celery, carrots, apples |
id like these words to accumulate to a point of density, i want them to act as a memory-saving device, i'd like to squeeze all of my head into a rectangle and have it make sense. but honestly, i...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 16:27:00 GMT |
oh |
I was just kidding everybody.
about everything but the leather chair. i cut my head out and poured my brains into a basket. I Might move in with three very strange retired Gay men in ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 17:24:00 GMT |
birthday |
its not that i want himits that i dont know what else could fill the cavity in my chestforgive my melodramasick heart palpitation graph.okay okay okay i get it now. i get it, i get why people ru...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 20:50:00 GMT |
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there it is. i have no fucking idea what to do with myself. Im just glad that i have one friend here whose house i can go to, so i don't totally annihilate myself in my horrid lonely apart...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 22:31:00 GMT |
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im probably not safe if i leave this coffee shop. as long as i pretend that i am a solid, i somehow APPEAR and can comport myself as a solid. It's a funny trick. there are all sorts ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 11:51:00 GMT |
same old same old |
boy is confusing. i have nothing to talk about.
Posted by on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 14:59:00 GMT |
. |
slept alone last night- went to bed at half-past-one and woke up six hours later. arguments in my head rattled around this morning. i showered and drank tea, and prepared for my day. ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 07:21:00 GMT |
zp |
how do i color code this shit so that some people can't understand what I'm talking about, or so that the words can be read on an abstract level? gets confusing. i might as well be a fake-...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 19:43:00 GMT |
geshe ben story |
Pema Chodron on a monk named Geshe Ben:
"Reproaching the ego was one of his main practices. He specialized in catching himself getting hooked. One day some patrons invite...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 05:40:00 GMT |
interim |
i'm typing in the balcony level of a greek cafe in houston. i've been typing and mousing and napping for the last three hours here, after ingesting a protein shake and a bottle of fizzy water.&n...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 15:47:00 GMT |
