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jen

About Me

a wise fortune cookie once said, "hope for the best, but expect the worst"...

before I used to live my life hoping for the best and expecting the best...but now...i almost assume that the worst will happen...so i hope for the best...

everything happens for a reason...and if you don't see it now...you sure as hell will see it later...and that's all i have to say about that....

I live with no regrets...and everything in my life has made me who i am...so yea...don't judge me, don't judge me....

i have also learned to never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option...

"I miss people I shouldn't, but at the end of the day they are a part of me I can't deny it." (ks)

"The pursuit of happiness is a most ridiculous phrase; if you pursue happiness you'll never find it." (cp snow)

My Interests


i forgot how fine ginuwine is....dammmmm

Music:

my heart belongs to hip hop/bay slaps, that's what i grew up on yadadaada?...but my soul is moved by reggae...

Heroes:

my godmama...i love her... and my auntie...rest in peace manang meding...she held the fam together...

My Blog

true friendship part II

I grabbed this from my good friend gary's blog...(congrats garilyn!!) so simple yet so profound I had to copy and paste..... I think this is sooo true...but at the same time...what if that other frien...
Posted by jen on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:32:00 PST

true friendship....

           1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the  sorry sucker who made you that way.  &nb...
Posted by jen on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:58:00 PST

revelations...

feelin very sun burnt....(im lovin the tan tho) i come back to the bay feeling relaxed.... we're so lucky to have what we have....i just had to put that out there...and i reazlied sitting on the beac...
Posted by jen on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:03:00 PST

i mothafckin needed that...

i think i have never been soooooo tired in my life...........i lie i probably have.....but when you get older....(even tho yes i kno im not that much older)......it's like a different tired....your bo...
Posted by jen on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST

so i think im over it...

see how fast i get over shiet now?? it's their lost right? and why fix something that ain't broke........i had a weak moment...but i gotta stay tru to my motto....everything happens for a reason.... w...
Posted by jen on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

weekend love...why couldn't you stay...

searching....finding what i want...soo close yet so far, do i dare and wait to see what we really areholding out, yes it's true,i push so many away, just to try to become closer to you... is it w...
Posted by jen on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:50:00 PST

this is sum deep sheit...

The pursuit of happiness is a most ridiculous phrase; if you pursue happiness you'll never find it.- C. P. Snow (1905 - 1980). i finally stopped looking....and guess what...finally a serene phase in m...
Posted by jen on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:37:00 PST

revelations part II...

With 2006 basically behind me...a feeling of rejuvenation and excitement come to mind.... i can't believe all i've been through and what i've accomplished....i feel happy......satisfied....no....happy...
Posted by jen on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:09:00 PST

it's finally done...new year...fresh start...revelations part I

i've finally gotten rid of all the baggage in my life... time to start fresh... no more negativity...it's all postive from here.... my new year's resolution...and what i've learned so far....(granted ...
Posted by jen on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:47:00 PST

it's the most wonderful time of the year...

so i had thanksgiving dinner at me aunt's house in napa.... hella phat...beautiful house....all the regulars were there...and this thanksgiving we held hands and said what we were grateful for... it w...
Posted by jen on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:28:00 PST