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Title is Called "Lookin inSide ouT" As i Sit BacK nD Watch as He Cries His HearT ouT, CausE He Has So Many ProbleMs nD Cant Seem Ta Fix oNe, He iS in Desprate NeeD oF a Friend LenDing a Helping HanD, CuaSe LorD KnoWs He NeeDs onE. No One to Help, Cause No Body iS There, nD Even Though He KnowS iT, He'll ReFuse Ta Belive That No Body CareS. iT iS aS iF he iS Trapped in a DarK nD Cold Cage, So He TakeS iT ouT on His SelF, iN a UnRelentless Rage. He Prays Night aFter Night, But They Seem Ta Be UnAnswereD, nD ThiS LonlyNess Disease Travels Through His Body nD Soul, LikE a Bad Stage oF CanceR. iF iTooK All These ThinGs From Him, nD ComPared iT To That oF My owN inTeriorr, The Resemblance Would Be Stricking, BeCause iTz Me Looking aT MyselF Cry in The Mirror._____________________________________________________ ________"DescisionS DescisionS"..........The AnGel SaYz "TaKe aSeconD ThinK aBout iT aSk yUr SelF is iT ReallY WorTh iT" yU Got aGooD GirL oN yUr SidE "nD yU KnoW She Dont Deserve it". BuT The DeviL SaYz "LooK aT HoW She LookiN aT yU" yU Know yU Wanna Get iT CrackiN. "nD Plus How Can yuR GirL GeT HurT iF She DonT eveN KnoW ThaT it HappeNed". Nd My MinD iM LikE, i MeaN i Wanna Do Right "But She LooK So0 GooD toNoght" nD Her BodY Got Me SaYin "i Wanna Get iT oN" Even Though i Kno iTz WronG. "DescisionS DescisionS" i Gotta MaKe SomE "DescisionS DescisionS". But TheN The AngeL SayZ "Wat Would yU Want HeR 2Do iF She Was in The Same Situation" ThinK oF HeR RelationShip "nD igNoRe This Temptation". But The DeviL SayZ "But Yur GirL Aint ThaT TypE oF GirL" So0 ThaT aniT EveN The Way iT WoulD Go "She WoulD Neva PuT Her SelF in ThaT TypE oF SituatioN". He SaiD "LooK yUr aMan So0 Go a HeaD nD Be a Man" But JusT MaKe SurE She'll Neva Kno. nD iN My MinD iM LikE, i MeaN i Wanna Do Right "But She LooK So0 GooD toNoght" nD Her BodY Got Me SaYin "i Wanna Get iT oN" Even Tho iKno iTz WronG. "DescisionS DescisionS" iGotta MaKe SomE "DescisionS DescisionS". So Wat aM i Gonna Do, "i KnoW i Gotta MaKe aMovE" Am iGonna Do Right oR GeT DowN ToNight? "But i Gotta Hurry uP nD ChoosE" i Kno i LoVe My GirL, "nD i Kno She LoveZ Me "2BuT WaT i Gotta asK MySelF" iS sHe Worth LoosiN oVa yU...? iMeaN iWanna Do Right "But She LooK So0 GooD toNoght" nD Her BodY Got Me SaYin "i Wanna Get iT oN" Even Tho iKno iTz WronG. "DescisionS DescisionS" iGotta MaKe SomE "DescisionS DescisionS". So WaT Am i Gonna Do...? ____________________________________________________________ _"Shadow'z" LiKe Shadow'z My PasT Haunt'z Me a Constant Reminder oF All The Wrong DoinG, nD SuFFering, nD Pain i'vE EnCounteRed ThroughouT This Very short LyfE...."Nd WithouT Friendz oR Family" Who Else iZ There LefT 2Help Me Even ta Try to PuT uP a Fight...."Every One Say'z LyFe iS to ShorT" But FoR Me iT OnLy SeemZ ThaT as iF iT'z OnLy Pain That Last LonG...."Nd With Nothing Nor No OnE" WaT ElsE iS TheRe To Help Me HolD oN...."Nd With Such a Big SmilE" yU WoulD ThinK i LivE Perfect, nD My LiFe Would Be So GreaT...."BuT The Truth iS Dat iHatE iT, nD ThaT SmilE iZ So0 FakE"...."SomE People DonT kn0 nD Try Ta NoTT TaKe ThiZ ShorT LyfE FoR GranteD"........"CausE WheN ThaT HappeNz" yU'll EnD uP FeeLin LikE youR Pain iZ a PlanE....."That NeveR LandeD" ____________________________________________________________ _ "Run aWay" SomE TimEz iJusT Want To Run aWay...."So i Open uP My MinD nD JusT Run Free"...."So0 i WriTe PoeMz With aLL My ProbleM'z on TheRe"...."OnLy For My Eye'z to See"....BuT FoR The FirsT TymE im LettinG Some OnE Else in to See...."BuT ReaD WitH youR Ear'z nD NoTT youR Eye'z"...."BeCausE The Truth aBouT Wat yoU See"....iZ That iT Can TurN ouT to Be Lie'z...."So0 aS i RuN aWay"....i NeveR LooK BacK...."So0 iWonT GeT MisLead oR GeT Side TracKed"....TheRe aRe So0 Many ThinGz iN this WorlD That Can Take you ouT...."Nd Nothing to BrinG yoU BacK"....i Kn0 ThiZ iZ to Be MiSunDerStooD...."So LeT Me ExplaiN"....a Ran aWay MinD With No GuidE can Be a WrecK...."LikE a LikE a Run aWay DeRaileD TraiN" ____________________________________________________________ OkaY Diz onEz EntitleD "Broken HearTed ChilD" iGreW uP Lonely Wit aLotta AngeR nD With aLot oF Pain in My HeaRt, Wit No Father Figure, So iDidnt KnoW Where iWas to StarT. My Father HaD LefT nD Wit all Tha AngeR in My HeaRt nD Pian, iTook iT all Out on My Mother, Cause iThought She Was Tha OnE to Blame. iActeD ouT By NoT CariNg aBout anyThinG nD Any onE, HatinG EveryBody, But JusT LookiN ouT For One. iDidnt Go To School, alWayS Fought, nD StayeD in Trouble Wit The Police, So0o iKould Be LookEd uPon aS Kool. iNeva Really CareD unTil My Step Dad Came inTo The Pictue, nD At FirsT iWas Reluctant, But Then iBeganeD ta oPen uP to Him. iThought My Mom Was TryinG to Replace My Dad, So iDid EveryThing iCould, to CorrupT EveryThinG She Had, CauSe iWas 2BlinD to See That She Was JusT TryinG to GivE Me Tha Father iNever Had. So To My Mom iApollogize CausE iCouldn'T See, That She Was JusT Helpin to MenD My Broken HearT, From WheN My FatheR Choose to Walk ouT on Me. [iM Sorri For EveryThinG nD EverY OnE i'Ve HurTeD]