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My name is K r y s t i a n a.
[ And I love rainbows. ]
i will not explain myself.
22 years old. i am from ashland, oregon. someday i will reside in oregon once again. among other places, i'm sure. i used to be really sure of who i was, and since i've moved to idaho, i've lost that sense of self. i've become lagged down in the endless nothingness that has become my life. i do do anything, and it's really getting old. i cannot wait for summer to come back. then i will have no excuse to not go out and do things, to have fun, to live my life. to go swimming and make friends and get drunk and get high. i can't wait to frolic in the green grass and stare at the sky and walk around late at night in shorts and a tank top without freezing to death. i like to think of myself as a fun person, but i am easily persuaded to do nothing, since i'm not a very leader-y type person. i need direction. i like being told what to do. though i'm not a mindless zombie, and i will say no if i don't want to do something, ideas never hurt. i'm generally a "i don't know" kind of person - something i would love greatly to change about myself. decision. direction. motivation. all things i need in my life.
since i have moved to idaho last april [2007], i have lived in caldwell and boise and nampa. i currently live in nampa, where i still don't know anybody and have know nothing about this town.
i like music. a lot. music is my breath of life in a dreary world. i like cigarettes. i don't smoke much weed anymore due to lame circumstances, and i amazingly do not like reggae. i have a pretty strong distaste for stupidity and immaturity. i hate being lied to, i hate being stood up. i hate it when people are late. i try not to be a hypocrite. i don't drive, though i probably will be driving soon. no car and no license.i love trees. and candy. and everquest. and my boyfriend, james [see: #1 on top friends]. that's right, i'm not single. so i don't really want to fulfill any of your wildest fantasies and i don't really want you to tell me how awesome i "seem" or how beautiful my eyes are, or whatever. kindly compliments are fine, but if you're a lurker lookin for some poon you can just take heed to navigate away from my myspace page.
this country is falling apart. if you want a traveling companion and you have a lot of money and are an awesome person, hi. please take me with you. [ha]