JeSsIcA [one day ill wake up and says its ok]

About Me

Im finally updating this thing..lol. I love to listen and help people. I've been through alot in my life and i love to listen and try to help people through theres. I model sometimes...I love to read Yes im a book worm I'm in to all sorts of books...im a girly girl with brains. Im not stupid at all. I catch the things most people dont. I love pigs and I love to decorate. I love to see the beauty and fun in things because every now and then everyone needs a lil break from the bad in the world.BUT that doesn't mean you run from it because the evil can be just as beautiful as the good. I always try to keep myself open to life and all the journeys it takes me on. Even if it gets a little hard.Ive done alot of moving this past year and i think im finally calming down and stinking around. I just had to work alot of personal issues out. Life is hard in so many ways i may be young but i sure as hell have been through some shit. Just keep your head up because tomorrow could bring a smile...

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Name: Jessica
Birthdate: August 26 1987
Birthplace: Georgia im a peach
Current Location: Um....all over the U.S.
Eye Color: Grey Blue
Hair Color: Dirty blonde my pics look like its brown but its not
Height: 5'5 5'6 one or the other
Weight: 105
Piercings: ears 6 times tongue and belly
Tatoos: none yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: not right now they always end up hurting me :(
Overused Phraze: Ya mean, yall
FAVORITES
Food: hmm.....thats tough i LOOVE all types of food NOOO onions though
Candy: thats hard to but im not allowed to eat candy
Number: 7
Color: purple and pink
Animal: PIGS!!!!
Drink: Fanta
Alcohol Drink: mango rum
Bagel: plain
Letter: hm.........r i guess
Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: both are pretty good but i guess pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: neither i dont like either
Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: ill talk some coffee with my suga old phrase
Kiss or Hug: i love both
Dog or Cat: dogs
Rap or Punk: both are pretty good
Summer or Winter: winter when its summer and summer when its winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: depends on my mood
Love or Money: wow thats a hard one....of course love its just hard to obtain
YOUR...
Bedtime: i have no clue its always messed up
Most Missed Memory: when i was happy like really happy
Best phyiscal feature: my hair and eyes
First Thought Waking Up: what time is it
Goal for this year: to know what im going to be doing
Best Friends: Crystal, Katie, Lydia, and Will....i have to many to name i love my friends all of them
Weakness: people....i want to help everyone
Fears: oh my god grasshoppers there sooo evil
Heritage: im a mut
Longest relationship: 3 years it was awful
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: lol i think so its kinda a blur
Ever Smoked: yeah ::cough cough::
Pot: yes
Ever been Drunk: still blury
Ever been beaten up: many times thanks to my father and two ex boyfriends
Ever beaten someone up: of course i have to defend myself
Ever Shoplifted: yeah but i was young and thought i would be cool
Ever Skinny Dipped: tempted to but chickened out
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: lol yeah i am bi
Been Dumped Lately: been awhile
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: uncountable
What country do you want to Visit: egypt
How do you want to Die: the way im supposed to
Been to the Mall Lately: the other day
Do you like Thunderstorms: of course there awesome
Get along with your Parents: no they hurt me to much in the past to try to mantain a relationship
Health Freak: used to be i try to stay healthy though i kinda have to
Do you think your Attractive: no
Believe in Yourself: i try to but i get doubtful at times
Want to go to College: when im stable
Do you Smoke: trying to quit
Do you Drink: sometimes
Shower Daily: everyday i love to smell good
Been in Love: no i dont think im allowed to be
Do you Sing: yeah
Want to get Married: one day
Do you want Children: yes i do
Have your future kids names planned out: kilea alexas thats my first childs name but she didnt make it
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: 14 i thought i was in love
Hate anyone: i love everyone even those who are most hated and rejected
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You are the Angel of Joy. The thing you do the
most is help people, and you love every minute
of it. You are liked by nearly everyone, and
you're very compassionate. When you become
sad, you don't stay that way for very long, as
you know it's important to live life to the
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My Interests

I love pigs, books, coloring books, the deep deep woods, the middle of the ocean, i love listening to peoples thoughts, talking, speaking truth, God in the purest sense, the devil in the purest sense, tarot cards, the real bible,techno, rap, all types of music, Michael moore, :P, and soo much more damn i can go on foreever. AND I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND CRYSTAL SHES MY HOMIE G DOG FOR LIFE AND AFTER LIFE I LOOOOVE HER SOOO MUCH.SHES SOO SEXY OOO LA LA Images by Clip Art Inc.com
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone i find interesting, anyone with a mind and can speak from there soul. Who is truthful to themselves and others. Who is strong minded and strong willed. Who can back up what they say and believe. And who catches my attention with there choice of words. Nothing is sexier then a person who speaks truth and wisdom.And my dog i want to meet her again R.I.P Adara i love you always!!

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Music:

I love all music but i really like techno!

Movies:

Labrynth is the best Fear and Loathing Natural Borne Killers The Doors 8 Mile Pink Flloyd the Wall Scarface Spun Requim for a Dream Kids Damn this is soo hard theres sooo many good ones Interview with the Vampire Adams Families Rock Star Girl Interuppted Gia Bound Kissing Jessica Stein Gone in 60 Seconds Fahrenheit 911 American Beauty Big Daddy Bill Madison Brave Heart Princess Bride E.T. The Craft The Crow Grease Empire Records City of God Forest Gump Hackers Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back Kill Bill 1 and 2 Alice and Wonderful Tomb Raider Harry Potter (all) Lord of the Rings (all) Pirates of the Carrabian Little Nicky Wizard of Oz A Clockwork OrangeAnd when i think of more ill write them and post them on here when i figure them out.. ok yall and if u can think other ones then be sure to tell me because i love movies.

Television:

I dont really watch tv i like music videos and comedy central

Books:

new age books i perfer but ill read anything that catches my eye

Heroes:

everyone who has done what they believe through and through with no doubt And my homies in jail and prison who come out being strong and doing right. Keep it up!!

My Blog

poem i wrote

Help Ive been pushed down so many times My lifes been hard I feel like ive lost my mind Running around not having a clue what to do who to turn to What would anyone do? If only they knew what it fe...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:16:00 PST