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**King Of The Mods**

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About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorAnd I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right nowAnd all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonightAnd I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I amAnd you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your aliveAnd I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I amI don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I amHere's the boring bit that you will only ever read once. What to say? Ok so my whole secondary school life was shit, i hated it so much, got depressed about it. My life was heading nowhere and i had noone to go there with. Then came what unltimatly was a salvation, starting college, a new place with new people and essentially a new beggigng. Not really much to say except wen i went there i opend up and becam who i really am, and who i am today. I find it easy to make friends, but hard to confide in them. I go through a lot of emotions in a week, its impossible to explain why, mainly to do with my past and all the emotions i failed to let out back them have a way of surfacing now at the most inconvenient moments. Probably cos i never had anyone to share them with in the past. There is hardly anyone that knows about my past and i hate gettin sympathy for it, yh i had a tuff time but o wel im stil here standing tall and happy. Others have gone through worse. The friends you make in life are worth fighting for, i leave myself open to be hurt, im vulerable and wear my heart on my sleeve, but if you hurt me, ill forgive u, cos i never really had friends before college so i try my best to hold on, although sometimes it would be easier togive up. If you love something in life its worth fighting for. My dream is to get into reading uni, and ive worked so hard for my exams because i need this. Exams didnt go according to plan, and it hurts when you work sooo hard and dont get repaid for your effort. The best things you do in life often go unnoticed and its not like a movie where everyone feels sory for u, u just hav to keep doin things that make others happy and it will make u happy to, one day u will b repaid. PART 2 ok soi went to college to get my results, took a ucas letter that had arrived before i left..unopened. Got my results, i need AAB, looked down and had got BBBC cos i took 4 alevels. Jus shows that u can work ur hardest and stil do worse then u ever had before :(...... ripped open the ucas letter anticipatin sum long thing about clearing.... and cud not believe my eyes wen it sed CONGRATULATIONS.... OFFER AT READING..... guess some1 was listenin to my prayers, i hav achieved my goal, so now another to be set... to make the best possible frends as uni!!!

My Interests

Im addicted to doing sport, its key in my life. Football and tennis are my main areas. I used to play tennis professionally, and was close to representing my country, but i had an accidnet and had to give up playing at that standard. Football is also important, its one sport that brings people together, friends are made and lost playing. I don't like losing and give everything ive got into anything i do.Im planning on running the 2007 marathon, and want to finish in a better than average time. Ill be running for cancer research, as this affects both friends and family, and everyone knows someone going through it at the moment. Sponsorship will be appreciated no matter how small, your money will drive me onto finishing.

I'd like to meet:


Anyone, you can never have too many friends in life!

Music:

3 Doors Down, Aerosmith, Afi, Alexisonfire, Alien Ant Farm, Alkaline trio, All American Rejects, American Hi-Fi, Amped, Ash, Athlete, Beck, Black Halos, Black Sabbath, Bleed The Dream, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Bowling For Soup, Box Car Racer, Brand New, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Crazy Town, The Dandy Warhols, Dogs Die In Hot Cars, Eagle Eyed Cherries, Fall Out Boy, Feeder, Finch, Foo Fighters, Funeral For A Friend, The Futureheads, Gatsby's American, Gavin Degraw, Good Charlotte, Gorrilaz, Grant Lee Buffallo, Guns N Roses, Gwen Stefani, Homegrown, Hoobastank, Incubus, Inme, Interpol, Jack Johnson, Jem, Jimi Hendrix, Jimmy Eat World, Kaiser Chiefs, Keane, Kelly Clarkson, The Killers, Less Than Jake, Like Yesterday, Linkin Park, Madness, Motley Crue, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance, Nada Surf, Opiate For The Masses, Panic! At The Disco, Pennywise, Phantom Planet, Placebo, Plain White T's, Queens OF The Stone Age, Rise Against, Rooney, Rooster, Roses Are Read, Save Ourselves, Simple Plan, Skindred, The Smashup, Spandau Ballet, Story Of The Year, Sweet Drum Corps, Sugarcult, Sum41, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, Trivium, Uncle Kracker, The Used, Van Halen, Versus The World, Wheatus, Will Smith, Xecutioners, Yellowcard, The Zutons

Movies:

Im a big movie fan, i will basically watch anything. My top film is Fast And Furious, but i also love horrors (The Grudge), comic films (Sin City), Romance (Romeo And Julliett) Action ( Matrix), Thrillers (Saw) and well basically any film!!!!

Television:

I try not too watch too much Tv, but I love, The O.C, One Tree Hill, Friends, and Hollyoaks, but also like Little Britain, Scrubs, Spooks, and stand up comedians!

Books:

Books and literature are essential. People can really express themselves and i enjoy a good book. I enjoy books about troubled childhoods because it makes me realise how lucky i am.

Heroes:

My biggest hero in my life is my dad. He was raised with no parents, and started work at 14 as a Mechanic on poor pay in a poor Ireland. He had to pay everything he earnt to his "Aunt" and had a restricted childhood. Now he owns his own Mechanics, In Central London, worth a lot of money, he owns several cars, we live in a nice house, and he always makes sure I have everything I have. If i can ever become anything like my father then i feel i am doing well. Thanks dad xx

My Blog

Confusion of the worse sort

I no no1 is gna bother readin this, cos its jus another lame ass blog! but wel, what do u do wen the person u want, is ryt there within ur grasp an u jus cnt tel her? what do u say, how do u act, do u...
Posted by **King Of The Mods** on Wed, 24 May 2006 12:46:00 PST

GIAN 2006

Hey! this is my blog on Give It a Name 2006. ok so heres the thing, friday nyt i gt no sleep at all so saturday i was shatterd, gt to the gig in pretty bad mood, and was wel bord. the lineup seemd naf...
Posted by **King Of The Mods** on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:23:00 PST

Cup final

seems like i only ever ryt these things when somethin bad happens to me, i guess its cos it sort of helps to get your feelings out of your system? Where to start, ok i joined the football team 6 mont...
Posted by **King Of The Mods** on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 02:12:00 PST

Feb24th, my bday celebrations!

Well, im awake and not hung over so i just wana say a few thigs.Its times like your birthday when u truly discover who ur frends r. there the people that drop everythin to be with u, travel 100 miles,...
Posted by **King Of The Mods** on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 03:52:00 PST

Song of defeat

When tears fall down, the side of your faceCan you just give up? walk away from this placeAs a day is lost, it hasnt been gr8Can we admit defeat? blame it on fateMy heart is no use, to me anymoreI cou...
Posted by **King Of The Mods** on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:03:00 PST