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vanessa ! marie

full moons bring the most amazing gifts.

About Me


nothing is ever perfect,
but the angles in which we choose to see things ..
can make something quite brilliant in another light.
..
watch me dance
&
i'll tell you a story.
listen to me sing
&
i'll pull your heart from behind that wall.
read my writings
i'll make your soul want to fly higher.
..
i'm the dreamiest of all dreamers. everything in my life is "dream-like." from my amazing family that stands by me thru the darkest of hours, down to the crazy and near death experiences that i've had to live thru. I was born with the gift to express, to drop wisdom that some can't seem to put into words.
the best way to describe myself, is to tell you that i'm a real-life alice in wonderland. curiosity drives my car on the highway of life and I always stop to smell the roses. I believe when you find pieces of yourself and you start putting them together .. it's like god paints your world with a huge yellow highlighter. people just take more notice of you, the world just starts to open its doors for you. you just start to see that the grass is really greener on your own side.

My Interests



my little prince.

I'd like to meet:



i'd love to meet -

artists | dancers | writers | singers | producers | magicians | lovers | believers

anyone else who has a soul that is willing to explore.

Music:



- funky house
- dreamy trance
- old school slow jams
- break-beats
- trip hop
- underground hip hop
- drum&bass
- disco
- freestyle/high energy
- original funK!

Movies:



- alice in wonderland
-the secret
- brown sugar
- the holiday
- wicker park
- coyote ugly
- finding nemo
- boys & girls
- crazy/beautiful
- a lot like love
- the notebook
- the lake house

Television:



can't live without her ♥

me & my twinsta!

Books:



Heroes:


[♥] my daddy [♥]

I have the most amazing father ..
words can't even come close to expressing
just how much I adore that man.

My Blog

the rebirth of a new birth.

the world has seen such greatness in your eyesfinally, they have come to grace mine.shifting are the tides that have washed in;clearing doubtto make room for youslipping into journeys that my mind too...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:04:00 PST

insidiously.

a million goodbyesand still you sit silentlyinside her mindheart waves flow thru the bloodlinegiving her body the only way to surviveaimlessly she walkswith an amazing sense of life.illuminating skies...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:24:00 PST

moving to LOS ANGELES -

as some of you already know .. I will be moving to southern california at the end of this month. it's finally time to stop procrastinating & really put the physical into my dreams. I have put off my p...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 12:08:00 PST

♥ moonlight delight ♥

my sweet circle of lightyou grace the nightskywith the sincerest form of lifeits in your brightest shinein which I seek the answersthat you so dedicatingly provideblessed are those that know to follow...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:40:00 PST

the neverending attack.

you ride me up, while I ride you downthe waves of intensity keep comingcrashing upon my tender heartexplosions that leave me lost in the darkwhen does the chaos ever settle?always just a guiding light...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 03:23:00 PST

freedom - is in the touch of our hands.

hypnotic and fresh.your love was such a high.quick and dream-like.ill take a lifetime pass for this ride.fear of going deep, because of the pain.the pain that selfish lovers brought upon our domain.If...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 07:19:00 PST

a wilted flower.

she got lost in the making of it all.would it have been all that she imagined?but who's to say that it wouldnt?in and out the flow -something harmonious she feltso swept away by the intensityfrozen in...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:25:00 PST

friendship; my savior.

friends.I have so many amazing ones.I may have the worst luck when it comes to love, but with friends as good as this ..sometimes I wonder why I even care about finding romance.I never thought i'd be ...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 12:54:00 PST

turning evil into good; my sacrifice in 2006.

when you believe in something, you put your all into it. there are no reservations, no hesitations ... because; that something is what you believe to be true.sometimes, our hearts crowd our vision and...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 03:39:00 PST

the truth that hurts.

there are truths in this life, that I guess we sometimes don't want to face. weaknesses that we know we have.qualities that need some assistance.broken records that keep playing the same damn verse.i'...
Posted by vanessa ! marie on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:44:00 PST