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About Me

The words that describe self-image mean nothing to me. I am myself, one true person whoâ€™s there when needed, and hidden when forgotten. I can take the role of being your hero, but it might not always be for the best. I Love and hate as does all, but yet at the same time I am different from all my surroundings.
I am a WHORE for makeup and music... as you can see I wear a lot of it and have a very long list of brands that I love. I enjoy going to shows and being kicked in the head while people crowd surf. I have a drinking problem and when intoxicated I can be a total bitch but it's all bullshit, I'm not really like that all the time... but I do however tell it how it is and if you don't like it then just fuck off. But then again I have the biggest heart, and I will be there for you no matter what, I donâ€™t mind being the shoulder to cry on.
I am not a bro hoe I am not a scene kid I am not a thug I do NOT classify myself as anything, high school is over for me. I am myself and I don't try to be something that I am not. Do not judge me before getting to know me I am not perfect nor flawless. Everyone has their flaws and no one is perfect. I treat people the way I would like to be treated, I don't hate on other girls because it's lame and I have better things to do with my time. I like veggies and meat I like soda pop, I enjoy reading... yes reading. I paint; I draw and do makeup for a living. Boys with piercing eyes, perfect lips and tattoos are my weakness. I don't take people for granted. I enjoy the small things in life. Like the view of the ocean or city from the high point of a hill. I think everyone is beautiful in their own way, even the people that hate me... they'll become ugly once they reach their limit of ignorance and vanity. My little sister Zu means the world to me. I'd die and go to hell if someone or something took her away from me. I listen for love and Lust for temptation. I like the way the sea breeze blows through my hair, And I love the way the sand feels between my toes. I am infatuated with that little thing called LOVE. I believe in soul mates and love at first sight. I believe that everything happens for a reason. And if someone has bad Karma bad shit will happen to them. I DO NOT believe in GOD. Shoot me if you think that makes me a bad person. But that is what I believe. Don't tell me that I am wrong. I have many friends but the only two I think I could trust the most and truly call my best friends is Jen & Debbie-ann. Butterflies and fish scare the shit out of me. I enjoy kissing, cuddling and holding hands more than sex. Call me crazy.
My life is like a book... and you are only at page 2... An opinion is like an asshole... everyone has one.
I have a past... just like anyone else. Don't judge me for the things I have done and the mistakes I have made. Because my past and my mistakes have brought me this far and has made me the person that I am today. I am perfectly content with myself. The more mistakes the more you learn... The more you're hurt the stronger you get... its called living. Strange things sometimes fascinate me. When pain is inflicted during intimacy I unravel and become entranced.
I have control trips. Not every rumor you have heard about me is a complete fabrication... I'll admit that much.
Chaos... Lust... Controversy... Insanity... and Excitement, pretty much portrays what I am about.
I thirst for perfection. And plan on living forever. If you can't understand that then you're not as smart as you may think you are. I'm not perfect... far from it. I have many flaws... just like you.
I'm obsessed with Horror films, zombies, blood, Pin ups, Horror Art and Gore photography. I love the whole 40's, 50's and 60's era. The fashion, the music and movies is what inspires me.
Especially with todayâ€™s generation mixing it up.

I am weak yet strong and enjoy the obsticals that my life has had while growing up. I still am. I may sound mature for my age and don't get me wrong I am, but I am also a big kid. I'm not cocky... I'm confident. I may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but I'm sure not the ugliest. I have style and I have class even tho people may not think so, I really do think I am a wonderful person to know. I am sweet and kind and couldn't hurt a fly... unless it hurt me first. This is me... this is real ?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The Boy of my dreams... The person who will show me how beautiful this fucked up world can really be and will hold me in their arms when things weren't well and tell me how beautiful I am even tho my mascara may be smeared. Someone that will dominate me during the day but then at night behind closed doors will let me have my way with them with no questions asked. Someone who will dance with me in the bedroom without any music on, just the sound of our kissing. I want a bad boy that will show me things and take me to places I have never seen before. Someone who will show me their side of reality... and wont be scared to show me and take me to their own little world. I want a boy with a dark side to him, but at the same time be sensative. I want a hopeless romantic. Someone who will make love to me and look into my eyes while pulling my hair. I want someone that will take me to shows and rock out with me and get wasted with me while in the pit. Someone that isn't afraid to dance and sing to Rock N Roll. I want a boy that can rock the eyeliner. Someone with style. Not a pretty boy, not someone bulit with nasty over the top muscles. A boy that isn't scared to have some ink on them and holes somewhere on their body. I want adventure excitement. I want a boy with piercing eyes and breath takeing lips. Someone that will kiss me with passion. A boy that wont mind takeing pictures with me while we kiss or hold hands. Someone that will sing to me at random momments. I want to fall in LOVE and be loved back. I want someone who will make my heart happy. Anyone who can inspire me. Someone who will crave for me to be in their arms at night. Someone who wont just kiss me, but Kiss me... with passion and grace. Someone who finds the strange to be familiar, and the familiar to be somewhat strange, hehe. Anyone that has a passion for something, and desires the un-speakable. Someone who will believe in me and believe in us. Someone who can put up a good argument. Anyone that can satisfy and intrigue my sanity. If you don't have a problem with being different, strange, or unique then talk to me. Someone who will show me their side of reality.... and hold my hand while we act completely fucking Mental.

I tend to fall in love quickly. But keep such strong feelings to myself. I keep to myself most of the time and have a hard time expressing my emotions to someone i care for. I don't like to lead people on and hate being lead on as well. I've been hurt many times so i try to stay away from dateing people and getting myself caught up into serious relationships. But to be perfectly honest I've never had a serious boyfriend or have ever been in an type of relationship. Too many games too many heartbreaks. I'll stay away from love and avoid looking for it as well. I wont be waiting but I will let love find me.

As far as looks are concerned... I love the whole punk rock, greaser, scum bag, tattooed hardcore buff I don't give a fuck type of looking guys. Haha. I hate skinny dudes and guys that wear makeup. I want the dude working on the hot rob not the dude in the bathroom fixing his hair and eyeliner. Eh, a little bit of eyeliner wouldn't hurt. Ville Vallo wouldn't either ;)

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