I make the rockin' world go round
I'm growing up and realizing alot of things lately. When you’re in the dark, you see the dark. It doesn’t matter how much positivity is around you, you’ll still see the dark side of it all. I discovered that when you’re finally content with things and when you finally realize how good life really is, you start seeing the lighter side of things. I’ve seen both ends and I’d much rather be in the light, which is where I finally am. I learned how to be happy with everything. Happy with myself, school, my friends, my family. I learned how much the little things in life really matter. I learned about true love, especially. Not just between two people in a relationship, but between you and the world itself.
To start things off, my name is Jerika, but people call me Piper or Botox and I am my own person. I am who I am and I can't change that, if you don't like who I am then thats your problem. I'm not a bad person, sometimes I do bad things, but my heart is in the right place. I don't believe in the answer no, organized religion, or karma. I have my beliefs and morals, you have yours. Its as simple as that, don't preach to me because I don't need to be taught how to run my own life. I have a passion for others and putting a little more color into this world. For the most part I consider myself a very sociable person, and I give everyone at least one chance. Don't let my kind demeanor fool you, I'm extremely independent and I don't accept help from others easily. My tendencies can rear their ugly head every once, or twice in a long while. Learn to get past it, because I'm not changing anytime soon. About my behavior as a person, I am obsessive compulsive and its blatantly obvious. My life consists of lists, punctuality, organization, cleanliness, and other odd habitual habits. As you could have guessed, my number one past time and passion is my dancing. I plan on taking that somewhere, I still have a long way to go, but at least I have goals.
Though I've changed in time, softened, symbolized, and taken apart, On a daily basis I find myself expanding not only my mind, but my heart. I'm interested in the idea of being 'yours',I know I'm worth something, and I don't need someone to prove it. I've never been the type to look before I leap. I'm obsessed with human interaction, photography, art, and movement. I'm tired of waiting for things that never come. I write more than what I speak, and love alone time. I'm always in a state of constant change, thats what keeps life exiting. Everyday you see me will be the best day of my life. Options are endless at this point, and I will no longer deny anyones help. I'm becoming more positive and I can feel myself starting to get a grasp on things that once felt impossible to hold. Life for once, is good.
Tub soakin, fresh flowers, insomnia, random situations, naked juice, scenery, and my lack of vulnerability seem to rule my life. I really don't care if you like me at this point, I'm just trying to relax, in good company. My mind is constantly two steps ahead of me or two steps behind. Depending on your definition I'd say I'm a pretty decent person over all. I rarely pay attention due to my child like inability to focus, but somehow my mind is always taking notes, and mental images. I keep wondering why everyone seems so brain dead, but it's not easy to convince myself I'm one of the few left. I'm too stubborn for my own good, and my quick lip is constantly getting me in trouble. I'm forever in need of a constant companion whether its a friend, or lover. I drink vitamin water like its going out of style.Work at starbucks, and Is now a dance teacher yeaa!!!If you can't enjoy simple pleasures, jam out with me, and be down to do anything, then don't holler. Small acts of kindness really get to me, and make me smile. Oh yeah, instant way into my heart is to call me babygirl, I love it. Most importantly, if I can't love on you and cuddle, I honestly don't see why you'd want to be my friend. I'm a lady and I demand to be treated like one. I've got a knack for bringing out your adventurous side, pushing your buttons, and digging beneath your shell. I'm a free spirit, with an open mind, heart, and arms. I am a presentable young woman, you can always take me home to mom. I'm messy, clumsy, and far too gullible. I wish I could be less ticklish and frustrated by random things, and I wish I could be more understanding. It doesn't take much to amuse me and I'm not hard to please. Accents get me going, and some big ol kissable lips. I'd never replace any of my mistakes, I'm curious, and hungry for knowledge. I'd tell my life story to a stranger as long as they were willing to listen, but for some reason I assume everyones always willing to listen. I enjoy the simple things in life; take me on a drive to no where for hours, and I promise I'll keep you singing. I have a lot of phrases that I over use, and I know a lot about a lot of things and people come to me about weird shit. I like living, its pretty cool for the most part. We should get along well, try to get into my head, lets be friends.
