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Don't leave yet
it's still early
and I haven't even said a word
and I'm hoping that I might upset you
by saying what I want to
'cause it's not like you don't know
I've fallen for you
but it's in my head
and that's where you can't see it
and I thought that maybe
if I had to bite the tips of my fingers
I could stumble over words
and tell you just how far
before I hit the ground
and I'm the type
to think of all the wrong things to say
and I will shut myself up
and I'll never come out
I'll close all my doors
and only show you the black spots where my eyes once were
I can say this-
I can collect myself deep down
and then come out punching
and I'll scream out loud