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About Me

Lydia is... The type of girl that will run around barefoot in the grass, lay on top of the hill and watch the clouds, run into a forest, climb up a tree, swing on a swing, slide down slides, laugh at the most silliest things, try to put a smile on your face, try to show you different things in the world, and keep on hoping and dreaming and believing even when everyone else stops. I'm someone that most people can't handle nor understand my mind works in a way that frankly not even i understand. I am complex. i contradict myself with certain things but in the end doesn't all of humanity do that? Philosophy, poetry, and literature have always entangled me no matter what i do i can never escape it. i work to better myself in some areas especially with relationship and love i try my hardest even when most people think I'm not. i do small things or big things to show how much i care for you, you just have to look. You can tell me anything and i promise to keep it for a lifetime only just between you and me. to put it simply Lydia is Lydia no matter what happens or who comes and leaves my life. and this coming August I will be stepping into the adult world as a freshmen in the University of Bridgeport.Currently I am trying to follow all of my dreams and aspire to be more than what i deem is enough. As I finish the final stepping stones in high school and am now transitioning into adulthood as a freshmen in college. i look back in all the lessons i have learned whether in friendship, relationships, family, and school. I would never trade it for the world. No matter how many mistakes I may have made I have learned from them and grew up to be more than what i thought is possible. All the lessons that I have been taught or experienced have helped me to make me the person I am today. I could not ask for anything less or more of myself. I hope that everyone else can learn to accept themselves no matter what. I have dreams. I laugh. I cry. I smile. I giggle. I feel happy. I feel sad. I feel mad. Through all of this I accept it all for one can only be human once they do.

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lets swing into those bright happy days lets keep on dreaming all of our dreams lets jump into the future lets jump into the distance and lets just jump, because if we do everything will turn out alright

My Blog

future plans

honestly i want to become a doctorand not just only a doctori want to be a researcher tooi want to be able to figure out ways for the curesand not just give them outi want to be ale to find less painf...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Aug 2009 20:18:00 GMT

Bullshit

BULL-fucking-SHITBULL FUCKING SHIT i sayI cannot believe the females of todayso low self esteemso willing to just drop down and dieover the most dumbest thingsso low self esteemso willing to slit them...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Aug 2009 12:12:00 GMT

knowing girls....

as i sit herehat on my headcig between my lipslight burning brightthe smell of clove wanders on mecherry blastis the scenti have to sayI'm 18 and alreadyi feel like a pessimistic single 40 year old wo...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Aug 2009 12:01:00 GMT

your heart

I can say this with the great wisdomthat I've so cautiously picked up inmy 18 years of being alivethat the heart is a foolish stupid little thingit lies and tricks you into doing thingsthat later on y...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:09:00 GMT

the tattoo i'm getting

yes i'm getting one and i know exactly what i want nowits going to be on my upper left shoulder bladeand on my lower right hipits going to have a butterfly on the top with the inscription jonathon oto...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 22:22:00 GMT

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can i whisper in your earthe true secrets of the words passion?the burning feeling the increasing needthe heat that expands forth from your bodypouring forth from every part of your bodyoozing out of ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:36:00 GMT

you fool

oh you poor delusional foolas if you understand the true meaningof the words loveor the simple word i love youyou poor delusional foolyour unrealistic materialistic moralistic point of viewsof what "l...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:22:00 GMT

I'm such a fool

I've lived in this world for eighteen years.eighteen years times two since i feel everyexperience I've ever been in both good and badhave shaped, molded, and created me into who i am todayall i can sa...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:08:00 GMT

expressing...

It's like a soft hand is tenderly touching my skin.And i really long for grabbing that hand and kissing it's palm...Fingers strangled between mine...A searching hand touching my spirtig, my soul, my h...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 15:17:00 GMT

I dugged up

I dugged up my old treasure boxits filled with things that Jona gave to meinside of it is everything i wanted adn everything i will always needusually i would cry when i read it but nowi feel a sense ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 15:09:00 GMT