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*Sarah Abilez*

I pulse. I breathe. Yet I do not feel alive. For I no longer have the other half of me.

About Me

Well...this has been the best and worst year of my life. It was amazing because my little girl, Jadyn Sierra-Lindsey Abilez, was born. And it was horrible because I lost my husband and soul mate. I am just trying to get on with my life for my daughter, but the thought of him makes me sad everyday...
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My Interests

My interests are college, nursing, being a great wife, and a great mother. I also like reading, writing poetry, watching movies at home with my baby. I love when it's sunny , and I like it even more when it rains. I love music. All kinds. I love art and photography. And history. I'm fasinated with space. The moons, stars, supernovas, planets, comets. You name it.

I'd like to meet:

I can't really think of anyone I would like to meet right now.

Music:

I just like any kind of music really. Country, metal, punk, indie, alternative rock, classic rock, industrial, some jazz and blues, techno, rave, ska, etc. Even some rap and hip hop. Mostly old school though.

Movies:

Rocky Horror, Donnie Darko, Nightmare Before Christmas, Labryinth, Super Troupers, Office Space, Gremlins 1 and 2, anything by Tim Burton, anything with Michelle Rodriguez or John Leguizamo in it, any good action/comedy, The Dark Crystal, Edward Scissorhands, the Neverending Story, Fight Club, Saving Silverman, Dumb and Dumber, Billy Madison, Tommy Boy, the old Ninja Turtle and Power Ranger movies, and much much more...I'm just too tired to think of them all...

Television:

Football, Baseball, and Basketball. Go Texans, Astros, and Rockets!! I also like House, Family Guy, Simpson's, Reba, What I Like About You, King of Queens, Still Standing, and Scrubs.

Books:

Crank, Speak, Cut, Kim: Empty Inside, Go Ask Alice, Shooter, You Don't Know Me, Star Girl, Bottled Up, The Burn Journal, Smack, Define Normal, Anything by Anne Rice, Hidden Prey.anything that catches my attention.

Heroes:

My husband, Rickey Wayne Abilez.He used to be such a little hellian. Always getting in trouble. But as soon as he found out that he was going to be a father, he straightened his life up. He also got a good, steady job, and got an apartment for us. He did all that for me and our daughter! He's the most amazing man I've ever met in my whole life, and he will forever be my hero!!

My Blog

a year has passed without you here.

i cant believe it has already been a year since you left us rickey. it feels like it just happened..it still hurts that bad. i want you to know that i love you with all of my heart and i miss you very...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 10:01:00 PST

a year has passed without you here.

i cant believe it has already been a year since you left us rickey. it feels like it just happened..it still hurts that bad. i want you to know that i love you with all of my heart and i miss you very...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 10:01:00 PST

Ugh...still depressed...

Life is do hard sometimes. I just don’t know how to handle it all.   It has been almost 6 months now since I lost my husband, and everyday is still a struggle without him. I wish I could ha...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 09:15:00 PST

This one sucks ass...but it gets my point across.

I don't know how long I can do this. I've been puting on a happy face for so long. Smiling on the outside, so noone sees the real pain inside. The heart that stopped beating. The lungs...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:38:00 PST

Neverending Nightmare

The ghost of you still haunts me It penetrates my brain And invades my thoughts Feeding on my fears My grief Wrapping my mind in a blanket of grey Embeded in my skull Wispering to me Calling me Deep d...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:32:00 PST

Life

Life is so fucked up sometimes. 2007 was the BEST and WORST year of my life! Everything started off great-I got my own apartment with my honey, and then we had the most beautiful baby in the world. Th...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 02:39:00 PST

Rickey Wayne Abilez

So as you all know, my husband passed away a couple of months ago in a car accident. I haven't written anything about it on here yet because it's just too hard to face. Part of me wants to forget it e...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 04:15:00 PST

Baby Talk

I'm going to have a baby!!!! I'm so excited! I can't wait. I'm only about 10 weeks along, but I just wanted to let everyone know about it. The baby shower is going to be Feb. 24th. I'm going to try to...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 07:12:00 PST

Rickey Wayne Abilez

Wow! I am so fuckin happy! I've never been so happy before. For real. I really love my Rickey with all my heart. He's just...perfect for me. I just can't see myself being with anyone else but him. &nb...
Posted by *Sarah Abilez* on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 05:51:00 PST