I'm Holland, born 52787 and I'm a Mother to the most handsome child named Christian Anthony, who was born on April Fool's day of '08, so don't ask me how old he is, if you were really smart you would read my about me and do the math. He's my everything and everything is him. people never read these things, so I'll just do a break down. I'm really a quite simple chick with a very complex personality. You will never ever come close to understanding me & you most definitely can't handle me, so if I don't give you the time of day, consider yourself lucky. I can be selfish, hard-headed & insecure most of the time. I Don't consider myself a fighter, but trust and believe I'm a crazy btch and can & will fight if I'm taken to that point. DO NOT underestimate and you definitely shouldn't take my kindness for weakness. I DISLIKE fake people more than anything in life & I steer away from drama. The only time I feel life is worth living is when my son looks me in my eyes. He takes me away from the darkness & gives me my ability to breathe. I'm VERY in tune with spirituality & i spend most of my time daydreaming . Faith is THEE BIGGEST thing I stand my in life! Without faith I would be NOTHING. I am also VERY in love with music & I can't stand when people try to talk to me while I'm listening to it. I'm looking into becoming a Songwriter or even a photographer one day. So btchs when I'm flying in the sky and ya feet still on the ground, please don't shoot me down! "She's insecure, but comes out the house looking good by all means necessary. She's selfish, but feels the ones who are worth it can have it all. she's spoiled but could go out and get it if she needed it. She's not ignorant and she hates ignorant people. If music made her heart beat, she'd live forever. She gossips, but only to those she trusts. Sometimes she trusts too easily, but she's not stupid. She admits she daydreams more about things she wants to happen instead of going out and making them happen. She's afraid of falling. She was sad, but now she's happy. Her faith keeps her uplifted. She's strong, but she was weak with you. She's day and she's night. She's black and she's white."
