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Myspace BackgroundsWell... I really don't know where i should start off. Most people don't even take the time to read anyways... My name is Tamara... I prefer to go by Tam but i have many variations of my name that are unique and given to me by my friends... i respond to all. I don't think that i'm anything too special, i'm just your average girl . walking down the street you wouldn't even glance a second way except perhaps to be bemused by my uber bright blonde hair. But seriously... I'm not that different from anyone else. I love to laugh. i love to write and I love to have fun. But i'm actually really serious most of the time... it takes a lot for my friends to loosen me up... it's in my nature to take control (not super power hungry but i'm a leader) and i i need some idea of plan. Yet I prefer to not know what's going to happen. Who can really know anyways? Life would be boring and pointless if we knew everything and if we planned for every single event. music is my life and my escape from myself. I'm bi. Fuck you homophobes... I am what i am. My motto: "you love who you love and it can't be helped." I don't believe in religion because its all hypocritical. I don't really know if i believe in god... sometimes i think i do because i talk to someone up there... but sometimes i don't. I honestly just take a little from every religion and put it together. It all has the same concept anyways. and i hate the government. i hate politics in general... but everything is so fucking political... i don't take sides and i don't judge. i just basically do what i like. i love everyone and i'm friendly unless you give me a reason not to be. i've been through a lot like most people in this godforsaken world... but i don't ask for much. i live. i love. i learn and i deal. i like to think of myself as a walking contradiction really. i'm a beautiful confusing mess that knows exactly what she wants but has no clue about anything. if you can make sense of that... then we might have something in common. take it or leave it. i dare you.

My Interests

I'm a writer. I have been since the second grade and my infamous armadillo story. It's my passion, my art, a part of my soul that no matter how many times writer blocks grabs hold... it always comes back. Being a writer I'm also a reader. i love books... well... not all of them...they have to grab my attention... however... i give everything at least one chance. I've also gotten into video art a lot this year thanks to my vid tech teacher Mr. McDizzle. I love taking one image and capturing it and warping it into this huge message... Umm.. yeah... Big on yoga and meditation... Think that's the big stuff...
How to make a Tam [Monster]
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
5 parts silliness
5 parts empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little wisdom if desired!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I'd like to meet:

i'm a friendly person... i love to meet new people. i've moved around so many times that the only way to survive was to be outgoing un like my sister. but everyone is different. as far as idols and all that celeb jazz go... i'm not really into it.. but i wouldn't turn down the opportunity to meet johnny depp or tim burton. they're awesome and i'm in love with their art... ==

Music:

i'm a huge fan of music!MUSIC=LIFEI would list all my favorite bands like some myspcae addicts do... but I don't have the time not the patience... and plus... they're are just so many.I listen to everything. Classical Punk Oldies Country (some... not all) Rock Punk Rock Indy Folk Opera Foreign New AgeYou name a genre and i'll listen. It's a big part of my life...

Movies:

Big fan of disney and as much as i hate admitting this... sappy love movies... I akso love anything Tim Burton or Speilburg directed...Nightmare Before Christmas Phantom of the Opera Sweeney Todd Edward Scissor hands Corpse Bride Meet the Robinson's Lion King The Emperor's New Groove Love Me If You Dare P.S. I Love You How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days The Notebook Forgetting Sarah Marshall What Happens in VegasThose are all my tops... well most of them... if i remeber more i'll add later. lol.

Television:

Not a big fan of television anymore. I have some fav shows thoguh...Scrubs One Tree Hill CSI (Vegas) Ghost Whisperer Grey's Anatomy

Books:

Too many to list. I love books. Umm... The Truth About Forever This Lullaby Just Listen Lock and Key That Summer Dreamland ... Basically anything by Sarah Dessen ... The Dark Garden The Deal Bookends Speak Green Angel hairstyles of the Damned The Davinci Code Pride and Prejudice The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice The Daughter's of the Moon Series by Lynne Ewing ... Those are justs a few favs

Heroes:

people suck.. no one is a hero

My Blog

isnt it funny?!

okay... so lately i've been thinking a little about a lot...i used to have it all figured out, i was one of those people that knew exactly what she wanted and where she was going in life... but it see...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:51:00 PST

Blaze a Trail of Thoughts...

Blaze A Trail Of ThoughtsDid you leave your past behind,Did you check it at the door,No one ever sees you smile,Because you don't do it anymore.And you can climb a mountain,Empty your soul into the se...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:43:00 PST

I DON"T WANT TO GO!!!!

    So school starts tomorrow. This year I will not be attending Chavez and as much as i bitched and complained about how stupid Chavez was.. i want all my friends to know that i am goi...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 02:24:00 PST

i’m fine... just fine... i swear

i'm fine. just fine. but no one believes me... why??? for the love of god why is it that everyone thinks that i'm sad or mad or... i dunno upset?? i have a plastered smile on my face don't i? if somet...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:27:00 PST

Broken Hearts and Broken Dreams...

Her hands are in her pockets And she's scared to look The picture's frozen And she's closed the book Jealousy has only got one friend And her heart was never meant to mend Walking faster now she holds...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:50:00 PST

meh...just tired...

meh... I'm not one to do blogs... there's just something disconcerting about everyone knowing what's going on in my crazed and confused head.... but i figure its the one thing on myspace that i've nev...
Posted by e[t@M]e on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 07:14:00 PST

i think this is how we all feel sumtimes... damn love!!!

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Posted by e[t@M]e on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 07:04:00 PST