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One thing a lot of friends say about me is I'm a very complex person. Complex in the sense that I'm multi faceted and you can learn something new about me or from me everyday. You'll think that you know me enough to predict me, but spontaneity will always kick in. I'm one to truely value good friends and be there for them at all times. I really go out of the way for those I love to let them know they are loved. Sometimes I feel dumb for being so loving, but I can't change how I am...I just have to get used to the fact that sometimes people will not appreciate it. Some have taken it a step further and stomped it to the ground. I just have to guard myself from getting hurt and recognize whats unrepairable and leave the smashed pieces behind.Caring for someone is a very vulnerable thing, but often times its worth the leap to have a bond with someone. When things don't go the way I want them to, I still think positive. I believe in a balance. When something negative happens, a positive will follow. If a door of opportunity closes itself, there is always a backdoor open, a open window or another new front door.
A person like me, you never meet twice in your life.
THE DEAL WITH THE TRANNIE SPANKS MY FANNIE CON CHANKLITA DE DIOR SURF-
Some people knew that as my trademark display name on myspace, but now it is retired. I have had that name for a year as of July 16 so time for the change. The wonderful Bithy and I had it as a joke for a long time of him being the scary trannie mother to me who punishes me by spanking with that God awful Dior Surf print.
So goodbye Trannie, hello to the alter ego many call me by in person- Miss Agent Provocajade for my love all things lingerie and naughty.
