About Me

ANITABUG
is my nickname! ♥
i hug trees, i love passionately, and i care about the little things in life. what can i say? i know who i am. I am a Herbivore*. i hope i can handle the seasons of my life, and that if theres someone out there, they better be good. i know i will survive, because im as free as a bird . thats all i know about ME! if you wanna get to know me more, dont be afraid, fear is in the hands if the insecure heart. also. i wouldnt consider myself human, because i do not think i captivate all the natures of "human beings" in our society today, most of them are warlike and evil.i am a creature of animal though. i feel im more ladybug. and i hate taking things for granted. like having a lot of clothes and stuff. bc some people dont have any, i wish i were in the 20s... during the depression, a femenist striving for power.... sewing my own clothes to wear. and only having a few. a lady, a real lady, in a time when ladies werent exposed to cursing, lust, or drugs and alcohol. i wish i were a real lady like people were back in the old days...expositions really evolve women into pish-posh people. "no matter if our dreams are big or small, we are happy knowing we can reach them! i make small ones everyday, part of taking life day by day. you know? if i dream to big, i think i might not reach it. like it might be too far away."
the owls shine their wisdom through me i think. sometimes they say im a healer.. ""everything is a trip in its own light. time is measured gracefully!""
"our empathise
is judged by many, but although we are just one being, we all capture essence in life..as we breathe...my nature and significant individual feature cannot righteously be determined by any one soul"
"better to worry about nonsense..with happiness, than to mind about reality which makes us all sad"
this is exactly how i feel after writing all my pieces: "damn, it takes long to get this shit out, but once it is, i can honestly say, the past is healed, and tomorrow is unwounded"

quotes:

"love the fun times in life, right? thats what lifes about. smiles and laughs.. but its easier to remember all the tears and anger for some reason. If we all could remember the nice moments, this world might be a happier place"
"i think what makes a person strong. is when they can recognize their faults, and change them. i dont mean their physical insecurities! but anything intentional or negative that they express that affects the world, is always a strength to be able to say, i have this problem. and change their hearts! to being more soft and cozy! because, i love cozy people!!"

My Interests

kayaking,skateboarding, spooning, tattos, sewing,camping,alcohol awareness,YOGA,collecting coins.nature. OWLS! writing, shopping, hugging trees,blogging, dancing in the rain,charity work. advocation. awarenesses, and just life.
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pride.peace.bug~
"people use labels. i choose not to label myself. i mean, im just me, so the only label for me is anitabug. because thats who I AM!"
"If see is to understand, then see me, i am who i am"-unknown
My motive for raising awareness to alcohol abuse is not to bash the partiers, or disrespect those who take indulgence into acohol, but rather to empathize the suffering that families and kids go through, as they live under the roof of an alcoholic. Alcoholism is something serious, that affects kids all around the nation. It hurts and doesnt feel good. When i even think about if i want to drink again, i remember that it is NO different than supporting the effects an alcoholic brings on their children and the people around them. another thing i have to add, and dont take this personally: "in this generation, the party people of today are only creating an open door for the future alcoholics of tomorrow"
so, if you can relate to this, and wish to, raise awareness to alcohol abuse. You know what it is doing to our world.

I'd like to meet:

this girl pretty much ROCKS MY MYSPACE WORLD!

"i just walk in life with that natural reaction to the people i meet.and peaceful difference, is always a gift."
we could mend this world with our own two hands

Music:

queen of coins
Traditionally, representing the energy of a Queen, this feminine guardian is endowed with enormous good sense and problem solving energy, but she is not particularly entrepreneurial. She loves to advise, encourage, and empower those she gets involved with, studying their problems with them and setting them up to solve them. Traditionally, she was pictured as the Sibyl or Oracle, perhaps a Tarot reader, who made herself available to people in need, no matter what their social class or situation. In modern times, she will be found educating, healing, managing disaster aid programs or a charitable drive of some sort.In every case, she does not see the benefits that exist in her life as belonging solely to her. She feels the needs of her people and will spend freely of her time, energy, skills, money to see that nobody is left out. For this, and because she likes to work in an atmosphere of beauty, enjoyment and abundance, she is sometimes accused of being extravagant. But she works hard, and she sees no reason to deny herself the rewards of a job well done. Everyone who comes in contact with her feels enriched by her enjoyment in living.life should make people happy. so you should always smile... not to mention the shit that makes us frown! gotta try to keep ur cheeks up!!

Movies:

RENT: my worst addiction.; white oleander. breakfast club, the little mermaid, sword and stone, the changeling, anything scarey.... rocky horror, dont tell mom the babysitters dead, some like it hot, benny & joon, --im sure theres more. these are just my most favored...

Television:

the L word. antm.... need say more?

Books:

uglies pretties specials wives of bath-tee corinne i was a teenage faerie"and she always made little jokes about how hopeless she was when anybody gave her compliments. and if anyone critisized her, shed only smile in her nice, kind way and agree with what they said in a joking manner." wives bath
http://urbis.com/ladybug9

Heroes:

tee corrine,melissa etheridge,amy ray,emily saliers, alanis morsette, women in general who've struggled for their freedom and rights since history's past. any woman in the past generations who have survived through the women's suffrage movement; everyone now fighting for their equal rights.

heroes

heroes are everyone. my heroes, are anyone who has made me cry, because you helped me to be a happier person. everyone who i has ever been mean to me, because you have helped me become a nicer person. anyone who has ever called be a bitch, because you helped me realize, just how shallow i am. whoever has ever made me laugh, because it added life to my spirit. anyone who has ever made me upset, because now ive experienced dissatisfication. anyone who has ever made me feel shy, because now i am flamboyant. anyone who has ever controlled me, because now i can control myself. whoever that made me smile, because now i know how to make others smile too. anyone who has ever helped me, has taught me how to lend a helping hand. to anyone who has used me, i have a giving heart. and, anyone who has ever let me cry on their shoulder, because now i want to be everyones rock. anyone who has ever been a friend, that makes me friendlier to other people. to the enemies, and haters, for showing me that they do care, now, i care about everyone. anyone who has complimented me, so now, i see what to be fortunate for in life. a hero. is someone who has had an impact on my life, good or bad, that has molded my spirit and soul to what it is today. without all yall, i wouldnt be who i am now.

My Blog

go love, save a life.

so i was watching the news tonight, right now actually. homicide, unsolved homicide. racist homicide. boy gets run over by a delivery truck. people found dead in their cars. people robbing beauty salo...
Posted by ladybug on Fri, 09 May 2008 08:26:00 PST

bitter winds and shy suns

the weather may impede the nature dearing ladies,but our pride is kept well and alive.the ill may never see the sun shine as they wallowin self pity of not having enough materialistic artifacts,but mi...
Posted by ladybug on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 12:16:00 PST

unbearably questionable brain.

ever actually missed having your hand held?robotic work school. work again tomorrow.time feels like an empty box of oreosopened only minutes before.connect with the waves of voice in ear.did i get tha...
Posted by ladybug on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 12:13:00 PST

demonic genies

theres a genie in the bottle. calling you to her glitz and glamour. so drink your beautiful beers, and shoot the sexy vodkas a genie may grant a high inside, but always bring a demon to your once bea...
Posted by ladybug on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 12:05:00 PST

a hole in your path

addicted to this place for years,you were taken over by the element.the drug is your only hunger, for death.reaching sobriety is to get out of it,and your withdraws are the strugglesyou feel while get...
Posted by ladybug on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

the american Dream: dispirited

the u s of a, a utopia well known to man,people come here for freedom of choice,life, and love til death do you part.with barriers of discrimination and hatewhere is the love, when all we do is fight?...
Posted by ladybug on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 07:07:00 PST

stolen wishbone, spirit forgotten

behead me and kill me now!rip my skin out because im dead.cook me dry and feast my body,because you think my soul is gone.you thought i was just a meat,something to take your famish away.trash my...
Posted by ladybug on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 02:29:00 PST

essay1: vegetarianism, rather herbivore...

"I Beg To Argue, Vegetarianism Is The Way To Go!" I cut red meat out of my diet a year ago, feeling the inspiration that less fat in ...
Posted by ladybug on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 02:10:00 PST

let our spirits fly together

lets swing in the park, because thats how we like it.we could fall in love like there's no one else in the worldand even if it doesn't work out, i'll know i still love you forever.it doesn't matter ab...
Posted by ladybug on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 07:21:00 PST

eating cantaloupe

when i was a little girl, my dadalways made cantaloupe for me.i remember watching him peel andcarve it over the trash bin,i thought he was so strongbecause he could hold it in one hand,and prepare it ...
Posted by ladybug on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 11:42:00 PST