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Daily Reflections.
10252008
One day I'll touch the sky but for right now I'll stay standing right beside you holding your hand.
10132008
Sick day. I've slept more in the past three days then I used to get in a month. I feel tired still. I need a hobby. I need a distraction.
10082008.
You can always tell when I miss him. I wrap my arms around myself and hug tightly. Hmph, lonely day. I miss you.
10072008
yesterday I missed you, just a little bit. You introduced me to so much more of the musical world. And that is what makes me miss you. Why can we be friends? You taught me so much.
10022008
Today was cold. Today was boring. Today was gross. But Today I loved you more then yesterday.And tomorrow I will love you even more.
09182008
3 months. Not that long but I feel like I'm falling for you. Being in your arms feels more right then breathing. You mean the world, well, other than Ashley.
09162008
You make me fall for you everytime I see you. With that priceless smile and those baby eyes. You mean more to me than you'll ever know. I mean that too.
09152008
The shocking revelation that we've come to today. It's incredable how one subject can lead into so many others. Hahaa. Yay.
09142008
Today is gonna be shit. I was awoke to my mother calling me fat. It's gonna be shit, I just know it.
09132008
Funn day seeing Matt. And you really need to tell Jer to stop calling you so much. I swear you two are married.
09122008
Best sister day to date. I had an amazing time. Indeed. I love you Ashley, and all your excentric ways.
09112008
Quote for the day. "Cross your tee's and dot your eye's. Not with hearts but with little lies." Psht, yeah. It's life.
09102008
I've never laughed so hard. Today was amazing to spend it with my mum and Matt. Giant Eagle was the best. Happy days.
09092008
Woke at 11:33. Argued with mum, cut and dyed her hair. Watched LittleMissSunshine and went on a walk. A good day it seems.
09082008
Maybe my friends list is turning around. Maybe I'll get some of 'em back. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Thanks everyone.
09072008
Slept the day away. I feel lonely again. I'll watch South Park and get some coffee shit. I'll feel better after I bathe or at least I hope. Hmph.
09062008
I'm a wreck. With a fire of candles burning, I sit alone and try to be interested. I've so lost touch, I'm numb. I hate lonely rainy days.
09032008
Being alone with you feels like home. You looked as if you were crying, just allergies. Light Sabers wars are the best. I'm sorry for sticking it in your eye and nostril.
09012008
Great times and the Canfield Fair. Memories that will never be forgotten. Being there always takes me to a happy place. I'm glad I got to share that with you this time.
08292008 - evening
Today was amazing. Matt always bring me day up. I've climbed a bit on my ladder. And when I look down I see Matt there to catch me.
08292008 - morning
Today should be good. Or at least I'm hoping. I knew one day I would be knocked off my happy pedestal. I just didn'th think it would be so soon.
08282008
I hate waking up and not feeling good. Especially at 4:49 in the AM. And not to mention the grandslam my sister hit me with. I'm okay with it though. Whatever makes her happy.
08262008
Yay for sitting at home when your ready to go somewhere. Matt starts school tomorrow which means I'm not going to see him much. Today is just a big heap of shittiness. Ugh.
08252008
An amazing day. I felt good. And we watched the stars. only for a minute though. He's perfect. Really. He makes my heart whole again.
08232008
funny how nervous you get and you lie about it. I know it's not true when you say "just a little bit." You're so cute. Innocent too. I love you.
08212008
One of the best days of this summer. I'm so happy and shit. This weekend wil be good. I haven't been happier to be in my own shoes.
08202008
When you feel like shit because you never do anything, you really do look like shit. Why can't I get my license so I can get a job so I don't sit at home all the time?
08192008
I realize now that I look like such a little kid. Man, I watch way too much What Not To Wear. Hahahaha. Yay for be 18 and looking 12!
08182008
Happy Anniversary!!! Today is going to go swell, I just know it. And Pinapple Express is going to be great movie. Good day.
08172008
I've finally let go of regreting you. You'll always have a peice of my heart but I like that idea now. I'm glad I've finally come to terms with that part of my life. Thank you.
08152008
Pissed off. Just leave me alone. I don't want any of your sympathy. I hate myself and I don't really care anymore. Fuck me. Jeez.
08122008
Best day. Hair was perfect and Step Brothers was a great movie. Matt is ticklish under the arms; he's so cute when he's smiling. He makes me bloom with happiness.
08112008
First time I ran in like three years. Tired as hell now. It felt nice until I slowed down. I feel fat. I'm don't want this feeling anymore. And now I'm doing something about it.
08102008
Shit day. I suck at driving. I need to shower. Give me a break. Wednesday will be great. I miss my little Korean boy.
08092008
Very happy day. The pinch and release. Funny shit right there. Live by it. It'll teach you a thing or two. And I don't want you to ever say "I can't" again. Ha. I love you and your innocence.
08082008
Just keep telling yourself you're happy. This shitty feeling will pass soon. And I'm sorry I cut all your hair off, James. Really.
08072008
I need a break from reality. And I need someone to point me in the right direction in my path of life. And I don't want to ruin you like I've ruined myself. You're innocent and perfect. I'm flawed and used.
I've never been intrigued by more gorgeous people.