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Sir Benjamin J Barker

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"Give up yourself, and you'll find your real self. Lose your life and you'll save it. Submit to death, death of your ambitions and favorite wishes every day and death of your whole body in the end: submit with every fiber of your being, and you will find eternal life. Keep nothing back. Nothing in you that has not died will ever be raised from the dead. Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else thrown in." -C.S. Lewis
Only one life,
'Twill soon be past;
Only what's done
for Christ will last.
Eyes: Dark Brown
Hair: Dark
Skin: Dark
Zodiac: Taurus(Gemini)
Stone: Diamond...
First off, my name is Benjamin
Second, please don't ask me about myself if you message me, that's what my profile is for ty.
Now, I was born in Guatemala City in 83. I lived in an orphanage the first 2 yrs of my life, adopted at age 2 and came to the US in June of 93 and have been here ever since. I've been told (and I would agree) I am a white boy trapped in a Hispanics body... white on the inside w/ a caramel shell on the outside lol... I think I'm part Taurus and part Gemini i was born probably about a month early so i have 2 sides to me...
I like to be nice and clean/well groomed and smell good... Therefore I can relate and appreciate the time and energy (i guess you could say) that the ladies take to get all dolled up for their men, where as most guys don't really acknowledge whole heartedly like they should... they just pretty much say "You look great." and that's really about it. When you've been in someone else's shoes you really appreciate the situation or them a lot more
I have 2 brother n laws, 3 sisters, 1 brother, 1 sister n law, 4 nephews and 2 nieces... I like hard rock/metal but i like different kinds of music, instrumental (love strings), some jazz, a little bit of blues, some oldies (50's/60's)... not big on rap, punk or country (sorry, but each to their own, right?) favorite shade is blk/colour red... I like to go to movies, rock concerts ,the beach, cruise this craptacular town of N.B. hang out w/ friends. I'm currently living on my own.. I try to work out 4-5x a week for about 45min-1hr... its fun i think it's important to be healthy, I do my workout and listen to wicked tunes! Photography is something I've always want to check out but I haven't gotten around to doing' it yet... I've been known to be kind of set in my ways but lately I've been working on improving myself…(not just physical) being more spontaneous, broadening my horizons, being more open minded and trying new things... along with responsibility and discipline/drive... Man there's so much i want to do and i can't wait till i get to do them, and i hope I'll get to do them while I'm here on earth... there's so much to see and do yet this life is short... ... so don't take it for granted...
Name: Benjamin
Birthdate: 04-24-83
Birthplace: Guatemala City
Current Location: Oregon
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: blk/dark brown
Height: 5'1"
Weight:
Piercings: 4-Both ears, tongue and vertical labret
Tatoos: none, yet
Overused Phraze:
FAVORITES
Food: Don't have one
Candy: nah
Number: 7
Color: Red
Animal: Wolf
Drink: Hot Chocolate
Alcohol Drink:
Bagel: no
Letter:
Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes or lips
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: I try and stay away f/ devils food
Strawberry or Watermelon: Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: Hot tea please
Chocolate or Vanilla Depends on my mood
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug: either or
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: neither
Summer or Winter: Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: whatever
Love or Money: love (money can't buy you love and you wont find contentment w/$ and it corrupts people)
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever i feel like it
Most Missed Memory: i have a lot
Best phyiscal feature: eyes?
First Thought Waking Up: Where will today take me
Goal for this year: To become more mature and responsible; break old bad habits and create better new ones.
Best Friends: My Father,David, Sam, Jason, Dan and Chris
Weakness: music?
Fears: heights (to an extent)
Heritage: Mayan Indian
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes i've have plenty of times, or did you mean just alcohol
Ever Smoked: yea for a short period of time
Pot: yep
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been beaten up: no
Ever beaten someone up: no
Ever Skinny Dipped: no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: doesn't matter
Favorite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long: doesn't matter
Height: doesn't matter i guess
Style: dont care
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: no
Muscular or Really Skinny:
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: oh they're here and there
What country do you want to Visit: Japan
How do you want to Die: However I'm supposed to go out
Been to the Mall Lately:
Do you like Thunderstorms: eh they're not bad
Get along with your Parents: yes
Health Freak: not really
Do you think your Attractive: sumdays
Believe in Yourself: Sometimes, I try. We all have our good and bad days
Want to go to College: i am in college
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: sumtimes
Shower Daily: every other
Been in Love: Yes, I have
Do you Sing: yep
Want to get Married: Yes, I do
Do you want Children: Maybe one day, probably will though...
Have your future kids names planned out: Son:
Skyler Jaeden, Michael Gabriel
Daughter:
Briseis Lynn, Allesandra Rain or Alyssuh Claire...
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Age you wanna lose your Virginity: Already have
Hate anyone: No, why should I? Bitterness, resentful and being vindictive only creates problems, wont fix anything plus you only stoop down to their level and let them get the best of you...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


"Butterfly" if it weren't for you, I would not be here.

"JP" Ty for giving me the privilege and opportunity of knowing you.

"A.C." you're a lot of fun and quite creative!

I can get along w/ pretty much anyone... I'm easy going so it's not hard for me to talk and meet people...

Angel, Heather and Alyssuh...

Things I look for:
Considerate, common courtesy, has morals/values, has goals, loyal, honest, trust worthy, reliable, common interest, follows through instead of just all talk...integrity, shows respect/honor, selfless, knows how and what it means to reciprocate...

Danny Elfman, love his music. Jet Li, he's the man! The love of my life (future spouse)

My Blog

Bah on you!

"You can't rely on anyone these days, you gotta do everything yourself.""You want something done right, you gotta do it yourself."How true that is... but i'd rather do it or be on my own than to be a...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:46:00 GMT

Satan

Some passages speaking of him:Luke 10:18 18And he said to them, "I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven." Isaiah 14:12-15 12"How you are fallen from heaven, O Lucifer son of Dawn! How you ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:53:00 GMT

God/ A Christians calling

Growing in the knowledge and understanding of God through his word. I hope that you'll be wise to memorize some of them and apply them to your daily living. Let these words speak to you heart. Matt...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:53:00 GMT

A Black Butterfly

"A Black Butterfly"By Angel "Butterfly" Close your eyes my fragile one Tomorrow is another day Put aside the pain and scars Look deep into the mirror to see what's inside Dr...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 23:47:00 GMT

Sex/Marriage

Would you rather deal with this, or...1 Corinthians 13:4-84Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is notarrogant 5or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is notirritable or r...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 02:42:00 GMT

Don't squander your life.

"What's to become of your life"How many of us think it wont happen to me, not today.If you died today or very soon, would you go to Heaven and if you think you would, why would you or better yet, shou...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 22:57:00 GMT

To the young girl of my past

"Time and Distance"From time to time I stop and think of youI imagine the moment you and look into each others eyes for the first timeWhat feelings and thoughts would arise as we study one anotherHave...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 01:41:00 GMT

Listen up

Words can not express the end of your life... should it continue in the way that you are choosing to lead your life; and i think the word tragedy is putting it lightly. It's sad to see you stumble and...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 00:14:00 GMT

What awaits in darkness

So lately probably with in the last 9months or so over a period of time I've come to find out more and more about myself of what I like and what I don't like. It's not alwayspleasant finding out those...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 19:18:00 GMT

Bittersweet

No, as you can see these aren't the lyrics to Bittersweet but the title suited it... but i like that song too.. good song; brings 3 people to mind when i hear that one though."Faraway"there is somethi...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 13:19:00 GMT