think that no matter what we've done to each other (and neither of us ha...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:52:00 PST

how low

Now I wake up around 4 or 5.Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time. Take my vitamins, check my messages, and call around to some friends, make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after ...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:43:00 PST

carousel ride

another night...forcing the room to stop spinning... another straight girl...pushing me up against the wall..stealing kisses not meant for her and i resign...coz my heart hasn't got the energy to figh...
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 06:06:00 PST

"Whaaaaat??! Ooookay!!"

your mom goes to college...   i'm in a weird ass mood....can't quite explain it...  
Posted by Professor Vanessa on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 09:37:00 PST