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FiiRST iiD LiiKE TA SAY TA MY DAUGHTER SAVANNAH THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT... EVEN THO YUR GONE NOW YULL ALWAYS B MY BABY ii MiiSS YU SO MUCH BUT iiM LiiViiN LiiFE DAY BY DAY N iiMA LiiVE iiT TA THA FULLEST OR AT LEAST TRY TO CUZ YU MADE ME REALiiZE THAT LiiFE iiS SHORT ii STiiL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YU WERE TAKEN FROM ME N DADDY N ii WiiSH THERES SOME WAY ii COULD BRiiNG YU BACK N HAVE ME DiiE JUST SO YU COULD HAVE A CHANCE AT LiiFE iiM iiN TEARS JUST SAYiiN THiiS N HAViiN YU FOR THA 1 MONTH N 2 DAYS THAT YU WERE ALiiVE WAS THA BEST TiiME iiN MY LiiFE NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO WHEN YU WERE HERE... YU MADE ME CHANGE iiN TO A DiiFFERENT PERSON ii DONT DO HALF OF THA DUMB SHiiT ii DiiD N ii WANNA THANK YU FOR THAT... YU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL WATCH OVER ME N DADDY TiiL WE MEET AGAiiN OKAY BABY? ii LOVE YU ALWAYS N FOREVER REST IN PIECE BABYGIRL 2/12/08 - 3/14/08
MY BEAUTIFUL BABYGiiRL DiiED FROM RSV THAT ViiRUS iiS SOO BAD FOR BABiiES UP TO 2YEARS OLD THAT iiT CAN KiiLL THEM... N iiF ii WOULDA KNOWN BOUT iiT THAN ii WOULDA HAD HER TESTED FOR iiT! ii DiiD EVERYTHiiNG THA DOCTORS TOLD ME TO DO N IT STiiL WASNT GOOD ENOUGH... NO ONE KiiLLED HER SO GET iiT FUCKIN STRAiiGHT DONT TELL PEOPLE THAT WE DiiD N DONT FUCKiiN RUN ROUND THA MALL TALKiiN SHiiT CUZ ii HEAR BOUT iiT... ii GOT PEOPLE THAT TELL ME EVERYTHiiNG YOU FUCKiiN SAY BUT DONT WORRY YOUR DAYS FUCKiiN COMiiN BiiTCH!
im 20
been thro the worst;; now got the best<3
♥engaged♥ it started out as a joke;; nd ended up bein real a few months later;; its just amazing
micheleNDjason-
thanks for everything nd staying by my side;;
understanding that i got more important shit to do than just sit around and bullshit;; and thanks for not backstabbin me;; i love yu guys<3
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heres to all those qirls who used to be his number one . the ones who waited all niqht for him to call , only to check the caller iD the next morninq and be disapointed. the onesz who made it throuqh that bitter break up , dried you own tearsz and moved on with your life only to have him walk back in it months later like nothinq ever happened . those of you who cried on the first day you talked aqain becuase you knew exactly where this phone callwas qoinq . the ones who listened to him say i only want to be your friend one day and the next listen to him say how much he loves and misses you . we deserve somehinq and this is our tribute. heres to the ones that took him back , hopinq that maybe this time he was different hopinq that maybe people really do chanqe we listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for EVEN thinkinq about qivinq him another chance cauqht crap from out parents . and even snuck around to see him for a while . we went throuqh the qreat staqe with no fiqhts all over aqain. we srated this out thinkinq it would be just friends and ended up fallinq in love all over aqain we wanted nothinq more in the world then to hear himtell us he loved us too that even thouqh thinqs were bad they would be different this time . and when we finalLy heard it ; it was like we were dreaminq. this is for us heres to the ones who believe what he said sat around all over aqain waitiqn for a phone call that miqht come in a few hours or a few days . heres for the tears cried and dryed all over aqain . we wanted so despreately to believe that he was really busy he couldnt possibly call us at that moment or even that he fell asleep early we trained ourselvesz to believe we had found one for us . we learned to settle for someone who didnt treat us the way we should be treated. heres for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on thier prettiest earrinqs only to hear him say that he couldnt see us today. the ones who never believed it when people told us there miqht be someone else . we just couldnt believe that he could so this to us aqain . this is for those qreat qirls . who loved him more than words can say . took him back no matter what happened last time becuase they couldnt bear to look back on theirs lifes and wonder "what if" thi is for the qirls that stayed up all niqht lonq listeninq to him whine about an ex qirlfriend who cheated on him and cried durinq the entire conversation. the ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better that he deserved us . when he said that he loved you but he was in love with her he didnt mean it. this is for the ones that held on to somethinq that was never there to beqin with. this is for us qirlsz . who somehow manaqed to qet him to forqet about her and qet him to tell us that he was in love with us aqain only to have him tell us three weeks later that thinqs were qoinq to fast . he needs time heres to the qirls who couldnt cry to their friends becuase of how stubid they felt . the ones who held it all in when thinqs came crumblinq to peoces aqain. this is for the ones who couldnt bearto even tell their mom what was qoinq on for fear of an i told you so the ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowinq him into there hearts and thier dreams aqain . we knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a quy who would call when he said he was qoinq to . one that would come see us whenever he qot the chance one that would really care about us . we just wanted the one we loved like that heres for the ones that finally realizzed that he never qave two shits about them . heres for the time he broke your heart aqain . this is for those days spent tryinq to hold back the tears and the tears turned into anqer then disapointment . heres for us qirls who finally realized that we deserved better this is for those confusinq days when you miss him ; and want nothiqn more than to hear his voice or feel his arms around your waist . stay stronq, and remember that relationships are like broken qlasses sometimes it better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back toqether and qet hurt remember the times you cried and how lonq it took you to even be able to look at another quy like that . when your sonq comes on the radio turn the station . when the day comes that he realized what a mistake he made and tryes callinq you turn your phone off when he tryes cominq to your house dont answer the door think of the broken promises and the lies the manipulation and the tears the wasted moments and stayinq up all niqht wonderinq where the fuck he was think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the niqht and how it felt to your stomach when you saw it wasnt him and realized that once aqain he hadnt called when he said he was qoinq to . one day youll find a quy whos worths all the tears ; but wont make you cry you may think that youll never care about someone like you did that quy that you always ran back to but you will its qonna hurt like a crap ; and its qoinq to need time to heel but the point is it will heal this is for those qirls who feel back in love with a quy only to qet hurt all over aqain

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TRUE FRIENDZ RIGHT HERE!!!!

We may paint our faces,
obviously we may fuck around.
But pussy-ass bitches,
here won't be found.
My homies stand,
behind me all the way.
My true family,
and forever we'll stay.
Don't fuck with me,
cause they got my back.
Where do YOUR friends go,
when they know you can't hack?
Do they stay there and help?
Fuck no they run.
Back to their mommies,
while we have our fun.
My juggalo family,
we don't fuck around.
So tell me this now,
are you down with the clown?

DONT GET THE DARK CARVINAL FUCKED UP!!!!!

My Blog

uhm yea dont ask...

.. don'.. t care if you have a boyfr.. iend.. or girlf.. rien..d right.. now. I don'.. t care if you are a guy or a woman.. . Just read this,.. it will make a diffe.. renc..e .If only e...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 07:56:00 GMT

eastern state penn=] 10/10/08

okay so i went to eastern state penn last nite=] not as great as i thought it would b=[ but i still got scared a few times haha. like when i was signin my waver, tha guy on stilits was all in my fa...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 06:11:00 GMT

jus feelin sometypa way.

my life has been crazy. ive done shit i shouldnt have like people i shouldnta dated people i shouldnta n kissd people i shouldnta but its life n thats what i wantd at one point in time. ive been thro ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:17:00 GMT

rip babygirl i love you

savannah yesterday was the hardest thing ive ever had to do n no mother or father should ever have to go thro what i went thro...you were only 1 month n 2days old why you there are so many babies that...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:02:00 GMT

BABY SHOWER!!!!

my baby shower went great!!i got pretty much everything on my list [that were needs] thanks everybodythere were a count of 29 people there but it seemed like a lot more! tha only bad part was when i o...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 14:54:00 GMT

hallowicked<3

ok... so this years hallowicked was alright i guess...i was in tha front till the middle of necro was on... but yea neways...motown rage... sucked... boondox... was goodnecro... was goodbut thats when...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 17:20:00 GMT

ICP CONCERT!!! ON MAY 25TH 2007<3

when we got to philly it was all kinds of fuckin chaos! the line to get in was no lie out of tha parking lot and down pretty much 3 blocks.... as we got closer i made an ass outta myself tryina throw ...
Posted by on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:16:00 GMT

2 concerts in 2 nights!!! mmfcl

last nights concert i was in atlantic city goin to see dropkick murphysfirst i couldnt find someone to go wit me n i had an extra ticket!!!but luckly my friend jeff was nice enough to go wit me... THA...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 23:00:00 GMT

hallowicked tour... 06<333

tha hallowicked concert last nite was fukin crazzzzy... i had 4 tickets me shep n ep went... i realli wanted one of my friends ta go but she couldnt make it so i gave that ticket ta one of mah juggalo...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:24:00 GMT

-juggalo dictionary!-

    Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLYBig Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movieBigot: Racist, haterBorn Twiztid A fake document...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 08:21:00 GMT