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Your LOVE is the ROCK that I cling to. Your NAME is the TOWER that I RUN into. Your STRENGTH is what

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The Lord
My awesome husband
My kids
The NEW BABY, ON THE WAY
Taking/editing Pictures
My best friend Michelle
The Comedy of Willis Adkins (haha)
Starry Skies Studio
Restoration House
Worshiping in his presence at Northside C.O.G
Music
Lyrics
Rick Pino
Jason Upton
Directv channel 338
Big Brother
Family
Writing Poetry--www.urbis.com/mylife_through_mywords
Meeting new people
crushed Ice
Playing jokes on people
April Fool's day
Butterflies
Friends
Coloring my hair
Lecrae, Prayin for you
Misty Edwards
Worship
Charlie Hall
Being an encourager
Myspace
New hair styles
New people
Sharing what Jesus has done for me
I will be 28 this year.
I have been married since 2/19/00.
My husband is wonderful
He treats me better than anyone ever has or ever will.
"The best things in life are the result of being wounded. Wheat must be crushed before becoming bread, and incense must be burned by fire before its fragrance is set free. The earth must be broken with a sharp plow before being ready to receive the seed. And it is a broken heart that pleases God. Yes, the sweetest joys of life are the fruits of sorrow.”
FINALLY I SURRENDER by Misty Edwards
All I need is you to have your way,
For you are the Potter and I am the clay,
All I need is you to have your way,
You are creator and I'm what you made.
All I want is you to have your way,
For you are the potter and I am the clay,
And All I need is you to have your way,
For you are creator and I'm what you made.
Here I am God,
My soul is longing for you..
So here I am,
God...
All I want is,
you to have your way.
For you are the potter and I am the clay.
All I need is you to have your way.
For you are creator and I'm what you made.
And finally I surrender,
Finally I surrender,
Finally I surrender,
Finally I surrender,
Finally I surrender
August is almost here and my 4 yr old, will be in school. I am not sure what to do. I want to get a job taking pictures or some sort of a job that will make a difference. I really want to go to school and get a degree in Drug and Alcohol counseling. I want to work in rehab or addiction settings. I want to save people from a life of drugs and depression, like I had. That is my dream...to make a difference. I would love to hit the streets in Nashville. I would love to live in a bigger city, I feel like I could make a bigger difference.
I Love taking pictures
I hope to one day be a photographer because :
I love making people smile,
&
I love making pictures different!
I know that God has put this desire in me for a reason and I hope one day to be doing it as a profession.
Also, I love writing poetry , everyone close to me knows that, although I am not very quick to share them, not even with the people closest to me. Some are in my blogs. Some of mine are also here : www.urbis.com/mylife_through_mywords ,a few of my really old poems are there.<
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We have two beautiful boys.
Kailen is about to be 8
Judah will be 5 this year
They are awesome kids!
We live in the country not too far from the lake
I grew up in Clarksville!
I am happy to be where I am at,
but now in life i am just wanting to be where ever God wants me to,
if he told us to pick up everything and move, we would.
I love visiting other towns, states, cities, vacation spots, beaches, amusement parks!! Not that I go out of town much at all, farther than an hour a way, but I do like to.
I am a Christian, I live for God and try my best to do what is pleasing to him. I am not perfect, and I screw up daily, but all I can do is pick myself up and try not to make the same mistakes as I did yesterday. All I can do is move forward toward him and try my best to show others the love that Jesus has shown me.
Jesus saved me
from a life of drugs,
crime,clubs, raves,
a life on the streets,
a life with out my family,
a life full of misery
and blessed me with a wonderful family,
wonderful friends,
forgiveness,love, peace, joy,
passion, and so much more
I owe my life to him and that is why I live for the Lord!!
He has done so much in my life and to my heart that I could never turn my back on him and say that he does not exist. I have seen true miracles in my life and in the lives around me, I have seen what he can do for people that turn to him, change, and live for him. If he can change my husband, if he can change me and who I was, if he can change the ways of a prostitute, the mind and heart of an atheist, then God is the God of the bible, and the healer, the one and only Lord.
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What else can I say about myself...hmmm..
My personality:
The positives :
I'm not a judgmental person!
I don't care what someone looks like,
who they use to be,
I believe God made all types of people,
we are all different
saying " I'm a christian"
does not mean I reject everyone else in the world!
My husband says that I usually see both sides of a situation,
ones views, or way of thinking!
That is what I really do like about myself.
I love people...
I love my friends...
I am real
I try not to put on a mask,
but sometimes I do tend to act like everything is okay,
when on the inside things are pretty crazy
but we all are like that at one time or another
I think with me, God just gives me the joy to overcome things, and not let things bother me as much as it might would get to someone else
I can get along with all types of people. I just love to have fun!
The Not-So-Positives :
I cam be so shy and guiet,
I think it can be mistaken for snobbishness
which is very far from who I am.
I am so forgetful, and that can be a terrible thing!
I am very friendly,
sometimes I guess that can be annoying,
I care too much at times,
I tend to put other people before me, which is good most of the time
Things that bug me:
When people are fake
say one thing, do something totally different.
People that talk down to other people
people who judge others for not believing the same way or living the same way.
christians who think it should be so easy for others to just stop everything and follow God, when in reality, for some people its not as easy, if I wouldn't have hit rock bottom, its no telling when I would have turned to God
unfriendliness from people who work in the public, with people ( i hate that)
people who go out of their way to lie
Unforgiveness,
I know most of us deal with some form of unforgiveness and sometimes maybe we don't forgive and can't help it...but to keep bringing up someone's past, or holding something against someone, something they did years ago...thats just going too far. I think unforgiveness can stand in between a lot, and letting go of that unforgiveness can open your heart to much...W have to remember, that God forgives us, for everything....every terrible thing I have done to my friends, family, my husband...everything....I have been forgiven....he forgives the murder, the adulteress the adulterer, He forgives us all, shouldn't we forgive?

Just me:
I am truly a people person, I love people and I love to have a good time...taking pictures is probably my favorite thing to do along with listening to music and writing, shopping, road trips, hanging out with my friends and having a girlie night, helping others, putting a smile on someones face, helping others see the light through their darkness, saying what God has done in my life, showing people the change in my life.
I love music...hard Christian rock , mostly!I also love rap and R&B christian music, worship music, prophetic worship and so much more..... I have always loved music, as long as I can remember anyway..Check out the bands on my page. If there is a band you think I might like, send me a link or something. I love lyrics. If it has a good beat but the lyrics are no good, then I wont buy it.
I love concerts, going out and having fun.I am so easy going....it's crazy. I just like to havefun. I love going out to dinner, the movies, get togethers... just having fun!!
If you know me good, then you know I laugh all the time and I love comedies. I joke around way too much....people very close to me know this. I play jokes on my husband and his mom all the time, they never know to believe me or not, lol.
I love family. My family is not a super close family. I hope one day to have a really close family like my husband's family is. Closeness means a lot to me. I love getting together with family and holidays, going out for lunch with friends and just catching up on times missed.
Recently I had the chance to meet a grandmother I never knew I had, aunts, and cousins...it was awesome. I got to also see my biological fathers grave, whom I never knew about and never had the chance to met. His mother is a wonderful person, sweet as a person can get, and so is the rest of the family. I have an awesome cousin that I have a million things in common with, its crazy!
I have been saved/rededicated for about 5 years now. Jesus has done so much for me and my family, more then I could ever say on here. If you want to know what I have been through, what the Lord has brought me out of, and where I am at today ....just look in my blogs under "MY STORY" ....and you can read all about my life...well not all, lol.

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What Jessica Means


*J* is for Joyous

*E* is for Enjoyable & Enthusiastic

*S* is for Silly & Spunky

*S* is for Savvy & Sarcastic

*I* is for Intense & Insane

*C* is for Comical & Christian

*A* is for Alluring & Adaptable

I have a savior that saved me from a life full of misery. A life of drugs, which yes, seemed fun and great at the time...but only led me down a rocky road that would have only ended badly....but he saved me from all of that...and gave me so much peace and joy and love in my heart, unlike ever before!!!
I have an awesome husband that loves God and loves people. He is starting school in August! I have an awesome best friend, we have had our moments in the past, but we are the best of friends...and always will be.
I am interested learning more about the bible, more about God. I love church and worshiping the lord. Worship means everything to me ...to be able to express my love for the Lord in that way ......and with freedom means everything to me.
I write poetry.I like meeting other poets and sharing work. I have my poetry on myspace as my first friend. Also in my blogs I have poetry of mine, it will say if I wrote it or not.

If you like my porn banner....click this little banner below, this girl rocks! She made my banner, and fast, and perfect!

I love music,I am so big on the lyrics and that is how I get into it....I love Christian Rock music, hard rock. I love concerts. I Went to an awesome concert on Nov 12th of 06...the bands were : PILLAR, DAY OF FIRE, THE SHOW DOWN, and DECYFER DOWN ... It was great. Can't wait to see DOF again. I really didn't care for The showdown at all, and we missed Decyfer Down....which sucked, but oh well...I love pillar and DAY OF FIRE. One day I want to see Disciple, which is such an awesome on Fire for God hard rock Band.
Watching my kids learn new things, that is so awesome to me. My husband and I seem to always learn a little something new about our likes or dislikes or just something in our past...it is great being so close.I just don't know where I would be today with out my husband and is everlasting love and forgiveness for me. He is the best thing that has ever happened to.

I love to take pictures.I have always liked pictures and taking them. But over this past year I have just fallin' in love with picture taking. I have the snow and the cold weather...but I am looking forward to all the picture taking. I love dressing my kids up and taking pictures...and sharing them with everyone. I always have my camera with me and I love photo editing. I hope to one day have a job or my own business taking pictures...I know I am good at it and so does everyone around me. Not sure what I would do with out my camera.

I'd like to meet:



I would like to meet ....
*Everyone*

David , my biological father, in heaven one day, looking forward to that very much now, words can not describe.

People that are on fire for God
People that need more of God
The ones that don't know God, but want to know more
The addicted, to show them God can heal them
The alcoholic, so I can tell them how Jesus took that away from my husband, and my cravings...that Jesus can be their drink
Other couples that love God, love to have fun, joke around, not serious all the time, but know when to be
The hurt
The abused
The forgotten
The neglected
More family
My future
My calling-- Where ever God wants us and who ever God wants us to meet
I want to be in the church, in the city, on the exact street, that God wants us to be

I like meeting people. I meet new people all the time, but not as often as I would like to.I love running into old friends and telling them how great my life is now. I would love to run into some distant family on here and friends.

Oh, and my future cat...my husband doesn't want one, but I know God is going to change his heart...and I know God has one out there for me...cause he gives us the things of our hearts...haha!

ONLY His freedom rests in this place.

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Music:

I had so much stuff typed up on here, but some how it ALLLL got deleted, so I am just naming a few for now!

Top Favorite Rock Bands

disciple
skillet
pillar
day of fire
38th parallel
Jonah33
Plumb

Other Rock Bands I like

plumb
delirious
jonah33
todd agnew
thousand foot krutch
seventh day slumber
fireflight
decyfer down
jonah33
todd agnew

Worship Bands/ Contemporary

jason upton
charlie Hall
jeff deyo
David Crowder Band
jeremy camp
chris tomlin
martha munizzi
T.D. Jakes
ayiesha woods

Rap/ Gospel

Big Beau
Steve Nelson
kirk franklin
kj-52
toby mac
T Bone
pettidee

Movies:

I had tons of Movies here, but of course...it all got deleted too...so just stay tuned!

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Television:



Girls behaving Badly (not as bad as it sounds, lol)
7th Heaven
BIG BROTHER *FAVORITE*
Law and order: SVU
CSI: Miami
Veronica Mars
The office *2nd favorite*
Gilmore Girls
Fear factor (my son loves it too)
Judge Judy

And I am sure I have many more.
I have a Tivo so that is the ONLY way I get to watch anything at all.

Books:


The Bible
Voice of the Martyrs
Books by Beth Moore
Jesus Freaks all of them (awesome! awesome!)
Poetry
She said Yes (great good)

Heroes:

Jesus!
Jesus, has done so much for me...is my one true hero! He saved me from a life without my kids, a life of misery, a life without my husband, and so much more!!

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My Blog

Flyleaf LYRICS AWESOME

I seen a video the other night on ( directv channel) 338, which is Gospel Music Television! The Band was Flyleaf the song was ALL AROUND ME, This song was so awesome. I'm getting the cd, but first dec...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 09:02:00 PST

Will you be here tomorrow? Last chance? Do you really care?

Church was awesome this morning. My husband  and I are taking these evangelism classes, not  because we want to...But because we were completely lead to attend them, which makes them even mo...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 02:52:00 PST

Tonight--Awesome--Psalm 139

Here it is 2 am. I am wide awake.High on joy, seriously.I had a wonderful night.I had a chance tonight to go to a church that I have not been to in a long while.Man, it was great to be back there. I c...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:15:00 PST

This Place- song- by meee

Okay, first off...I do not write songs...this doesn’t really have a beat yet...but is rockish! I wrote this about 2 O’clock today, it came out of the blue, kinda.Comment all you want....do...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:41:00 PST

Resoration

Boy, I have had a bad morning, well, bad two days, but it got worse this morning!Our car was breaking down, we had to pull over and let it cool down, we were suppose to be greeters this morning at chu...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

Lyrics - Always On His Mind

ALWAYS ON HIS MIND (David Brymer, Brandon Hampton, Misty Edwards) Lord, I will seek You On my bed, think upon You In the day, I'll dream of You . . . You're always on my mind With my whole heart, I'...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:44:00 PST

The teacher - New Poem

I would like to make this clear, that this is not about my own life, like most of my poems. I was reading poetry early and met this wonderful girl. She went through sexual harassment in high school, h...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 04:15:00 PST

New Poem - Stay

Once again, God has inspired me to write and its in the weeee hours of the morning! He always does this to me. I was listening to some worship music and some rock with some great lyrics and all of it ...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 01:24:00 PST

Perfect timing! Waiting on the Lord!

*Have you ever wondered why you are going through what you are? *Have you ever wondered why your not getting that job, that house, that car?*Or maybe you have wondered why your not getting pregnant or...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:26:00 PST

Lyrics Damaged By Plumb

i love this song, its beautiful! sad that a lot of people really do go through this, and truely believe they are damaged, if they only new that there is someone that created them and does not think th...
Posted by SlAvE 4 ChRIsT on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:36:00 PST