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Making Graves

until the shadows flee

About Me

My name is Ryan.I have a big heart. When I say something take it to heart because I mean what I say, nothing more and nothing less.It takes a lot to get me upset and even a lot more for me to keep angry with someone. I have friends all over the place, and I am very grateful for the true friends I do have left out there. I refuse to be pushed around, forced into childish games, or permit liars! I don't talk about people behind their backs. I believe in respect, honesty, looking at things from different points of views (openmindedness), forgiveness, and humblility. I believe in respect[LOVEMYFLASH][/LOVEMYFLASH]

My Interests

I like to do a bunch of things and I don't really focus much of my time on just one certain thing. I like to skatebaord, play guitar and piano, and I'm wanting to make my own music. I love math and science. The best drink in the world is water. I don't go to the doctors bc I hate being lied to. I don't do drugs anymore....except alcohol. I love philosophy. A lot of people come to me with their problems. I love that they have enough trust in our friendship to do so. I like eating a lot. Like all of the time. And obviously I am very random and some people say wierd. I love who I am. Im not a narcicist though. I will probly delete most of the things I write on here. I don't like people to get into my brain. I think too much sometimes. I have weaknesses. And pride is not one of them. I dispise pride. I need to meet people that have good morals and who are intelligent. If you think when we hang out we are just gonna be chilling on some couch watching tv you shouldnt bother talking to me bc I dispise tv.

I'd like to meet:

People who understand what the true meaning of a friend really is
people whom I can learn something from and have an intelligent conversation with
cute girls
people who enjoy listening to the same music I do
people with open minds
people who actually care
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Music:

Further Seems Forever, Saosin, see you next tuesday, grandaddy, Genghis Tron, Cephalic Carnage, Catalepsy, Reggie and the full effect, American me, We Came With Broken Teeth, Paris is Burning, 2 O'clock Girlfriend, War From a Harlots Mouth, Getup Kids, born of osiris, Mewithoutyou, Norma Jean, Job for a Cowboy, >Taking back sunday, The Red Chord, The Almost, Underoath, Misfits, 7 Seconds, Minor Threat, Waking the Cadaver, Blood n' Guts n' Stuff, The Postal Service, Funeral For a Friend, Thursday, Pencil Lead Syringe, The Number Twelve Looks Like You, Daughters, Squarepusher, From a Second Story Window, Hymn for the Tortured, Prayer for Cleansing, Zao, 7 Angels 7 Plagues, Misery Signals, Between the Buried and Me, Annotations of an Autopsy, Whourker, Ion Dissonance, Pig Destroyer, Destroyer Destroyer, Arsis, Arsonist's Get all the Girls, Cattle Decapitation, The Fall of Troy, Boys Night out, Rufio, Copeland, killwhitneydead, Shai Hulud, comeback kid, elysia, brand new, >remembering never, wings of scarlet, emmure, malignancy, dilinger escape plan, a black rose burial, dance club massacre, AND SOO ON....

Movies:

Mean Girls

Television:

I dispise television. If your life revolves around the tv don't invite me into your life. We won't click.youtube chnnel gregtl1967

Books:

Philosophy

Heroes:

Anyone who has made my ears happy vicariosly through the music they have played.

My Blog

Chasing blue skies

I know I have done an amazing job at getting ahold of you.Yet hear me out. I have no plans. And whilst having no plans obviously you can't be in them. All I want to do is find a job. Hang out with my ...
Posted by Making Graves on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 10:07:00 PST

incomplete

And we scream how could it bewith shadows beneath our feetwhere is this last printthat you all claim existsbrace the ground for shear flames will trample over everything that has to be worn down into ...
Posted by Making Graves on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:25:00 PST

Making Graves

heartbeats jump across the page one last timefor the sounds of falling rocks to make grand ovationsat the applaud to advancement of the rising kingdoms within our societymeant to "safely approach the ...
Posted by Making Graves on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:39:00 PST

Since When

Since when was we falling through the cracks that we had set to divide ourselves for our own good?Since when was the long struggle we went through to get over ourselves was just a path to lead us back...
Posted by Making Graves on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 02:16:00 PST

Is this the right time to tell you

breeding false bottoms distributing kindly to our flailing limbs drought feeds off the silenced moisture transfered from lips to lips chapped hands squeeze harder vicious eyes peer scanning bodies ap...
Posted by Making Graves on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:56:00 PST

dreaming yet to have my dreams standardized

If I only held onto the sand between the cracks we'd find ourselves, sun beating, torso sweating as the prick of a needle fails to register drifting winds at work holding onto this nothing we left our...
Posted by Making Graves on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:51:00 PST

Spilled on doom

arise fully rested  eyes awake to the pressing of the past struggled to turn off theese lights taking sleep to conciousness slither out my front door in attempts to comprimise the demands of thes...
Posted by Making Graves on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:44:00 PST

cant sleep

You'll cause disturbance to our worldstop our plans and throw us far awayYou've made our breath to be weakened and shortened as your owncarrying away all our happy memeories and replacing them with a ...
Posted by Making Graves on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:34:00 PST

soo hard to make things come out right

the pencil Im writing with is fading to hazeand the people isnide this building are sleepingso we need to walk quietly please take theese neccessary steps Make yourself happy againthats all I want fro...
Posted by Making Graves on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 07:48:00 PST

New skin

I find it to be uncontrollableit always gets thrown backand Im left here fighting the dead and myselfwe've used all of myselfnow Im emptythere is no painI'd just been burnt outshovel no moreI wish for...
Posted by Making Graves on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 04:54:00 PST