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Deja vu, wont stop >.>

Damn!! I forgot reality AGAIN....

About Me

...Personally, I am going through almost every known facet of thought about what I am living life as. In a time where troubles are more abundant than solutions, it is hard to stay sane and be able to move forward. My life is no different than anyone elses. My motives are to get ahead in my life. My dreams are almost non-existent. What does that say to someone outside of my life? I know not. The world is mapped out for anyone to reach any ability, the issue is that most options are below their known conciousness. I have made friends and lost friends over petty arguments. But I wish them all the same blessings. There is nothing I can say for my own personal failings, all I can do is try again.... I am sorry to the people that have been subject to my misery and pettyness. Some will read this, some will not. but no matter what, I will care.
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My Interests

reading, listening to music, working, going to new places, watching people, hearing new jokes

ADOPT ME DAMNIT! >.<

I'd like to meet:

Chris Vrenna, Laurell K. Hamilton, Roman Dirge, Kim Harrison. Someone who can inspire emotion.

Music:

A.F.I, Alkaline Trio, All That Remains, Armin Van Burren, Audioslave, Babes in Toyland, Bad Religion, Bullet for my Valentine, Celldweller, Children of Bodom, Combichrist, Creature Feature, Danzig, Das Ich, Deathstars, Digitalism, Diefenbach, Dragon Force, Freeze Pop, GMS, Goldfinger, Gorillaz, Gym Class Heroes, Hollywood Undead, Hungry Lucy, Imperative Reaction, Informatik, Jack Off Jill, Killswitch Engage, Kittie, London After Midnight, Laibach, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Mnemic, Nine Inch Nails, Night Kills the Day, Nightwish, Offspring, Orgy, Otep, The Outline, Powerman 5000, The Prodigy, The Raconteurs, Rage Against the Machine, Reel Big Fish, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Sentenced, She Wants Revenge, Suicide Commando, System of a Down, TRUSTcompany, Type O negative, The Used, Walls of Jericho, Wednesday 13

Movies:

Halloween, V for Vendetta, Hot Rod, Grindhouse, 300, Pirates 1,2,3, Transformers, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, 28 days/Weeks later, Superbad, Hitman, And Various others.

Television:

Dr. Who

Books:

Howl's Moving Castle, Anita Blake Series, Eve Dallas Series, Dark Lord of Derkholm, Claiming of Sleeping Beauty Series, Merry Gentry Series, The Hollows Series,

Heroes:

everyone

My Blog

clutzy

I have no idea why, but I have had the most retarded week of not being able to stand up. I keep falling over >.> I cant explain my clumsiness but I'm vaugely amused. ^^...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 07:33:00 PST

REcap as to what ive been doing here...

Well.... Absolutely nothing! Hahaha thats what I came to do and that is what Ive done. Ive written non-stop for three days just daydreamin about life. Ive had amazing food, mostly homecooked. (we all ...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 09:27:00 PST

Italy 101

Italy, Very old. Need I say more? Hahaha joking. Italy's building are worn and fadded, but that just gives the impression of being elegant. Very rustic. I am in a rural area, that means one main road ...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:08:00 PST

Russia Update No. 2

Everyone, I'm glad you all enjoyed my pictures and my last blog... But alas I havent done anything amazingly new to give you another 101. I've gone to the museum ( i love artwork, my uncle, not so muc...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 06:14:00 PST

Russia 101-the crash course

Thats right people, this is the crash course in russia.... I'm just going to list a bunch of random stuff i've learned today. CARS: Parking is a constant issue, So, they decided to add the sidewa...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 05:49:00 PST

Wow. I’m leaving......

How fuckin weird is that shit????? I'm still kinda opblivious that I'm leaving. I almost want to call people up to meet up tomorrow and plan the weekend..... But alas I cant! Gah... I've been music cr...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 08:33:00 PST

Stubborn moments rock

If you want to know what rocks is that through everything I've gone through I'm still going to Italy- You wanna know why??? Well, It's cause I bought my ticket and I'm leaving in ONE month! Thats righ...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 09:59:00 PST

Holy fuck!!!!! I gots meself some internet!!!!

w00t!!!!! I now officially have internet on a 24/7 basis!!!!! yeah buddy!!! Ok: 1) from everyone that went to gradnight and took pictures send em to me!!! ^^    2) anyone up for a double mov...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:04:00 PST

Holy fuck!!!!! I gots meself some internet!!!!

w00t!!!!! I now officially have internet on a 24/7 basis!!!!! yeah buddy!!! Ok: 1) from everyone that went to gradnight and took pictures send em to me!!! ^^    2) anyone up for a double mov...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:04:00 PST

Holy fuck!!!!! I gots meself some internet!!!!

w00t!!!!! I now officially have internet on a 24/7 basis!!!!! yeah buddy!!! Ok: 1) from everyone that went to gradnight and took pictures send em to me!!! ^^    2) anyone up for a double mov...
Posted by Deja vu, wont stop >.> on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:04:00 PST