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Breeder of Chaos™

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About Me


You are just as weak as me- but not as STRONG.
Just as IMPERFECT! But twice as FLAWED!
[MENOCIDE- Otep]
[ithoughtyoumightwanttoknow]
My given name is Amanda.
I am the one and ONLY
motherfucking BabyCalvary™.
I am a poet and an artist .
[ Don't take everything I say so literal.
I simply have a very vivid imagination. ]
I'm not the monster under your bed, but you'd be smart to respect me, and to keep your distance. I am anything but you. I don't call myself anything, I don't pretend to be anything. I am diverse, open and I lie. I protect myself. I never mean to hurt you, I just do it, and I'm usually never sorry. I am honest and I am not afraid to admit my imperfection, and that I will never persue it. Judge me, and make a fool of yourself. No one is ever the same.
I'm a bitch. But only to the right people.
I eat dead animals. Deal with it. I am a constant thinker. I'm a hypocrite. I'll respect you until I find a reason not to. I have more acquaintances then friends, so don't call me your friend. I could care less if you like me or not, just stay the fuck out of my way.
I am bound by laws that were built to protect our ancient cowards.
I am someone who disagrees with at least one thing you feel strongly about, believes in at least one thing that you don't, and reveres at least one thing you decry.
I go into my own world a lot.
Sometimes I need to be awoken from it.
AIM= babycalvary
Yahoo!=baby_calvary
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Roll the DEAtH FEST!

My Interests


Interests:


Manipulation

Music

Lost Human Societies

Artificial Grounds

Animals

Cracking Liars

Anger and Abuse

The pratice and teachings
of Magick

Manic depression

Insomnia

Norse Mythology

Greek Mythology

Egyptian Mythology

Ancient Egyptian Medicine

Antiques

Art

Candles

Fetishes

Mental disorders

Fetish models

The Human Body

Medicine

Love

Poetry

Literature

Chemical reactions

Elements

The Spirit World

Ancient Mayan Society

Diverse Rituals

The Debate and Acceptions
of Sinning

The Supernatural

Beauty

Dreams

Fantasy

Science

Biology

Science Fiction

Sex

Social Anxiety Disorders

Schizophrenia

Philosophy

Story Telling

Creativity

Imagination



Likes:


Writing poetry

Gummi Bears

Sour Gummi Worms

Laughing

Faces

Funny Comics

Mexican Food

Italian Food

Teaching Lost Knowledge

Embracing the Moment

Cartoons

Computer Games

Old Horror Films

Black and White Movies

Nature

Painting

Photography

Pills

Reading

Video Games

Skeletons

Sketching

Skulls

The Nature of Spiders

Tattoos

The reality of Vampirism

Video games

Johnny the Homicidal Maniac

Discussing Death

Analysing Life

Cats

Demonology

Reading

The True Significance
of Crows

Hugs from my Mother

Well Thought Out Movies

Knowledge

Creating

History

Giving Advice

Helping People Who Matter

Band Shirts

Cold weather

Thunder Storms

Lightning Storms

Good Hygiene



Dislikes:


The Fragility of the
Human Body

This Body Holding Me

Liars

Panic! at the Disco

Marilyn Manson

Slipknot

Limp Bizkit

Most Rap

Judge Judy

Hitler

Stalin

Nazis

Communism

Depression

Animal Cruelty

When people refuse to learn

Intolerant people

People who fish around for compliments

Those Who are Close Minded

Emo Kids

Scence Kids

People who try to fit in

Porn

Meaningless Small Talk

Conceded and Stupid People

Chocolate

Drugs

Drug Dealers

Rapists

Child Molesters

Racists

Hypocrites

Homophobics

People Without Any:
Soul
Morality
Brains
Individuality
Depth
Honesty
Will Power

Overly Prideful Basturds

People who fake manic depression and people who thrive on sympathy. You know... the ones that always trying to find a reason to be depressed and are pissed when no one cares...

I hate white people who act like they are Black or Mexican.

When I am not noticed.

Barbie

Furby

Moving and Talking Toys

Jerks driving by blasting thier music. Even if it's music that I like. It's just rude and vain.

Jerks with loud ass muflers and plastic 'pimped-out-rides.'

Anime

Baptists

Scientology

Fake and/or ignorant Catholics

Fake and/or arrogant Catholics

Fake and/or ignorant Christians

Fake and/or arrogant Christians

Satanists

The Color Pink

Most of Today's Television

Loud Little Dogs

Flies

Shit Talkers

Constant Critics

Acne

Bad Hair Days

People yelling in my ear.

Ghetto Talk

Illiteracy

Intollerance

Arrogance

Those who argue with me although I'm truley right.

Pedophiles

The Inability to Learn

The Refusal to Evolve

Music that Sucks

Wasted Potential

I'd like to meet:

People that are ready to learn.

Music:



A's

Atrium Carceri
Apocalyptica
Arch Enemy
A Perfect Circle
Alien Ant Farm
Angel Corpse
At The Gates
Anal Blast
Anal Cunt
All That Remains
Alice in Chains
Adema
AC/DC
Ancient
Angel Dust
Anthrax
Amon Amarth
The Abyss
[some]Atreyu

B's

Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Bloodsimple
The Beatles
Behemoth
Black Label Society
Brutal Truth
Billy Idol
Bathory
Brand New Sin
Black Funeral
Bullet for my Valentine

C's

Cradle of Filth
Coal Chamber
The Cure
Children Of Bodom
Cerberus
Count Raven
Cannibal Corpse
Catastrophic
Cemetary
Creed
Coffin Texts
Crossbreed

D's

The Dead Birds
Deathstars
Darkthrone
Deftones
Dimmu Borgir
Dark Funeral
Dark Tranquility
Demons and Wizards
Dean Evans
Dream Evil
Darkest Hour
Damageplan
Deicide
Deeds Of Flesh
Decapitated
DevilDriver
Demonic
Deathwitch
Defleshed
Deadstar Assembly
Disturbed
Drowning Pool
Daysend
Desolate Ways
Dissection
Dehumanized
Desecrate
Demonic Christ
Devourment
Deceased
The Doors
Dragonforce

E's

Earshot
Emperor
Epsilon-Zero
Elvis Presley
Enthroned
Enslaved
Evanescence
Entombed
Engine
Entwine
Elfin Lied

F's

Filter
Flock of Seagulls
Fear Factory
Flyleaf
Faith No More
Firewind
From Ashes Rise
Fear Of God
Fates Warning
Fireball Ministry

G's

Grave
Godhead
God Dethroned
God Forbid
Gematria
Guns N' Roses

H's

Hypocrisy
The Haunted
Heart
Hate Eternal
HellHammer
Hate Eternal
Hanzel und Gretyl

I's

Iced Earth
Into Eternity
Icon of Coil
Immortal
Impaled Nazarene
Immolation
Iron Maiden
Impious
In This Moment
Immoralation

J's

Judas Priest
Jamison Boaz
Journey
Jag Panzer
Jacknife
Jack Off Jill

K's

Klaus Badelt
Korn
Kittie
Keratoma
[new]
Killswitch Engage

L's

Lacuna Coil
Lordi
Led Zeppelin
Linkin Park

M's

My Ruin
Metallica
Motograter
Meshuggah
Motorhead
Mastodon
Mercyful Fate
My Dying Bride
Mushroomhead
Moonspell
Murderdolls
Mudvayne
Misfits
Megadeth
Machine Head
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misogyny
Man and Machines
Manegarm

N's

Nightwish
Nevermore
Nile
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Nickelback
Nothingface

O's

Otep
Ozzy
Old Man's Child
Opeth
Obituary

P&Q's

Pantera
Pink Floyd
Pet
PJ Harvey
Placebo
Queensr..che
Queen

R's

Rush
Razed In Black
Rotting Christ
Rob Zombie
Rage Against the Machine

S's

Suffocation
Spineshank
Superjoint Ritual
Scar Culture
Satyricon
Stinkfist
Stone Temple Pilots
System of a Down
Smashing Pumpkins
Strapping Young Lad
Skinlab
Soilwork
Soulfly
Six Feet Under
Sanctity
Still Remains
Sevendust
Seether
Stemcell*
Streifte Geist
Slayer
Sugar Pill
Static-X
Scares of Tomorrow
Scorpions
Shattersphere
Sister Mary
Staind

T's

Tool
Type O Negative
Totalitar
Testament
Theory Of A Deadman
Time In Malta

U&V's

Unearth
Unleashed
Velvet Acid Christ
Vital Remains
Vader
Volitare

W&Z's

Wednesday 13
Within Temptation
Wicked Wisdom
White Zombie
Zonaria
+
various

Movies:


The Exorcism of Emily Rose
Dead Poet's Society
BeetleJuice
300
Stalag 17
Casanova
Batman
Batman Returns
Forrest Gump
Alien Vs. Predator
Predator 1&2
Finding Nemo
Lilo & Stitch
Hard Candy
Hannibal Rising
The Bourne Identity
The Bourne Supremacy
The Bourne Ultimatum
The Illusionist
Scarface
Aladdin
The Little Mermaid
The Incredibles
Ice Age
Ice Age: The Meltdown
Star Wars
Star Trek: Nemesis
The Matrix
The Matrix: Reloaded
American Beauty
Gladiator
Troy
Spiderman
X-Men
Transformers
Halloween
My Fair Lady
The Patriot
Pirates of the Caribbean
The Italian Job
The Hills Have Eyes
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
The Day After Tomorrow
Underworld
Resident Evil
Van Helsing
League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
Shaun of the Dead
The Crow
The Crow: City of Angels
The Crow: Salvation
Jeff Duhnam: Talking with Myself
Alien
Saw
Monsters Inc.
Robots
LiarLiar
Longest Yard
Big Daddy
Happy Gilmore
Air Force One
The Forgotten
I, Robot
The Lord of the Rings
Armageddon
The Chronicles of Riddick
Pitch Black
Bruce Almighty
Signs
Hildogo
Ever After
The Passion of the Christ


My Blog

Create to Devastate

They told me I could only create to permanently devastate. I have given into the fact that you are my enemy. I have given into the anger that I have been suppressing for too long. I have been away fr...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:22:00 PST

One hell of a year...

So& it's been a year. Damn. I almost don't know what to say& but that's why I use the word 'almost'. Because I do know what to say. But only a part& I'm happy. Let's start with that. I've never been ...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 05:24:00 PST

Just Fucking Die...

During this period of time and passing the ones who lay face flat,You walk beside me, holding my hand always wondering where I'm at.If only I actually wanted you here.  If only I wanted to see yo...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:06:00 PST

March to Slavery

I may magnify your imperfections for the amputations necessary.I could never show you mercy now.Believe. Deceive. Conceive the bastard-to-be.I may need to destroy you purity.Lay flat on your back to l...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 01:40:00 PST

Angry Messiah

I found myself cut apart, licking my wounds& savoring the blood. I remember I was eating God's eyes, raping his mother. Sometimes I hate how much it hurts to be alive. How much it hurts to remember& T...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 01:38:00 PST

Killing Kings

Paint your face for war, my children. Tonight will be the first time you taste blood.Collect the skins and stretch them over to make our drums.Gather the bones and lay them down to build the stairs to...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:52:00 PST

A Liars Word

The tears fall abundantly this evening.Internal wars ravage our lands and betray our trust.I could never forgive you now.Seeing your face again sickens me& and to see a face like yours is worse.Don't ...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:48:00 PST

Internal War

The red glowing eyes of my time reminder continue to scream at my inability to sleep. Laughing at the senses I carry, so much more sensitive than others. I feel everything. I can hear the Devil laughi...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:47:00 PST

The Answer

I figured out what the smart-man could not.Maybe he remembers the question that led to the answer.  Maybe he remembers the sound of my voice&My eyes scream his name in alliance and loyalty that o...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 04:46:00 PST

Artificial Thought

Artificial Thought   The imaginary lights hover over your eyes. You're too dumb to see the truth. Dig deeper then what you only believe. Deeper then what you could lose, Beyond all the peop...
Posted by Breeder of Chaos™ on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:24:00 PST