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Misfortunate freak

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About Me

My name is Kacie Martin and i'm 17 years old i play the bass guitar and i love to write poetry and short stories. Ihave abig family and lets leave it at that...I am also in a band called strange stage with my guitarist/ vocalist Kristin Kelly, which by the way is my sister. We are currently looking for a drummer so if you are interested just send me of her a message. We have a site up but it is underconstruction so you won't see any pictures or music up only a short poem of who we really are...but we will have it done in the next month.
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What's your eyes color and what would you prefer? My eyes were blue until i was 8 now they're brown, i perfer blue or hazel eyes
Natural hair color? A weird silver brown color
Do you like to write, and if so what style? Writing is my passion, i love to write poetry, and i like to write stories
Do you like to draw, if so which style? I love to draw as well, it's an escape from reality, i love all types but i would have to go with realistic
Do you want to get married? We'll see what happens, but i don't know
Do you want to have kids, if so how many? I'm not too sure about kids yet, but if i did have 'em, i would only have one
If you had a kid would it be a boy or girl by prefrence? A boy i guess.....i wouldn't want to deal with another me lol
Do you plan to go to college? If i graduate i will, but it's a close call right now
Ever been in love? God don't remind me
Do you smoke? Most people have at least once in their life, not saying everyone, but most of 'em
Do you drink? I do on occasion but here recently i don't really like to...i have a weak stomache
Are you one of those poeple who plan everything out? Well...i guess i kinda just live in the moment, only bad thing though....i still dwell on the past
Where do you see your life going? Honestly, i'm too afraid that it WILL go no where that i don't really ever think about...or i try not to
Are you still in school? unfortanuatly
Any attraction's? Not at the moment no.....it's weird though....there's always been at least one person i obsess about
TV's or books? depends on the mood i'm in
Are you or have you ever been suicidal? yes, i'm sure that's great shocking news to everybody
What does love mean to you? pain, regret.....lies
How do you deal with pain? ...i don't....
Do you prefer morning or night? night
Where do you stand with your family? in between hate, confusion, and admiring love
Do you plan to move, if so where and why? yes, anywhere just to get away
Football or Baseball? neither they both suck
Do you find yourself attractive? that's an odd question.....and ya know what?....some thing are just better left unsaid
Nightie or pj's? whatever that's laying around that looks warm and comphy
what's your ideal date? going on a hike late at night on a fall day through woods, or a cemetary or star's cave....anywhere where there are trees and you can see the moon and it's peaceful
What do you want in a relationship? understanding
What's your bed time? when i pass out...
Any tatoo's? soon, very soon
Any peircing's? i used to have my ears peirced but they got infected, then i had my eyebrow peirced, but it busted open....did it myself
Do you hunt? only the purple titty floppin knomes that hide out in my room
Are you considered awesome or weird? neither....i'm awesomely weird!
Do you wear make up? only on the days i am havin an okay day and it sounds fun
Did you or will you go to your high school prom? no......just, no......
Are you most likely to get angry or depressed? isn't it obvious, depressed like always
A snm fan? more than you know
Any fetishes? doesn't everyone?
Own any animals? my kitty cat tiggs
What kind of computer do you own if any? a piece of crap
Do you own your own car? yeah name brand too.....they're called legs
have you ever stolen? In the past yes
Have you ever done any illegal drug? everyone has their own dirty little secrets
What flower are you? a wilted red rose
If you could be any animal what would you be and why? i would be a wolf, because a wolf is in a pack until he becomes a loner....and once your a loner the pack turns it back on you....and we have much in common
What's it like for you looking in the mirror? like eating a bowl of glass shards of disappointment
While walking down a hall way what thoughts race through your mind? oh please god stop looking at me stop lokking stop looking, i'm so fucking fat, etc
Clown or mime? mimes don't scream...
What would you do with a million dollars? ....burn it
If you could be anyone in the world who would you be? i would be no one....staring out at everyone
Any nick names? if fatass is considered a nick name then yea
Hot tub or swimming pool? i'd take the pool myself
What would you consider as your worst feature? my fatass stomache and thighs and arms oh god it could go on forever...
What would you consider your best feature? there is none...
How long did your longest relationship last? hahaha 3 months or less
Do you perfer to watch the sun rise or set, and why? sun set....when the light of hope day dreams and happiness does away and melts in between the solid black trees and the reality of the world is more than just naked
Shy, stubborn, crude, scared; what kind of person are you? at time i am out going.....and other times....you don't wanna know
If you had to kill someone, would you be able to do it and how would you do it? If i absolutely had too and i wouldn't go to jail i would.....and i would slowly torture them to death....hahahaha i'm crazy
What's your favorite season? Fall
What's you favorite place to think and clear your mind? Aspen grove cemetary
When you hear the word war; what first pops into your head? sacrifice...
If you could try and change the world in the way we treat eachother with just one word, what would that word be? forgiveness
Do you believe in an afterlife? yes....as we all live in our own times in our mind....we die and go to hell....which is living out the worst moments in your life...and heaven....is reliving out the best moments of your life....that's what i used to think....now i don't know
If your whole life was summed up in one describing word, what would it be like? painful
When you wake up in the morning what's the first thing you think of most days? Why?......that's the only thing i think of.....why?
What is the one thing out of life? Isn't that what we're all in therapy for?
You're in a panicy situation, what do you do? cry....simple as that
When you think of sleep; what comes to mind? wasted time...
How would you want to die? doesn't matter
What is quality time for you? sitting in my room reading old poems
Double jointed? never really cared to find out...
Are you physically or emotionally insecure? both but, shh that's our little secret
What does pride mean to you? weakness
Where would you go for a fun night out? cruzin round town and on duh high way
What group were you or are you considered in where you were or are at school? i'm the one that fits litterally in no where.....and so : The Misfortunate Freak....is born
What is the atmosphere like in your home? tense
What inerests you more astrology or biology? That's a really tough choice....but i guess it'd have to be biology
How do you measure time? too slow to live, too fast to waste...
What's your religion and what does it mean to you? no religion....there is a god...jesus and a mother goddess.....that's it oh and a punisher...no devil
What type of clothing do you wear? i like to wear a lot of cremey colors and i wear a lot of white and black...and brown and tan and blue, etc...
Have you ever dyed your hair, if so what color(s)? yes, blonde, one time it came out orange, pink, brown, burgandy, my next hair color shall be metalic blue
When were the happiest moments of your life? the memories that don't exist in my present mind....i was very young...and then this past summer...
When were the depressing moments in your life? oh god where do i start...well lets just say it was just about 10 years ago when it started...and been that was since
When you know someone is about to call you a cruel, mean name how do you deal with the situation? i say a really cruel mean name about myself before they do, and that way...it doesn't hurt as much...it's less embarrising even after they have the nerve to tell you not to be so mean to yourself...bulshit!
Are you eaisily angered? no.....i don't get mad too easy...it takes a lot...it's the depression that gets to me
What does it mean to exist to you? To live a life in which you have made yourself something to you...and in that sense you had a worthy life....but if you are nothing to no one and are too scared to be you...and do the things you want to do....and die before you ever made anything of yourself...there was no point in even existing at all
If you could go back in time and change anything, what would you change? i would have made sure i wouldnt wake up...
On a typical Friday night you tell your friends your going to go out and party; what do you end up doing? going home go upstairs to my room and cry because i'm a loser and no one wants to be around me because i'm a depressing person
When is enough enough for you? when the hurt you feel on the inside bleeds it way through the outside...and all you have left is this numbing sensation
So i'll ask you one last time and in a philisophical reply tell me, What is love to you? true love for real?........for me....it's all about feeling more alive, than you have ever felt in your whole existance
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My Interests

what i like in my free time(watch/listen/create,etc):Movies, music, poetry, massage, friends, playing at open mic, learning the guitar and new techniques, reading, hanging out with friends and family, writing, dreaming, walking, dyeing my hair, going places, going to concerts, listening to music in my room, watching my nieces and nefew, i like alot of things....i love to cook and shit and take showers....yay :D A href="http://www.officialmyspacebackgrounds.com/"

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You Are Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you. What Color Green Are You?

I'd like to meet:

Everyone and every story

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You Communicate With Your Eyes
When you say, "I'll believe it when I see it" - you really mean it.
For you, what you see is a lot more important than what you hear.
You don't take someone's words at face value. You judge people by their facial expressions, body language, and appearance.
You tend to be quiet, but when you talk, you tend to make eye contact and describe things in colorful detail. How Do You Communicate?

Music:

No Doubt, Sublime, Metallica, Rob Zombie, Heart, Stevie Nicks, Cyndi Lauper, Bob Marley, Maxi Priest, Styx, Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin, The Beatles, green day, paul simon, the police, the cranberries, ace of base, sheryl crow, tom petty, stevie nix(haha can't spell), lords of acid, adam sandler, tenacious d, ween, the gorillias,Alanis morissette, some marylin manson, some linkin park, some nickleback, some rap r&b, basically a little of everything....mainly into the 80's and early 90's....etc

Movies:

Gypsie 83, Moulin Rouge, Charlie and the Chocolate factory "You're weird.. heheheheheh", Titanic, The Wall, Secretary, Dumb and Dumber, Pirates of the Carribean, Drop Dead Fred, Half Baked, Orgasmo, Labrynth, Legend, Princess Bride, Gia, girl interrupted, duets, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the 13th warrior, love potion no.9, saw 1,2,3, Anarchistquills, the lord of the rings saddly yes, the pick of destiney,The Stand, night of the roxburry.. etc OfficialMyspaceBackgrounds.com

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My Result Was: Your movie personality is - a mix of action, romance and comedy.
You Are The Sun
You represent the best of life - vitality, success, and and truth.
You tend to have a strong, centered, balanced personality.
Inspiration and discovery are your fortes. You are very mentally strong.
A talented mind, you tend to excel at math, philosophy, and music.
Your fortune:
As well as you have done in the past, the future is going to be filled with more success.
A new creative project is coming your way. Feed it, and it will grow into something huge.
Great riches, recognition, prosperity, or happiness is coming your way.
And it's possible that a fantastic vacation, or a new baby, is coming sooner than you think. What Tarot Card Are You?

Television:

To tell you the truth......i don't really watch tv.....i'd rather be reading or writing or singing or listening to music or drawing....no offence to people who watch tv...honetly......but i just think to me....tv is a waste of time......except for one show and one show only....Ghost hunters.....yeah....ghost hunters....

Books:

Steven King books, Cronicles of Narnia, Where the Red Fern Grows, The Secret Garden, Sylvia Browne books, Palmistry books, kama sutra books, books of the dead, speak, flowers in the attic, the color purple, unexplained, mystery, joke books, instuction books(boring i know but they work), mostly fiction, if non-fiction mostly on murderers....and so on....

Heroes:

those who are worth whilehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgfcCQLjLmA

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My Blog

Inside my painting

HUMAN LOVE     i hold you in my handsbleedingnonethelessyou stare beyong the pictureyou bore right intothe chestthe blades cut throughyour riverof lonelybleeding tearsyour crystal shards of ...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 01:15:00 PST

this is for you

IN LOVING MEMORY   Lay there,Still...Rest your eyes.Keep it in.Don’t breathe.Lay there,In artifical sleep...Laced layed fingers;Glue on your face.She is you,You are her...So still.Far away...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 01:13:00 PST

just fucking read it for once

SITTING WITH MEthis nothingness about me this empty hole in my throat like a dusty old worn path seems to be a never ending road i am sore tired and sick working for poor only to be told tell me i'm n...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 07:58:00 PST

A bitter-sweet me

..> strobe light minda memory rewindcrumbled stem of a rosebleeding handspile this on top of mecrush the soul that can't be freedbreakawaythis miserymaggots eat the eyesa heart betrayalfeel liesca...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 06:12:00 PST

the sadness

i'm sad....and it hurts..... it always does.....who's gunna hug me and tell me everything is going to be alright..no one no.......one
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 05:04:00 PST

Just another point less made

This is another poem....another point less made   HOPEFUL WISHING     Through these brown eyesI've seen so many thingsIs it through these closed eyesThat i can remember dreamsOr am i ju...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 07:00:00 PST

this is my ending

so i quit...dropped out...and now i'm trying to get a GED but to everyone....that just makes me even more of a piece of shit...all i want to to be sucessful as a message therapist....nothing else...i ...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 06:57:00 PST

my newest poem (sweet innocence)

glimmer twinkle sparkle a child full of hunger "she's beautiful, so cute,how old is she?" love me love me hug me hold me grasp my hand go outside and twirl me don't blink sweet baby don't close those ...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 04:23:00 PST

Why does god hate me?

why is everything so hard? why won't god just let me live life a little...why won't anyone give a shit....i'm sure there are people out there who do..but if i fuck up just a little...and trust me it h...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:19:00 PST

my death

it's only a matter of time... (i tell myself) this confusion of life is tearing me apart...i can't wait until this pain ends... if i died...and if i went to hell...i'm ready.... if only things were, j...
Posted by Misfortunate freak on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 04:13:00 PST