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About Me



hmm... about me... my question is, what is your reasoning to want to know about me? is it that i am interesting and you truely want to get to know me more? or is there some other alterior motive? or are you just plain bored out of your mind and browsing through profiles? either way.. here you are.. reading about me. kinda makes me feel special, ya know.. that you would take time out of your day to read about me.. i mean.. out of aaaaall the people in myspace, here you are.. reading about me.. wow.. ::smile:: shucks.. then again.. should i be scared?? i mean.. out of aaaaall the people in myspace, here you are.. reading about ME! could this mean that you're a possible lunatic freak who's trying to get leverage on me by getting inside my head?? ............ ((this means silence, while i'm looking at the computer screen in horror))............... oh, hey! look! there's a little squirrel outside my window! aww.. he's so cuuuute... hmm... what should i name him? ... i think.. uh... i think... hmm. i think, therefore i am... does this mean that i'm a squirrel? God, i hope not.. that would be dissapointing. i mean, if i HAD to be an animal, i dont think i'd pick to be a squirrel.. just think about how many you see dead and squished flat on the road! .. i'd rather be somethin cool like... a panther. now, those things are cool.. in fact, the pink panther was my favorite cartoon growing up. so, if now, i think i'd like to be a panther.. and if i think therefore i am.. i guess that makes me a panther? was the fact that the pink panther was my favorite cartoon growing up some sort of undetected sign that when i was older i would actually turn into one?? are you still reading this?? why?? am i funny to you?? huh?!? does my life make you laugh?!? HUH??! why the heck would you still be reading this crap?! i'm a freaking panther! what the crap! how the crap is that interesting to you?! do you really think crap is interesting??? ...ew! you're discusting! what's wrong with you! that's freakin creepy! who the heck in their right mind thinks poop is interesting??... that's it. i'm not talking to you anymore.. you're weird..
PUT TOGETHER THE PUZZLE AND DISCOVER THE HIDDEN PICTURE!!!!!!!!! WOODI-HOODIE-HOOO!!! .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
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hold you in my arms forever

My Blog

I deeply do . . .

Sadie, white coat,you carry me home. Bury this bone, and take this pinecone. Bury this bone to gnaw on it later; gnaw on the telephone. 'Till then, we pray & suspend the notion that these lives d...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:28:00 GMT

attention! attention all hypocrits! attention!

i just wanted to take this moment to inform all of you who know who you are.. that it is YOUR actions and YOUR lack of character that has decayed trust in the hearts of the people you quote "love".i s...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:29:00 GMT

~* Gethsemane *~

* Gethsemane * so many faces around yet not one of them can seethe condition of my heartor hear the tossing-turning in my mind i want to run awayfrom time itselfand cling to something strong to k...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:18:00 GMT

some of my very favorites

Some of my very favorite poems of all time.. ~   Oh I have sown my love so wide   ~that he will find it everywhere;it will awake him in the night,it will enfold him in th...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 14:25:00 GMT

a song for the singer

Shadows on my braintwisting and turningthis curtain of lovewhat is it but to be alone and unknownheart pumping for someone to see cut my skin so i won't explodecause i refuse to open my mouth,spilling...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 13:00:00 GMT

~little bird~

 ~ Little Bird ~ life is restlessso just don't tryto cage me inthis little girla broken recordstep back and leave me be you think you seesoft and sweetbut i hate cornersand i bitedon't back me up...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 10:44:00 GMT

~**Welcome Home**~

* Welcome Home * Tomorrow's saturdayand all the walls are tumblingfaces moaninggroaning deepmemories overlapping time. seems so fast,so still,stopping here at a momentvision falling from my eyesscenes...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Sep 2005 09:58:00 GMT

**Secrets in Red Letters**

* Secrets in Red Letters * Scream at the top of my lungsfor somethinleaking it all over the floor,i'm screaming. contain it.can't seem to get these wordsuntangled from my intestine.what more do you wa...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 13:18:00 GMT

crayola!

if life were a coloring book... would you stay inside the lines? and if you were a crayon, what color would you be?? i think i'd be sunset orange..
Posted by on Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:46:00 GMT

upchuck

does anyone else out there have a problem with word vomit? ya know, when you've kept stuff in and not said anything for so long, and then finally, one random day, you touch on the subject with someone...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Aug 2005 15:38:00 GMT