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god's machine.

There is nothing more wasted in this world than life.

About Me

this is Camille
she cries everyday

My Interests

Well, I know from experience that people don't like to read a big long list of stupid crap about people that will serve no purpose later, so I will spare you. I'll let you just take a wild guess...

I'd like to meet:

Can you out-smoke me? Do you think that there are cooler and more creative ways to spend a weekend other than getting shit-faced?! Hit me up. Bring a camera. We'll do lunch.

Music:

POEELLIOTT SMITH.. SMASHING PUMPKINS, ZWAN, BILLY CORGAN, JIMMY CHAMBERLAIN EFFECT, PERFECT CIRCLE, Stabbing Westward, Moonpools and Caterpillars, The Postal Service, RISE AGAINST (For Micah!), Brand New, Agalloch, Angels and AIRWAVES, ...And then i turned Seven, Death Cab for Cutie, Mindless Self Indulgence, Pixies, Secondhand Serenade, Autolux, Modest Mouse, Waking Ashland, Copeland, Neutral Milk Hotel, Built to Spill, Garbage, The Used, Sonic Youth, Radiohead, Mundy, Neve, Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds, The Start OH... AND EVERYTHING ON THE "REQUIEM FOR A DREAM" SOUNDTRACK. I think you get the idea... TAL BACHMAN

Movies:

BRICK. Any WES ANDERSON FILM! Rushmore, The Royal Tenenbaums, THe Life Aquatic, The SALTON SEA, Requiem For A Dream, Pulp Fiction (That one's for you...) Road Trip, The Crow, Butterfly Effect, Moulin Rouge, American Beauty, True Romance, whatever.

Television:

Music videos I record with Jill... Other than that, it's SHIT.

Books:

"The Lovely Bones" and "Lucky" both by Alice Sebold. "The Quantity Theory Of Insanity" By: Will Self

My Blog

"So long ago, I don't remember when..."

"... That's when they say I lost my only friend." Okay, I have a friend who's mom apparently has somewhat of a problem with me... I was sick of hearing about it, so I wanted to spill and let her know...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:37:00 PST

"Send a heartbeat to the void that cries to you. Relive the pictures that come to pass..."

"And you're left alone..." Hatred.  A strong word, right?  Yeah.  I know. I have never really thought of myself as a negative being.  I mean, hell, we all have our days. Not to men...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 11:57:00 PST

"Stand outside. Spare my life. It makes me shake..."

"... I know it's not for real."   K, few and far between on my bloggingness, here... Sorry for those of you that actually read this shit. So, yeah, I have had a crazy past couple of weeks. I hav...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:33:00 PST

"She's so hiiiiiiiiiiigggghhhhh. High above me. She's so lovely..."

"She's so hiiiiiiiiiiggghhhh... Like Cleaopatra.  Joan Of Arc or Aphrodite..." Oh wow... What a week and weekend.  Okay, where to start.  How about Friday... I went to Alpine to be with...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 07:51:00 PST

"So, what if you catch me..."

"... Where would we land?" I had an odd weekend.  I liked some parts, some parts were abnormal and a bit peculiar. Kyle came home for 4 days.  Awkward, as usual.  I told him about previ...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:36:00 PST

"Take me over when I'm gone. Take me over make me strong..."

"... Will they burn for me?" K, so I am hurting.  I am dead but for how long?  This is too much.  Killing................. I'm too far gone now. But I have met someone... I have my frie...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

"They walk in a circle through all the sidewalk scenes they used to be a part of one time..."

"... Now everybody just stares and whispers." Ya know, I'm so glad to meet you... Angeles. I just went to Logan today. I had no intention on going to Logan today. It was such a lovely day, though.&nbs...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:00:00 PST

"How's it gonna be when you don't know me? how's it gonna be when you know I'm not there..."

"... And how's it gonna be when there's noone there to talk to." I hate him. He hurt me.  I hate how he did.  He had no "good intentions" or anything.  I am not trying to bash on him, I...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:10:00 PST

"I'll take a piece of you, and hold for all eternity. For just one second I felt whole..."

"... As you flew right through me." Okay, I feel mixed.  I got broken up with this weekend. I hate the feeling. I cried nonstop. Except for when Neil, Travis, and Matticus went bowling with me. T...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 10:24:00 PST

"I was so beautiful..."

"... But now I'm ugly." I know a lot has gone on since my last blog, and a few of you may want me to fill you in... I don't know where to begin or what to say.  Kyle came to visit for 4 days.&nbs...
Posted by Sidewalk Ashes [will make history] on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 03:53:00 PST