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| View | Add FavoriteFIRST FOREMOST I AM ME WILL ALWAYS BE ME, SO IF YOU THINK YOU CAN CHANGE ME YOU MIGHT AS WELL KEEP IT MOVIN. WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE AND THEY ARE TRUE WITH YOU ACCEPT THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE AND IF YOU CANT HANDLE THAT THEN MOVIN, WHAT U MEET IS WHAT YOU GET, WHICH I HAVE TO SAY AINT BAD AT ALL. I AM AN ITELLIGENT YOU BLACK WOMAN RAISING FOUR KIDS ON MY OWN FOR THE MOST PART. THEY ARE FIRST I MY WORLD AND WILL ALWAYS BE EVERYTHING I DO I DO FOR THEM, I GOT A JOB A DAMN GOOD ONE AT THAT BUT I LOVE MONEY SO I LOVE GETTIN IT. I LOVE GOING OUT AND HAVIN FUN BUT MOST NIGHTS I WOULD RATHER BE HOME WITH MY KIDS UP IN FRONT OF THE TV IT MAKE IT BETTER WHEN I HAVE A MAN TO CUDDLE UNDER BUT IF NOT I JUST CUDDLE UNDER MY KIDS You can say today I am totally free my heart is free. no baggage and no reason to stand at the baggage terminal waiting on one that everyone around you say that is a lost cause and you may think you saw it you may even take it home thinking its the one you lost, just to get it there and discover that its not the one you lost but you would have swore on a bible that it was the one you lost and you do it a couple of times but after the third try and still no luck and it is funny because each time you take home this bsggage you seem to discover some clue as to why this baggage that you put this time and effort trying to reunite with really aint worth it. The time and energy money and heartache from disappointment really aint worth it and if you live by the three strikes your out motto you really dont give yourself alot of room to make a fool of your self and sometime in life you need to make that fool of yourself. And by all means if you think that baggage has that much worth by all means take it to the three strikes. But never ever compromise yourself, im not sayin dont compromise, just not with your self worth. I say all this to say THREE STRIKE YOU ARE OUT. No need to look back and everyone in the situation is better off that way. I have done my at bat and I have to say thr first two strike were not easy at all to deal with by far, you can only imagine. But this third on man i took it like i had been getting struck out all my life and it was the thing to just happen. HELL I suprised myself on how well i handled it but he after the second try with no hope it was quite obvious I wasnt going to ever get my baggage back after almost three years of wishing you can get just whats in there back because you loved what was in there dispite how raggady it was/is you get this telegram that your baggage you been looking for for three years has been found and that they are pretty sure that this one is the one you looking for only to take it home and for it not to only not be yours but this baggage you took home just made you realize that you couldnt keep compromising you home bring home these mysterious baggages home to your daughter not knowing and she happy like mommy cause most of whats in that baggage is hers and she is constantly looking for it only for it to be gone in and instance. So we have finally gave up the search for that baggage and is on the hunt for some luggage something that can accomodate both of our needs and uses. Her stuff dont need to be in the same luggage with hers she should have her own. So for the first time in thirteen years i have a free heart not aching for no one and Im looking to be spoiled to the fullest. CAN YOU HANDLE ITTHAT DAY , OH THAT JOYOUS DAY AND YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE NERVE TO SHOW UP. OH WAIT! THERE YOU GO ON TUESDAY WHEN SHE WAS BORN LAST THURSDAY. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL, CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE PERFECT. SHE LOVE AND ADORES YOU AND YOU DISAPPEAR, WHY? BECAUSE YOU AINT MAN ENOUGH. YOU GAVE HER YOU EVERY DAY FOR 6 MONTHS AND NOW SHE ONLY SEEN YOU ONCE IN 9MONTHS. NO DIAPERS NO MILK AND DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT CHILD SUPPORT OR DAY CARE MONEY (I HAVE TO GO TO WORK). DO YOU CALL NO NOT EVER, DO YOU EVEN CARE IF SHE TOOK A BREATH TODAY? I GUESS NOT. OH SHE IS SO SWEET AND SO BEAUTIFUL, SHE IS JUST A JOY TO BE AROUND, AT 16 MONTHS SHE CAN SAY THANK YOU AS WELL AS BLESS YOU ON CUE, SWEET JUST SWEET AS CAN BE. HOW DARE YOU DO HER THIS WAY SHE DIDNT ASK TO BE HER. I ASKED HER TO BE HERE IT WAS MY DESTINY EVEN WITH THE NOTION THAT YOU MIGHT RUN. SHE IS MINE. HA. SHE SAY DADA MOMMA SAY DADA GON BYE BYE AND SHE SAY BYE BYE, HEELLLA SWEET, AHHHHHHH. YOU ALWAY WANT TO GIVE YOU IMPUT AND OPINION ABOUT OTHER AND YOU ARE JUST ASHAME OF YOUR. IF SHE WAS IN A PIC WITH ANOTHER MAN YOU JUST WOULDNT UNDERSTAND. MAN UP BOO BOO BECAUSE OTHER THAN YOU ALL MINE GOT THE SAME DADDY AND YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL CAUSE............OOOPS WHO YOUR DAUGHTER GON BE CALLING DADDY, OH WAIT BY LAW HE IS DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!
