staring at a blank white wall till i start to see something.
people who are who they are, and are cool with me being me.
Murder City Devils, Modest Mouse, At The Drive In, The Mars Volta, Dezarie, The Gladiators, Groundation, Mikey Dread, Hot Snakes, The Arcade Fire, your mom in the shower, And The Infamous White Rapper! Plus many many more.
Down by Law, Pollock, 21 Grams, City of God, Thin Red Line, Snatch, Fight Club, Training Day, Shawshank Redeption, Requem For a Dream, Fargo, Seven, Eternal Sunshine... Super Troopers, Sideways, Memento
I've got to many thoughts in my own head I can't concentrate long enough to read someone else's thoughts. But Celestine Prophecy, Carlos Castenada. This stuff I guess.
All the people out there I haven't met, but know they've had it way harder than myself and manage to keep on going and make the best of what they have.