Tell me,who I have to be To get some reciprocity

Dear________, My name is Yessenia I’m a loving , hyper ,adventerous ,happy person Like every other person I do have my ups & downs I may be rude, bossy , at times but never will I judge you I have no right..never had…and never will. It’s true I’m still very young but I’ve gone through more than you will ever know! * * * I’m a dreamer I’m not a quiter I’m a believer I will believe everything you tell me till you give me a reason why not too. When you ask for forgiveness I will 99% of the time tell you “YES I forgive you” But 75 % of that time I will never really have forgiven you I’m just strong when it comes to not showing you I haven’t.* * *I’m artistic I’m poetic ,I’m random, I’m open minded ,I’m weird, I’m silly I wish I could travel the world , never get older ,I wish I was taller , I wish I was in 10 places at one time so I never miss a thing, I love Music, I love Breathing , I love Laughing, I love Loving, I love my Life, I love that I love Myself * * * I'm fun I’m crazy...you'll learn to love it. or you'll learn how to get your shit and walk away... * * *You don’t have to like me ,but respect me and ill do the same for you by far.. * * * Ugh” At this point in my LIFE I’m done with Drama I’m done with Bullshit I’m done with Lying I’M DONE!! * * * I know I’m nothing you thought I would be I’m young , I’m afraid I build a bridge were ever I feel I can not get too.. I build brick walls when ever I feel to much pressure I hide whenever I don’t want to get caught . Love isn’t what it use to be holding hands ,butterflies nor innocent To most it doesn’t hold the power ,respect or meaning it once did.. a favor.. to those who claim to love, mean it, I will only give respect to people who see how pure love is.. That is a lot to look for in a person But only a fool would settle for anything less… * * * People in this life time tend to come and go… .. People die.. People run People will never understand “people” Favor .. Stay if you want to cry if you mean it Run simply because you can’t walk Love if love is what you feel Do not love because you feel loved. Promise if only you know you could keep your promise.