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About Me

I'm pretty mellow, I'll be your best friend until you hurt me. I will forgive but won't forget the lesson I learned.
I work in accounting one of the most ordinary jobs you can have. I'm married and have been with Mark since I was 16 years old. Phoenix Arizona is my home and I've never lived anywhere else. Photography is one of my favorite hobbies along with painting.I have a lot to say but never can speak it because I always have someone telling me that I can't. I also never have anyone who will listen, I'm always listening. I never have a turn to talk but that is what I chose.I now shut people out one by one, because that is the only way I can protect myself from being vulnerable. I'm so tired...........
THE END....
WALKING THROUGH WALLS!!! TRANSFIGURED, TRANSLATED AND TRANSFORMED!!!
I HAVE NO FEELINGS ANYMORE!!!!!! THEY HAVE ALL DISAPPEARED COMPLETELY INTO THE LYRICS AND MUSIC OF RADIOHEAD....
THEY WILL SUCK YOU DOWN TO THE OTHER SIDE!
THEY WILL SUCK YOU DOWN TO THE OTHER SIDE!
THEY WILL SUCK YOU DOWN TO THE OTHER SIDE!
The Gloaming (From The Basement)
Check out this video: The Gloaming (From The Basement)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

This is how I try to describe my love.
To me, love is a piece of my mind, soul and spirit. I give pieces of it to the ones I love and trust and want them to have a piece of me to keep safe forever. They have my love what they do with it is out of my control. Love is also eternal no beginning and no end it's like light it continues forever. The pieces I've given away have left me fragmented. I can feel the pieces of me missing. I gave my love to people and they didn't value it as much as it is worth. I also believe that true love is death, every time I've given it a part of me dies a little bit more.

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My Blog

There's no time to analyze to think things through

I'm thinking it's a sign that I take refuge in babbling to nobody.  It is so weird that time changes people.  When we were young we were trusting, forgiving and just wanted to have a good time.  As ti...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:57:00 GMT

I WATCHED THE NEWS TODAY ...

I have always avoided knowing too much about things.  I think too much about them once I find out about them.  I turned on the tv Friday morning to see that David Carradine was found dead in Bangkok. ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 15:40:00 GMT

I'M TIRED I QUIT!

I WANT TO SLEEP.  NO MORE MANIPULATION, NO MORE ACCUSATIONS.  NO MORE.I WANT TO SLEEP NOW, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzSLEEP WITH NO ALARMS AND NO SURPRISES PLEASE.....
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 21:52:00 GMT

FINGER OF GOD


Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 13:46:00 GMT

MY LOVE DESTROYS FEAR...(Watch it all IF YOU DARE)


Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 21:54:00 GMT

Names and Rank in the Infernal Region

Names and Rank in the Infernal Region (alphabetically) Apollyon (Abaddon) : King of Demons ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 23:00:00 GMT

Over the rainbow


Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 19:54:00 GMT

Hum

From the mouths of babes, God has perfected praise, ..
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:42:00 GMT

"Why dont you find out for yourself, then youll see the glass hidden in the grass"

Decisions are so important.  Sometimes we think of making them based on our emotions.  We should never make decisions based solely on them.  Why?  Because at the time you may think...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:38:00 GMT

Interesting...

In Sheep's Clothing By George K. Simon Two Basic Types of Aggression There are two basic types of aggression: overt-aggression and covert-aggression. When you're determined to have something and...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 21:00:00 GMT