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Semyazza

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About Me

Watching ... Waiting ... it's all I do. It's all I know. The only cold comfort I have is memories. Memories that haunt my every moment, and echo my every footfall. Each step, each ragged breath, each tortured pulse through my tormented mind and body reminds me why I'm here. Day or night, all I see is the same grey washed out landscape. I can still feel the Other inside my mind, begging release, fighting against the bonds I've placed on him. Age to Age I remain, trapped but free. A prison of my own making, my own desires. It was a fate I gleefully chose rather than admit I was wrong. The Father who created all is not omnipotent. I was not wrong, He was. He should have known what would happen, given the temptation. He is not infallible. I am and always have been Semyazza. I watch.

My Interests


Name: Semyazza
Birthday: 1-1-65
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black - long, shaggy, unkempt
Height: 5'11"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: unknown
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: just working my way up in the hierarchy in Hell
Thoughts First Waking Up: .... still here ... damn
Your Bedtime: the peace that comes with sleep has long been denied me, so I rest as much as I can with any slow part of the day I can find
Do you Smoke: of course, especially when I enter a church
Do you Swear: every damn day
Do you Shower Daily: dirt does not adhere to my flesh, so I am spared that inconvenience
Have you Been in Love: many times, or as near to it as a demon like me can be
Do you want to go to College: why ?
Do you want to get Married: not sure if it's in the cards for me
Do you believe in yourself: I have to
Do you think you are Attractive: being as arrogant as I am, of course I do
Are you a Health Freak: absolutely not
Do you get along with your Parents: parents ? the Father and I don't exactly see eye to eye
Do you like thunderstorms: yes, but never more so than when in the company of a good woman or two
Do you play an Instrument: Pan tried to teach me the flute once ... you wouldn't think such a whimsical person could grow so perturbed
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: naturally
In the past month have you Smoked: without doubt
In the past month have you been on Drugs: on occasion I partake of mind-altering compounds
In the past month have you gone on a Date: does subjugating their souls count ?
Ever been Drunk: it's simply not possible for me to get drunk, must be something about my molecular structure that prevents it
Ever Shoplifted: I take what I want, I don't really care how you refer to such action
How do you want to Die: of boredom
What do you want to be: a full ranking demon prince would be nice
What country would you most like to Visit: there are not many I have not visited, but I do so enjoy Scotland, the girls have such erotic accents
Color: a nice charcoal grey
Drink: Glenfiddish, 18 yr. old single malt
Animal: cat - the only animal more arrogant than I am
Number of Drugs I have taken: a few
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmm ... what's the highest Prime Number ?

I'd like to meet:

There are two sorts of people I enjoy meeting. Business and Pleasure. The business sort are the ones who can aid me in what I do, or anyone else who can offer a another footstep towards my goals. These people are usually unwitting as to my purposes, as I see no need to reveal too much to anyone. My cards are always held close to the vest, for in knowledge comes power and mine are beyond the dreams of avarice.The pleasure sort are just that. Ones to spend time with, discuss philosophy, idle chat, and of course untamed, uninhibited, and intensely erotic sexual experiences. These people I usually hold in high regard for the reason that to completely let yourself go, to completely surrender yourself to lust and passion is something few humans accomplish. For those who join me and release their own inner daemons of desire are greatly compensated for their efforts and even more so for their discretion and silence afterwards.

Movies:

Within Temptation - Angels
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Television:

Archtype
I am the Final Lover. Romantic, honey-tongued Lothario, I am the master of love's last kiss. I seduce the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.

Books:


My Brain's Pattern
Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!

Heroes:


My Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

My Blog

Beginnings And Endings

     What can I say about Cane Faust ?  It is with some amount of satisfaction I watched his life end, bringing his soul down as a jewel, presenting it to a colleague of mine,...
Posted by Semyazza on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:29:00 PST

Another Misplaced Faith

Sol Invictus  Unconquered Sun - coinciding with the Winter Solstice when the Sun returns and the days grow long once again.  Modern religion nearly bursts at the seams with Sun Worship but none ...
Posted by Semyazza on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:54:00 PST

Good And Evil

A friend recently made a passing comment about good and evil and I had to chuckle.  It still astounds me that people think in terms of absolute.  There is no reality, there is no single grea...
Posted by Semyazza on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:04:00 PST

Duty

     What exactly is my duty here now.  For one that began as an angel, sent to perform a very specific function of which I accepted without hesitation.  I was given my o...
Posted by Semyazza on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 03:50:00 PST

The Confession

     I am the One who waits each day for each day's surrender, and for the night, with it's brief escape from the prison of this lonely need.  I can hear the blood course thro...
Posted by Semyazza on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:47:00 PST

Free Will

Free Will.  What can I say about this most complex but transparent of fabrications ?  Find a preacher and ask him if we all have Free Will.  Then ask him if God has a plan for each of u...
Posted by Semyazza on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:47:00 PST

Christmas

     Most of the world over is celebrating the birth of the Nazarene this weekend, known as Christmas.  However, in this part of the world, the government has slowly been...
Posted by Semyazza on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 11:02:00 PST

Year's End

Another year has nearly come to an end and I remain.  I spent a week in Rome recently and observed the populace preparing for their Christmas holiday.  I find this so odd, that the one place...
Posted by Semyazza on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 03:41:00 PST

Rationalizing

A friend recently asked me what had transpired to inspire me into posting my last journal entry.  This is a situation that I, myself, faced some time ago which resulted in the loss of a good...
Posted by Semyazza on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 10:33:00 PST

The Choice

It's said that life is full of choices and the consequences they bring.  For the most part, we never see the unintended consequences until the choice has already been made.  Take this classi...
Posted by Semyazza on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:07:00 PST