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About Me

i will wade out till my thighs are steeped in burning flowers I will take the sun in my mouth and leap into the ripe air Alive with closed eyes to dash against darkness in the sleeping curves of my body Shall enter fingers of smooth mastery with chasteness of sea-girls Will i complete the mystery of my flesh I will rise After a thousand years lipping flowers And set my teeth in the silver of the moon-E.E. Cummings Name is Toni, and I'm 19 going to be 20 January 23. I'm in college with a undecided major. I have a amazing boyfriend. His name is Phillip♥. We have been together 5mths and it seems I learn something new from him each and everyday. He gets me 100% and thats more than I can say for anyone else. He loves me and all my flaws. You could say I'm a dreamer I'm always in my own little world. I come across somewhat mean but I'm not. I'm a pretty nice person to be honest, but if you give me a reason not to like you then I can be like any other asshole in this world.I'm a firm believer in standing up for what you believe in and Karma. I can be blunt and say things without thinking a the worst times. I'm a sucker for the little things and I'm a romantic sap. I'm somewhat a vault of useless information and I couldn't tell you a thing about math. But thats me. I love to read and write. I love poetry. Sometimes I can be hard headed and stubborn. I love tattoos and piercings and I want more when I can afford it. I'm a smoker and probably will be for the rest of my life. I love trashy celebrity gossip. Its a guilty pleasure. Well if there is anything else you would like to know just ask(:

My Interests

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Phillip, You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You have shown me what it feels like to be truly and unconditionally loved. The happiest I have ever been is with you. I hate being away from you cause all I do is miss you. I hope that I make you as happy as you make me. I hope that I make you feel as loved as you make me feel. I love looking into your eyes, because when I do I see love. You're not only my boyfriend, you're my best friend, my everything. I'm glad that we became friends at the beginning because it has made our relationship so strong. I trust you with all of my heart and everything that is me. You know me inside and out. You know all my flaws and you love me anyways. You don't mind my sillyness and I love that. I can tell you anything and know that you won't think any less of me. You are my shoulder to cry on no matter how serious or how dumb you are there. You make me laugh and you open my eyes to new things. You think that I'm beautiful no matter how I look. I'm so lucky and grateful to have you in my life. I don't ever want to lose you. ILOVEYOUALWAYS♥





My Blog

White and Proud(If you don't like it don't fucking read it!)

Disclaimer: IF YOU feel OFFENDED by this post then you should click the BACK button. IF YOU are PROUD to be WHITE or you are not OFFENDED by this post then by all means keep on readingThis is a great ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jan 2010 05:13:00 GMT

Letter To Myself

Toni,You used to be the kind of girl who was just happy being you.Never did you care about your looks.Or boys.You didn't care about being in a relationship.You wasn't worried about anti-depressantsor ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 22:46:00 GMT

Update on my daddy

Well today sissy called Dr. Jadoon. He sent my dad and gave him a consult Friday when daddy was admitted. He said that he is almost 99% sure that he has a heart blockage, They are going to send him ho...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 22:30:00 GMT

Saturday or Early Sunday I Don't Know

In the past 2 days I have realized how much I take things for granted, My father was diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure. I didn't really know how much I loved him until the thought of losing him ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 00:16:00 GMT

Its one of those songs that I'll never get tired of hearing

Ben Lee-Rise UpWhats in your heart Whats in your head Its one of the other these days The quick or the dead Sometimes we gotta fight So don't you complain Cause I never promised this Would be easy bab...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 04:56:00 GMT

Dont know

They say time heals everythingThey say distance makes the heart grow fonderThey say that if its meant to be it will happenThey say when you love something set it freeBut that is easier said than done,...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:56:00 GMT

Just Let It Be[By:Nikie Harrison]

Let it be known that I still love uLet it be known that I still careLet it be known that in a way I hate uLet it be known that ur the one that fucked up with out even a careLet it be that I shall neve...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:31:00 GMT

Poem I Typed Yeah

I'm drowning and I can't find the surfaceThe more I fight to breathe the harder it is to do soThe more I struggle the closer I come to deathI try and I try to reach the surface to see the blue sky but...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 01:38:00 GMT

Things I Want To Do Before I Die

Meet Dane CookeMeet Jeff HardyeTake a gondola ride in VeniceGo on a Safari in AfricaRight my wrongsGo snorkeling in Australia Go to Vatican City and meet the PopeBefriend a strangerMeet a celebrityGo ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:18:00 GMT

Untitled

I didn't claim to be a beauty queen. I didn't claim to be the blonde girls at the bar. I didn't say I was skinny. I didn't say I was fat.I didn't say I had pretty white teeth or a smile to die for. I ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 23:42:00 GMT