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OZZRA

the voice inside your dreams

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MySpace Generators~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I don’t want you to look at me while I’m shedding Skin. I can’t afford for you to see what’s inside me. I’d rather shoot myself than have you watch me. i Feel you’d steal my skin to try and wear me. I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. you were Carried away. you had no shame. to suffocate my being. I was me, but you weren’t you. you were sticking to me like A scab...so I peeled you away, and bled for days. then Stepped out of myself.I’m shedding skin, changing within, I’m falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I’m shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I’m killing a friend. I’m shedding my skin.I don’t think you belong in here, I feel I’m sick. don’t ask because You know damn well where I’ve been. I’ve kept a simple Woman through the thick and thin. but I’ve found the guts To sever from my siamese twin. I throw you away. everyday. a dead part of life. strangling Back. seething black. in between my longing for torture. Blood on my face that came from your face. the mix Of kissing and bleeding. I put you away. I shut you away. I pissed you away. I threw you away.I’m shedding skin, changing within, I’m falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I’m shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I’m killing a friend. I’m shedding my skin.You’re fucking, and sucking. you’re friendless. it’s endless. Your flower has soured. it’s endless. you’re friendless. It’s harder. and stronger. but no one’s been inside you longer. Or harder. or deeper. to get you off, you need the fear. It’s never love. bloody touch. broken wrist. needle rust. Choking throat. swallowed teeth. head fuck. no peace. I’m shedding my skin to peel you off of me. You’ve got to love me. Ornament. shrunken head. playtoy. snake strike. poisonous. Syphillis. drenched me. soaked me. I’m shedding my skin to drain you out of me. You’ve got to hate me.~shedding skin~Pantera~

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Movies:

Princess Mononoke, Nightbreed, Ghost in the Shell, The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys, LotR(s), Matrix(s), Kill Bill(s), 28 Days Later, Dead Alive, The Ring, Insomnia, One Hour Photo, A ClockWork Orange, Requiem for a Dream, Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory(the original version), Donnie Darko, American History X, Jurasic Park, Lost World, Jurasic Park III, Lain, Thirteen Ghost, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's nest, Fight Club, 12 Monkeys, Saw, Seven, Fallen, The Shawshank Redeption, TombStone, What Dreams May Come, The Color Purple, The Crow, The Lost Boy's, Pulp Fiction, The Breakfast Club, Pay it Forward, Stir of Echoes...you know it would be easier to just say that i love a crap load of movies

Television:

Animal Planet, pbs at *night time* they play some cool stuff. I'm really not to big on tv... I keep it on at night cause I'm afraid of being in the dark alone. (-_-)

Books:

I basically like to read anything that can catch my attention.you know some of the most amazing stories will never reach paper, these stories are actually lived out within the minds of your friends and strangers. I really enjoy sitting down and listening to people talk, some people blurt out some of the most mind boggling stories. factual or fictitious, I love you guys for making my dreams more colorful.

Heroes:

All those who've shared their knowledge with me and those who kick me when i try to run away and bury my head beneath the sad.

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again

Starting anew yet living the old wanting whats not left with what is  heart still aches tears still fall lost within the simple walls lost my mind words no longer form worthless mess bodies ...
Posted by OZZRA on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:18:00 PST

never go to a hair dresser who doesnt speak your lingo

ever have someone fuck your hair up so badly that even shaving it all off still wouldnt help???? So I go into a hair salon and was like I want to cut my hair to like around my face. I r...
Posted by OZZRA on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 10:45:00 PST

my love song to you(it wasn’t love until it began to hurt)

my love song to you(it wasn't love until it began to hurt) my heart is singing a sweet sorrow ever since the day your presance was felt. i could love you. feelings of rejection tap dance through narro...
Posted by OZZRA on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:21:00 PST

70 question thingy

stolen from Lori- I was bored 70 Odd QuestionsWhat is your middle name?EmilyWhat color is your mailbox?white I think- Marcos takes in the mail Are you single?very much soHave you ever hit a deer?nope ...
Posted by OZZRA on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 02:14:00 PST

sigh....

sigh....Just alone.....thats all i have to say. ALONE.... I'm such a complex person. It's so damn weird. I sooo long for someone to be close, but when it happens i cant breath. I panic and find any fa...
Posted by OZZRA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Did I

i'm walking in darkness. even when the light hits my face. this sorrow is surrounding me, embracing every step i make. errasing making sure theres no remembrance of what once was my grace. i look at t...
Posted by OZZRA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Manntis Video

Manntis-Axe of Redemption" target="_blank">Manntis...
Posted by OZZRA on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 12:00:00 PST

forevers cry

 Has sanity finally left me? I breath  yet my heart has suffocated. How can this be happening..... In the flesh I barley scratched your surface yet my soul bleeds re...
Posted by OZZRA on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 07:17:00 PST

Dont read me

I hate myself today. I hate myself because I'm stuck in this rut and I don't know how to get out of it. I hate myself because I know that the life I'm living is killing me ever so slowly yet some...
Posted by OZZRA on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 04:48:00 PST

lost again

Another day lived with no prof of my existence. No prof as in the flesh because it's not the flesh that is needed.  A handful of request for this name, this made up being , created by ...
Posted by OZZRA on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 04:28:00 PST