Some mysteries should remain unsolved

About Me

I dont know what to say about me. I'm a mother of 4. Four different "baby daddy's" And fuck all you who judge me for it. I do the best I can with what I have. Circumstances make the person. You dont know me, so dont presume. I think I've earned my bitterness. I dont really like ppl much so if you write me and hear nothing back, so sorry. I'd rather just stay to myself. So why the myspace? Its a good little ego stroke I suppose since I'm getting older and the pickings are getting slimmer. All the good ones are either married or gay. Or maybe I just make poor choices. From Cross dressers, to cops, to hippies I just seem to be incompatible. Well after that lovely introduction, I'll look forward to hearing from you, ya big stud you! fantasy layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com music / movies
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My Interests

It's all good. If you like it and we have fun doing it together, then I like it too. What else? Thats rather generic isn't it? Ummm...I read alot...its almost annoying. I play pogo compulsivley to the exclusion of human interaction. I brood. I make fun of people in my mind. I like to light candles and play jazzy soulfull late night music and pretend I'm still 21. I watch movies. I plant flowers. LOTS of flowers. I like the simple beauty of flowers. I appreciate beauty in all things. I make poor choices I am falliable. (Thats not an interest just a statement. lol) I tend to get bored easily so that makes my interests random and shifting. :)

I'd like to meet:

Ani difranco. Angelina Jolie. Eric Clapton. Regina Spektor. People with an artistic soul, in words or pictures or sculpture.
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Music:

I like it all. I'm partial to punk and folk. Talk about opposites. And not Good Charolette kinda punk either. The good stuff. Nothing you've ever heard on Y-105. ..

Movies:

I like independent films. I like action and comedy. I dont have the heart for romance. It just makes me want to puke. Between harlequin novels and romance movies we are destining the women of the future for failed marriges and unhappy love lives. We're built up to believe in this stupid fairy tale and its NOT REAL. I like iconical moves like clockwork orange, sid and nancy, full metal jacket. Not because they're good movies but because they hold fascination. British movies are the shit. I walk around for weeks afterwards talking like I'm british. lol.

Television:

NOOOOOOOOOOOO TELEVISION....BE A REVOLUTIONARY...THROW IT OUT YOUR WINDOW...SMASH IT WITH A SLEDGE HAMMER...SMASH IT ON THE CONCRETE...JUST SMASH IT!!!!!!!! SMASH IT!!!!!!!! SMASH IT!!!!!!!

Books:

I've read so many I cant even imagine my fav's...Robin Hobb.

Heroes:

CHARLES BUKOWSKI, ANI DIFRANCO, KT TUNSTELL, SID VICIOUS, OSS STONE, JOHNNY ROTTEN. SHIRLEY MANSON. TORI AMOS. TRACI BONHAM. JELLO BIAFRA. KEN KENNETH. RICKY CLIFTON.

My Blog

The short version

Proud parent cunt bitch whore twatwaddle fat cow twunt loser usurper unpaid babysitter sperm dump karma wracked deserver. And thats how I feel about that.
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 03:01:00 PST

fuck Peta

You know what I want? I want a fur coat made entirely of cat skin. Why dont we have cat fur coats? We make them out of all kinds of other animals! Beaver, Fox, Mink, Rabbit. Why not cats? Their fur is...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 04:59:00 PST

My dog James

He's like a puppy who keeps pee'ing on the same rug, but yet wonders why his upper lip tastes like piss and his ass hurts. Is he just retarded, or does he willfully keep doing the same thing over and ...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sat, 24 May 2008 09:34:00 PST

Notting hill

So I was watching notting hill (hence the blog title) and I found myself crying at the oddest parts. Not the parts normal wishy washy romantics cry at, but at another scene. Besides, Hugh Grant, YUM! ...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Tue, 20 May 2008 04:29:00 PST

written B4

+ I will never forgive you for stealing away my peace I worked so hard to find it And you shattered it with all the carelessness of a child breaking priceless glass Give it back to me! My sanity, my...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sat, 17 May 2008 05:49:00 PST

sits in my psyche

I am out here studying stones. Trynda learn to be less alive. Using all of my will, to keep very still Still even on the inside. I've cut all of the pertinent wires So my eyes cant make thier connecti...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sat, 17 May 2008 05:15:00 PST

I wrote something!

Rage is a living thing that screams in its own bubble of silence. No one can hear it, but it churns in your stomach like something rancid. Boiling with stomach acid crawling up your throat to bur...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Fri, 09 May 2008 06:42:00 PST

!@!@

Tick Tock Motherfucker. Tick Tock. U have no idea who you are dealing with. None.
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sun, 04 May 2008 03:04:00 PST

more about the baby

I am sooo stoked! My son took 42 cc’s from me today for food. Normally he is allowed 35 cc’s and its fed to him through a tube in his nose. We have been trying to convince him that breast ...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:02:00 PST

About the baby

As most of you may know, my son, Dorian James, was born at 28 weeks instead of the standard full term. He was in a hurry. lol. But to update, he is doing very well here in Akron Childrens hospital. As...
Posted by Some mysteries should remain unsolved on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:52:00 PST